More Than I Wanted

More Than I Wanted

(Enya : Dark Sky Island – So I Could Find My Way)



I was crying

you did not see it, at the very first time.

I walked into

your Garden.

You were sitting, there.

In your Chair. Between all flowers of Flowers.

You are Taking Care of All The Plants In Your Garden.

I love Them.

With your Beautiful Grey Hair of Hairs.

You are My Sunshine.

You are My Sand.

You are. True.

And then I looked.

At you.

I watched. I just watched.

You smiled a little smile.

A sweet sweet smile.

I cannot stand.

I cannot sit.

I am, somehow, a bit, restless.

You may call it nervous.

Probably I am Touched. Your Soul.

And then I cried.

I was not alone.

I was standing in my new, old dress.

You just looked.

And I was afraid.

For the very first time in my life and love.

I was just Afraid.

I love you.

More than I love my silence.

You are more than I ever wanted.

Religious Leader Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans : Religion of Blue Circle

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September 11, 2016

God

© Petra Hermans