Life Is So Unpredictable
The greatest day in your life and mine is when we take total responsibility for our attitudes. That’s the day we truly grow up.
John C. Maxwell
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I took a deep breath and took a few steps toward the empty blue seats. I closed my eyes and placed my hands on my face trying to hide my guilt and the tears of our loss.
The following minutes I kept looking around me, seeking my girl, watching the patients and the aged people who had fixed their eyes on me and waited for my reaction in silence. In a flash I realized that I needed someone to help me recover from the biggest shock of my life, and I didn’t stop thinking about the way Ashley would feel after giving an end to the beginning of everything.
I stood up and walked toward the sealed window of the hall where I knelt and ignored everyone’s presence, knowing they were all paying attention to me. The tears started running down my face as I was trying to heal the pain in my soul by asking forgiveness from God, praying to help me and Ashley overcome the tragedy we had caused. I was certain that nothing would be the same again between us since I had managed to let her down. I had proved that I wasn’t the man she looked for because I wasn’t there for Ashley like the way I should have been, and I felt responsible for everything. I couldn’t stop the bleeding of my heart and I wasn’t prepared to deal with her disappointment.
***
“I love this song,” Ashley would never stop admiring Phil Collins. Another Day In Paradise was her favorite song and she always used to sing the lyrics along with the singer. And every time she used to stare and smile at me spreading the cover of her pure and limitless love in our shelter.
“I love you, and Phil Collins.” I kissed her lips and felt like coming closer to heaven. Her kiss was the medicine to cure every doubt and whisper. Her smile was the most effective weapon against the insecurities which were looking for a chance to come up and dig up the fear of living with the same person forever. I hadn’t realized that I was the happiest man on earth.
“I love you too.” Ashley hugged me and didn’t stop kissing me while I had gotten past the nasty voices in my head, hoping that we would remain like this for the rest of our lives. That period we had everything we needed and I wasn’t able to respect and appreciate the vital affection of her presence in my empty life. Pure emotions, harmony, limitless love and strong feelings were the first elements that gave birth to life and humanity.
The oppressive heat and the shinning stars had managed to seduce our minds as our bodies carried on searching for the path the absolute pleasure, to euphoria. The smell of the red roses kept spreading through our cramped apartment while the sweat continued running down our bodies. She was mine, she belonged to me and she would do anything to see me happy. By the way she was looking at me, I could tell she would die for me and she didn’t care whether I would do the same thing for her or not. The truth was that I would die for her too, but I never thought I should mention my confession. As usual, I refrained from speaking up and sharing my feelings with my beloved partner.
The unique atmosphere had made us impatient to taste the leaps of our mutual love. We made love again, sharing happiness and holding tight one another, knowing we had something special. Nevertheless, we would remain silent, hiding the secrets of our souls and the dark thoughts of our minds.
We had just finished our studies and we looked forward to making our plans for the future. Although, since I met my girl, I knew I wanted to share the rest of my life with Ashley, in time I started feeling weird. As time passed by, I realized I was getting more and more confused about my life and our relationship…
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John C. Maxwell
Read, Love and Share
I took a deep breath and took a few steps toward the empty blue seats. I closed my eyes and placed my hands on my face trying to hide my guilt and the tears of our loss.
The following minutes I kept looking around me, seeking my girl, watching the patients and the aged people who had fixed their eyes on me and waited for my reaction in silence. In a flash I realized that I needed someone to help me recover from the biggest shock of my life, and I didn’t stop thinking about the way Ashley would feel after giving an end to the beginning of everything.
I stood up and walked toward the sealed window of the hall where I knelt and ignored everyone’s presence, knowing they were all paying attention to me. The tears started running down my face as I was trying to heal the pain in my soul by asking forgiveness from God, praying to help me and Ashley overcome the tragedy we had caused. I was certain that nothing would be the same again between us since I had managed to let her down. I had proved that I wasn’t the man she looked for because I wasn’t there for Ashley like the way I should have been, and I felt responsible for everything. I couldn’t stop the bleeding of my heart and I wasn’t prepared to deal with her disappointment.
***
“I love this song,” Ashley would never stop admiring Phil Collins. Another Day In Paradise was her favorite song and she always used to sing the lyrics along with the singer. And every time she used to stare and smile at me spreading the cover of her pure and limitless love in our shelter.
“I love you, and Phil Collins.” I kissed her lips and felt like coming closer to heaven. Her kiss was the medicine to cure every doubt and whisper. Her smile was the most effective weapon against the insecurities which were looking for a chance to come up and dig up the fear of living with the same person forever. I hadn’t realized that I was the happiest man on earth.
“I love you too.” Ashley hugged me and didn’t stop kissing me while I had gotten past the nasty voices in my head, hoping that we would remain like this for the rest of our lives. That period we had everything we needed and I wasn’t able to respect and appreciate the vital affection of her presence in my empty life. Pure emotions, harmony, limitless love and strong feelings were the first elements that gave birth to life and humanity.
The oppressive heat and the shinning stars had managed to seduce our minds as our bodies carried on searching for the path the absolute pleasure, to euphoria. The smell of the red roses kept spreading through our cramped apartment while the sweat continued running down our bodies. She was mine, she belonged to me and she would do anything to see me happy. By the way she was looking at me, I could tell she would die for me and she didn’t care whether I would do the same thing for her or not. The truth was that I would die for her too, but I never thought I should mention my confession. As usual, I refrained from speaking up and sharing my feelings with my beloved partner.
The unique atmosphere had made us impatient to taste the leaps of our mutual love. We made love again, sharing happiness and holding tight one another, knowing we had something special. Nevertheless, we would remain silent, hiding the secrets of our souls and the dark thoughts of our minds.
We had just finished our studies and we looked forward to making our plans for the future. Although, since I met my girl, I knew I wanted to share the rest of my life with Ashley, in time I started feeling weird. As time passed by, I realized I was getting more and more confused about my life and our relationship…
http://bookgoodies.com/a/B019D70H8A
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