Shaking It Off

I am in the painful process of weaning myself off Tramadol, the last holdover from my painkiller days. I've been taking it for two years and am able to use it responsibly (i.e. solely for the treatment of physical pain) because it doesn't produce a high, but I am tired of the dependency, tired of dealing with the B.S. of doctors and online pharmacies, tired of needing a pill to keep myself from hurting. If I'm meant to hurt, I'll hurt. At least some of this has got to be rebound pain that will l