Day #9: 30 Day Writing Challenge

Post some words of wisdom that speak to you:
This could not have come at a better time..... last night when I was having yet another night alone (as always these days) I started watching some videos on youtube about how to walk away from toxic relationships. The entire video was extremely insightful and helpful but something stood out more-so than everything else combined:
"If you're falling asleep next to somebody every night but yet you still feel alone, why not rather be alone?"

That one question changed my perspective on everything. 
The same woman also spoke about how she found a journal her brother had written in the day before he died and the entry was so sad. He had been miserable in life. My own journal for literally every day of 2017 so far is filled with 25 pages of sadness, anger, pain and confusion. I am miserable too..... and I realised last night that if I die, I don't want to nothing but a morbid journal to remember me by. I don't want to be sad. I want to be happy. So you have to choose for yourself....
One day or day one. You decide.