When you have no control

One of the most dangerous, exciting, frightening, peaceful feeling combined that you can experience is when you notice you no longer have control over yourself, you can’t stop yourself and you operate according to a plan that does not come from yourself that you don’t even get to see where it will end. But you know that it is there.

You no longer feel that you are the driver yet you feel driven without a local driver.

At some point in time, you notice that there is no difference between you a...