why I no longer pray for clarity

As soon as a big decision was madelastweek, another presented itself. Because, life. These words, written in the Notes section of my phone over the summer, seemed especially appropriate to share today.

For several months now, too many to count on two hands, I’ve been in a perpetual state of unknown.

I say and think “I don’t know” basically always. (Which is, as you can imagine, super fun andcomforting for a Type-A planner.)

The more time passes, the less I know. The more I learn, the less I...