A confession and a new strategy

I tried a few different ways of saying this, but I’m going to keep it brief because it’s unpleasant and I just don’t like talking about this on the internet.

My health has gotten very bad over the last two months. Not bad like I’m going to die, just bad in that I am not able to function. I am still learning how to navigate my life with unpredictable health, and I’ve not been doing a good job of it. I keep thinking I’ve got it figured out, that I can predict how this illness is going to work a...