I’m free

I am actually very lucky that I did not get suckered in when he was being nice, because I assume that if you did, things would get nastier and nastier given that he feeds on fear.

I might add an extra story to the new one to reflect this, but I don’t want Ina getting too dark really, so maybe not.

I think the worst week was the week he had the girl sitting next to him, both of them relentlessly staring.  Nothing said to me at all, just staring and staring.  I am not sure if this is how things are done elsewhere, but it is just really creepy here.

We’ve been trying to figure out how the manager backing this is justifying hurting people on the grounds of keeping his boy happy, and we think after two or three people have either left or been fired, you would probably retrain or fire the dude due to the cost of training in this situation.

It is unfortunate for his medical state, because CPTSD is not in the book of mental disorders, and this guy has a very extreme version due to the addition of actual sadism.  You can deal with it yourself if you are willing to put the work in, but as long as he is getting away with it, why should he bother? He probably tortures kittens in his spare time too.

I was joking with my friend that the appeal was the lily white skin.  Would take a nice welt, presumably.  It is interesting with different people, how you can sense their sexuality.  The last person that was interested in me was brutal too, but in a different and more careless way.  As I was saying to someone recently, some women would kill to have what I have at my age, but it isn’t very helpful when it comes to situations like this.

In any case, I picked up on the danger before I truly lost interest, so my version of scrutiny, which does not involve even looking at you, came in quite handy.  He will find it a lot harder to hide it now.

I did note early on that he spent a lot of time on his mobile, and he certainly remains obsessed with the website.  I am not sure if he is hoovering in a classically narcissistic sense, or whether I am providing him with an identity, but either way it is a symptom of illness.  Normal people do not need to hurt others.

Not feeling particularly great, not surprisingly.  Losing a lot of weight, however.  I guess now would be a good time to do a larger clearance.

Iain Duncan Smith is going slowly, but i think it will be OK.

May do some filming this week now that I am in charge of the cabling. (sigh)

Just so you know the difference – a dom wants to know what you want.  A sadist does not care what you want, so they don’t need to know.  They are basically just power-tripping rapists. Doesn’t matter how cute they are, you don’t want one.

I see you are missing me, how cute.  Feel free to call me if you think you are man enough LOL

 

 

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