Have To

Now that I have to write (for the OU Course) and I have to programme (for my new job) and I have to do all sorts of other stuff, all the enjoyment I had in doing them seems to have drained away.

I want to do things for the joy of them!
How do I find that again?
Help, please?
Sigh.

Yeah, yeah, I know – get a life – right?
Sigh.

(Image source:http://blog.ninapaley.com/2011/05/03/you-don%E2t-have-to-be-happy-birthday/)