They’re fucking boring, right?

They’re fucking boring, right? This is what I can’t get past. Wanting something for the sake of consistent normalcy, and totally discarding it within the first few weeks of getting it because it’s fucking boring. It’s a curse, sure. But it stings just enough to remind me that I’m alive. It’s difficult to convey the need for pain to alleviate pain. But you did it here. Well done.