The Ugly Beneath

My car was totaled yesterday. Well, probably totaled. Both cops said totaled. The paramedics were too busy checking out my mom to say (She’s fine, I’m fine, my four-legged furry muse is fine. Thank God.) Anyhow, I blew through my Prozac and Deplin by 8am. My mind turned as raw and ugly as it has in years. At one point, I clawed my arm bloody. Bad bloody. A new low for me. It scared me to see what lies beneath my meds. I’m better today. Hope this sharing helps someone. You are not alone. Until tomorrow… Chloe, your Claw-Sister #panic #anxiety #selfharm #medication #accident