Two Missing Pieces

My love of reading most certainly comes from my mom. My mom is a book addict and raised me to be a book addict. I remember Dr. Seuss books arriving by mail in cardboard wrappers, and random days suddenly becoming Christmas morning. And there were the thousands of times I made her read Go, Dogs Go and Harold and the Purple Crayon with me. On any road trip, if we spotted a bookstore off the highway, I would squeal and point and she would hit the blinker.

Later in life, we formed a habit of working the crossword puzzle together, taking turns, two clues apiece, until we were both stuck and had to put our heads together. She taught at my high school and later at my college, where we would meet for lunch and scribble in those little squares. We also did jigsaws puzzles together, and recently added backgammon to the ways in which we spend quiet, quality time together. But it was mostly the two of us with books, and later our Kindles, and the puzzle. I couldn’t add up the hours I’ve spent with my mom like this.

When I started writing, she became my first and biggest fan, my beta reader, and my red-pen editor. She urges my writing along by always reminding me to send her something, to ask what I’m working on now, when I’ll write another Molly Fyde book, and so on.

Which makes our recent collaboration really special. It shouldn’t be a big deal, just an exhibition at her local library that mixes the written word with a piece of art, but it means the world to me. My mom has always painted and been crafty. I remember as a kid her cross stitching or painting on blocks of wood or rocks. She has covered hundreds of canvases. It’s something she loves, just as I discovered that I love to write. But I never thought we’d team up and put these separate loves together. When the library called for submissions from anyone in the community who wanted to mix words and paint, she asked if I would join her.

Below is a picture of our work on the library wall. I love that she dabbled in my wheelhouse by painting a robot’s arm. The other piece is the small white table where we’ve put together many a jigsaw puzzle. Thanks for letting me be a part of this, Mom.

 

Two Missing Pieces

Under the table, behind a flap

of cloth, a jumble of cardboard boxes

each missing a piece

A schnauzer ate one, another is

under the sofa cushion, and a piece

lives in the vacuum cleaner

There’s a barnyard scene, with golden

hay bulging from the bright red, and

a hole in the cloudless blue sky

There’s a sailboat race, and somehow

the boat in the lead is missing

part of its sail

But the hardest puzzle is the great

bowl of candy, all that repetition,

with a jelly bean gone missing

Hours and hours and hours go into

what can never be completed

So the table sits empty, mother and son

far away, not even the border sorted

and started

Always better to spend those hours,

even though they can’t last forever

Nothing is ever complete.

 

The Things We Built

An engineer sits at a workbench. There are bolts and screws and bits of wire scattered about; a soldering iron leaks a curl of gray smoke.

Old hands rub one another — tired and sore. There’s a keyboard nearby, many of the letters worn off from years of use. By the time a keyboard is worn this well, the letters don’t matter anyway. Ancient muscles have the most memory.

A computer screen asks [Y/N]?

The engineer knows where the Y is. A finger poises, a conversation remembered, a man asking “are you sure?”

There is a baby growing in a womb, and no question whether they’ll keep it, but they have the conversation anyway. Are they sure? The engineer wonders if the child will become a president. Very few wonder if they’ll become…

The memory of gunshots. The old engineer pushes that day away. Poised finger trembles. A conversation and a question.

There’s a robot nearby, lifeless. All it takes is a keystroke. A press. Permission.

Everyone thinks of all the terrible things these machines might do. Movies and books full to the brim of metal men pulling triggers.

But what if one might become president?

This one?

So many fears over the things we might create,

so few conversations about the men we built.

 

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