Day Three ��� I���m Still With Her

Dear Hillary,



Thank you for running an honorable campaign. Thank you for speaking to
what is best in us as humans, and as Americans. Thank you for
repeatedly including everybody. Thank you for your grace under the
burden of ugliness, the pressure of hate.



I never thought that I would miss this campaign, but I do. I miss
watching you fight the good fight. I miss the joy. I miss the hope.



You inspired me by sticking to intelligent, practical, experience-born
responses to the real problems that face us. You offered a tough but
welcoming face of America to the world. As a mother of four daughters, a
writer, a bookstore owner and a Native American, I gained strength from
the example of your resilience and composure.



My daughter
Pallas and I met you when you stopped in Minneapolis. We were thrilled.
We gushed, “You are our warrior!” You smiled and gripped our hands. You
exuded warmth. I wanted to hang out with you and have a beer, and I
don’t even drink beer.



On the morning after the election,
everything felt flat, and strange. It wasn’t just grief, it was fear. It
was haunting to walk the streets, go to the grocery, do simple things.
There was always that question: is that person filled with hate?
Contempt? Or maybe that person? It was worse in the schools, where some
students felt emboldened to make racist comments, to harass girls, to
let out their ugly side.



My oldest daughter Persia teaches
kindergarten in a Native language immersion school on a reservation. One
of her students said she knew our next president was a “wall builder”
and she was scared. She didn’t know which side of the wall she would be
on.



For women of all ages on day one, a sense of confidence
and joy drained out of us. We shut down, tried to cope. And of course we
did our jobs. At midnight, in tears, I found myself on your website
buying more Hillary buttons and signs. Irrational. I already have plenty
of Hillary swag!



On day two, things began to change. A sense
of all that we have to fight for came back to us. A conviction that now
all of our work is more important than ever. Work our staff does at the
bookstore to build awareness of climate change. Work to build
understanding between people of every race. Words from your concession
speech helped -- fighting for what is right is always worthwhile. Your
loyal belief in the best of America, not the worst.



Thank you
for your commitment to clean energy. Thank you for fighting for a future
of our children, for the legions of diverse plants and animals that
keep us all healthy, and deserve to live as they were created, by a
force we do not comprehend.



Day two seemed to last forever
though, I kept faltering. How to answer questions from people in other
countries? Our national temper tantrum was now installed in our highest
office. Shame crawled up inside of me. I told myself that having a
bookstore where, through literature, we can inhabit hearts and minds
different from our own, is important. I reminded myself that listening
my 15 year old daughter’s wisdom, supporting her and other young women,
especially Native women, was important. My daughter Aza has a baby, my
grandson. Helping him learn that a man’s strength is expressed by his
respect for women, that’s important. I wrestled with accepting that
although you won the popular vote, so many other voters, 25% of
Americans, were choosing racism, intolerance, contempt for women, and
maybe most dangerous of all, volatile inexperience.



By the end
of day two, Pallas asked me to write this letter and post it on this
page. She said that it would reach a lot of people and that you might
read it. My brother told me that some people are angry, blaming, and
that it is a stage of grief. So I’m writing a letter on day three to
say what is true. You are the most experienced candidate for president
we’ve ever had. There was no better candidate. You ran into a wall of
hate, but you got up again, time after time. Never lost your wits, your
cool. Nobody else could have done that.



Though in frail health
this summer, my father, Ralph, always wore a flower in his hat. As he
walked laboriously around the neighborhood, he stopped people to
campaign for you. My mother Rita, 83, always keeping Ralph steady,
filled out her ballot with the pride of a Native women who had worked
all her life to teach her daughters fortitude, her son’s kindness. She
finally had a woman as strong as herself to vote for.



On day
three I’m so thankful for what you showed us. Truth. Resilience. Honor.
Expertise. You are our champion. Maybe you didn’t know that even if you
lost, you would still be our champion. All along, you were showing us
how to get through life without you as our President.



As you
gave your concession speech, with Bill behind you, I thought: she is so
much stronger than the men who have won the presidency. She is doing the
right thing, but she is not defeated. She models power even in her
loss.



At the age of 91, Ralph Erdrich promised that he would
live to vote for you. He has. He is still living in Wahpeton, North
Dakota. He is still for you. I am still for you. Mothers, sisters,
brothers, daughters, children, friends – we are still for you, Hillary
Rodham Clinton.



We don’t know what you will do next, but we’ll be there.



It’s day three. Time to dust ourselves off, stand up, begin.



Time to make America proud again.



Yours truly,



Louise