Everything I'm not allowed to say

I've probably already said.
Now it's just deep breaths for the anxiety and music for the heart and time for the cure all.
I got that job.
There's a disco ball switch I sometimes hit, it's a feigning star.
I want to say I'm working on a new poem.
I want to write reviews on the new Conor Oberst record, and the new John K Samson record.
I hope I do. It's this damn anxiety.
Ever panic attack in the shower? It's like if I die now my roommate will see me naked.
Anxiety really cuts down on my water bill.
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