A Messed Up Post

I sit here. Listening to ‘clocks’ by coldplay. I half assume no one will read and that pretty much no one visits my website. I keep asking myself ‘Why am I doing this?’ this – referring to building the YouTube channel.

I imagine all the shit the people I look up to have been through to get where they are. Arnold Schwarza-imnotgonnaeventry. Barrack Obama. Jesus. Bill Gates. The dude travelling around the world running his business online.

I sit here comparing my efforts to others. Wondering if...