September, photographing dead bird
a glassed-in porch
the fall
a steady hand, needed
to take this bird
the light is fading; the light has flown
the stillest, patientest
subject, submits
to many angles,
angles exclaiming
wings, feet, bill, the brown
streaks on a yellowish belly
but later, reemerging
in almost dark, in pale yellow
light, the first shot
was the best: straight down
in heavy shadow
September, my father
expected, sudden, the flight
almost missed, the car stopped
for speeding, and we were ten
minutes late. For what? Empty angles.
Empty eyes. Empty endings.
Little is left, just sharp angles
of nose, elbows. Cover the toes
creeping from covers,
skin unlike skin, nails unlike nails.
I am not interested in angles.
Hit glass, the fall
a long time ago.
To stop the shaking,
quit breathing.