I love you, Julia

I'm having a hard time processing it all. I know we all are, even though we knew it was coming, and we knew it was coming because Julia cared enough about us all to tell us and let us prepare. Still. "Prepare." Is there such a thing?

It's taken me a couple days to work up the courage to come here. But this is the place Julia loved, this is the place that connected us one to another, so this is the place where it's fitting to tell her:

I love you.
I miss you.
Having you in my...