Sheesh that time already?

I seem to be writing a post every 12 hours or so at the moment, I will not be doing this for long but it is interesting watching the analytics.

This week has been enormously stressful for me, but when I look at the posts I don’t seem nearly as crazy as it felt.

The bottom line seems to be that I cannot cope with being a human, and very small things can set me off on a massive tangent.

This is no good.  I need to focus on one thing and do it.

I have stuff to read, and very serious stuff to write.  I also have to come up with a proper shooting schedule before we tour.

If it wasn’t for the recurring panic of being in the proximity of SB, I would be a bit more settled I think.  I am in that horrible state of ‘cannot bear to be there, cannot bear not to be.’  I feel about twelve years old.  It really isn’t cool.

I also have a massive responsibility to this place, and a lot of work to do.

Also, thinking about last night’s post, I wonder if I really should rely on the compulsion as much as I do?  Sixteen hours a day hammering at a carpet is not really a substitute for an adult life.

I do like making beautiful things out of bad situations though.  It makes life worthwhile.

Anyway, I will ask about the name issue if I feel brave and am far away enough, and take my written request in to work.  It is probably safer for all concerned if I am not near enough for the little sex rockets to take over and decide for me, which they seem very inclined to do.

I daresay there will be another story this week. Sigh.

Ina

 

 

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