Day 1,815: Rough Day

Today was rough. Feeling rather trapped and hopeless…nothing to do with Liz and I; that is rock solid. Nothing to do with health, or family. Those are also rock solid.

Just feeling…I guess frustrated and exhausted. And like a failure.

I know I’m not. I realize that’s stress talking. Resistance. But all that got the better of me today, and the past few days.

I feel like I’m not fast enough. Or good enough. I feel like I’m behind. Too slow. Too poor. Too new.

Yeah. On those thooooose days.

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