I Just Want to Write What I Feel

 

Firstly, it’s been a long week and I’ve managed to only be late once, so I’m proud of myself.

I’m having emotions right now.

Like, a lot of them.

For instance, I just noticed how much I actually hate my keyboard. Maybe the keys stick, maybe they don’t. I wish I had my old keyboard back. Better yet, I think I want a new one. Who told them to bring this keyboard anyways?

I’m also very tired. I think I’m having the end-of-the-year blues. I don’t know if that’s a real thing or not, but it’s real enough for me. For the most part though, I’ve almost achieved everything I wanted to accomplish this school year. The things that were on my initial proposal.   Looking at my reports, man, I’ve done good.

But I could have done better. Excelled more.

That’s okay, I’ll come back refreshed next year.

These days I’ve been shutting myself in my room around two o’clock, turning people away. I found a note on my desk that said, “I *heart* Ms. Green” it made me smile. It’s funny how I never imagined I’d end up an educator. The whole idea just kind of fell into my lap after I graduated. Let me tell you, working with kids these past two years has been every bit of interesting.

Pretty sure I just need to get out of the city for a while. My life is all too routine. The good news is that summer will be here soon!

If you thought I was going to hold you long, you were wrong. I just wanted to make something short and sweet.