randomness

so, it has been a good white since i wrote anything on my blog, and i have a fairly good reason... my blogger app on my phone doesn't work and I work two jobs, 14 hours or more a day,  which granted the lesser of my two jobs leaves plenty of time to write novels on small squares of paper, but not so much time to blog on websites that are blocked by security. why do I have two jobs? because I like torture... duh... so I have two because a year ago I thought it would be a good idea to have two jobs in order to pay off my debt that i accumulated when i realized that money didn't exist,... yep that's right, money is an illusion, and the security of savings is also a facade, and there is no point to saving money when someone could come in the next day and take all of your money, nor is there a point to buying things, as those too are at risk of being taken away, that leaves one last thing to do with money, and that is what i did for several years, I ate it... I ate at restaurants and used my credit card, and that worked out so well until one day i realized that whether debt/money/savings are real didn't matter what mattered was how it made you feel, and debt made me depressed. so, I work, and I write, and I watch Gossip Girl, which btw i am going to be so pissed if blair and chuck don't end up together, it is sort of like when lucas and payton got written one tree hill, that made no sense. so this blog today is just about getting some of the stuff out of my head. so today my best friend got married to this girl i really don't like, so much to the point that he can't even be my friend anymore, and that sucks majorly. makes me think of the taylor swift song, speak now, which ironically Taylor is playing in my home town right now, okay maybe a few hours ago, as i doubt tweens can be out until midnight. so now my question is where does a blog about nothing end.... things i've been thinking about... the evolution of cowlicks, what would be their purpose... any ideas