Reset

[image error]I change my cell phone if I can

I failed a story before it ran

I stop talking if you screw me

I cut you out if you eschew me

My doctor just deflates me

and money just berates me

I sold  my soul because I’m broke

and now upon the guilt I choke

Can’t understand my choices

And then drink to drown the voices

I can’t restart this game

I can’t escape my pain

I can’t reset my shame

My self respect can’t be regained

My bleeding’s up for grabs

My spine was  sold for scabs.

Don’t criticize my punctuation

I’m struggling with inspiration.

I’m truly sorry that I hurt  you

Myself is  who I most  deserved to —