"I used to be so cynical. But more than anything, Kurt's death changed that. I still..."

"I used to be so cynical. But more than anything, Kurt's death changed that. I still can't make sense about what happened and I was truly shocked by his suicide. I went to the funeral home to say goodbye and it was hard to see him like that. They fixed him ok, but you could see his head was busted up. They folded a kerchief over his eyes and forehead. I held his hand and it was so cold. I left feeling really bad. I drove home alone and out of habit I tuned on the CD player. The Pixes tune san...