Do Re Mi Fa So Fucking Done With You

It’s truly amazing how much we’ll put ourselves through just to try and keep something together that is clearly meant to fall apart; how much hurt we’ll let ourselves endure just to try and prevent the empty company of loneliness. My only question is, why? Why do we do that to ourselves? Why keep running back to something that makes us so angry that we scream; so sad we cry?

Some of you may be wondering, and before you ask, yes, this is about the same person from The Breakup. Why did I keep letting this person back in? Because I’m weak. And I let myself believe in something that didn’t exist.

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Though a part of me would like to go back and prevent this relationship from ever happening, I know something good can still be pulled from all the smoke and debris: experience. This relationship, as disastrous and destructive as it was, taught me a lot. And what kind of a blogger would I be if I didn’t share what I’ve learned?