This Is What I Truly Believe

Whoa!Let me say that again with the emphasis that is needed to express how I really feel. Whoa! I came as close as ever,to touching theRiver Styxas anytime in my life. Twenty years ago IFlatlinedand I have the medical records to prove it.This time,it wasn't so much as I was fighting the disease to stay alive,I kind of knew I would win that battle,this time it was when I was recuperating.I could feel myConsciousness,Life Force,orSoultrying to leave my body.MyHumanity.I use the wordHumanityhere as a way to define what I call myVesselforBeingin thisPlane of Existence.MyHumanityorHuman Vesselhad to reach outand hold myConsciousnessonto itselfor it would have floated along the river to anotherPlane of Existence.I call this river theRiver Styx.But,unlike theGreeks,I don't look as theRiver Styxas being a one way path toHades,but the path that leads us to the nextPlane.Some see aLight,I see aRiverthat you float along to the nextExistence. I knew I was going to beat the disease this time because I have all the machines at home to help me survive.I have thePure Oxygen Machinethat I can quickly adapt as myNebulizer.I have all theChemicalsneeded for aCOPD Afflicted Person.The reason I had a battle between mySouland myHumanityis the same reason you hear so often,"He died peacefully in his sleep."MyHuman Vesselhad to hold onto myLife Forceso it wouldn't slip away while myHumanitywas weary from the battle with my disease.OurSoulis happy living in thisPlane,but it is also anxious to go to the next.Yet,myHumanityknew that I haven't accomplish everything in thisExistencethat I want to.So it held on so I can accomplish those things.
This is,You May Not Believe As I Do,But This Is What I Truly Believe,Jim Hauenstein,
And,
"Life and death are one thread, the same line viewed from different sides."- Lao Tzu -
That is my story and I am sticking to it!
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I am still recuperating, so I do not know how much I will be writing the next couple of days. This is the best I have felt in ten days. Thanks for checking in to see if I have been writing. It lifts my Spirit when you do so. Thanks again.
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Published on August 18, 2016 18:55
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