Transitioning through Grief by Writing

It's been a while since I've blogged. My husband became very ill. He passed away last week. So, I turn to the way I deal with "things"...like "grieving"....I write. This is my first day completely alone. It's so quiet here. Even the dog is quiet. He's also been grieving. The sound is horrible...a loud, long shrill. I grab him, holding him to my chest. He licks me, but his eyes are closed like he's lost. I understand. I'm also lost. Everyone believes I'm strong. They keep telling me that. I ...