Day 20: A Transitional Time
So I’m going through an odd transition. It’s massively frustrating to have slashed my calories to 850 and be *putting on* weight. I’m starting to think this is the body and weight I’m stuck with - but is that really so bad?
Yes, it’s unhealthy to be overweight, and I don’t look so good, but I’m doing everything I can to lose the weight and it isn’t happening. So maybe I need to learn to accept my body? I’m in good health as far as I know, and every part of my body works as it’s meant to, so I’m very lucky.
I don’t feel confident enough to start dating again, but maybe someone lovely and unsuperficial will come along when I least expect it. In the meantime, I’ll carry on eating healthily and up my calories to the recommended 1,200 - maybe even 1,400 to start with. I’ll check in here daily and let you know how I go.
Yes, it’s unhealthy to be overweight, and I don’t look so good, but I’m doing everything I can to lose the weight and it isn’t happening. So maybe I need to learn to accept my body? I’m in good health as far as I know, and every part of my body works as it’s meant to, so I’m very lucky.
I don’t feel confident enough to start dating again, but maybe someone lovely and unsuperficial will come along when I least expect it. In the meantime, I’ll carry on eating healthily and up my calories to the recommended 1,200 - maybe even 1,400 to start with. I’ll check in here daily and let you know how I go.
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