i feel so alone. i want to ask for help but i can tell no one wants me around much less would be willing to help. i don't know what to do.

I’m sorry you’re feeling this way, and for whatever you’re seeking help I hope you find it with or without the guidance of those around you.

From someone who’s alone a lot of the time, I can share with you a quote that I’ve found to be true, especially being alone when you’re going through something tough:

“Loneliness doesn’t come from having no one around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that are important to you.” -Carl Jung

So for whatever it is that you feel like you’re not being understood for, or not able to fully articulate, I urge you to find a way to communicate it as best you can with yourself. Thru art, meditation, or whatever method feels the most fulfilling to you. Find a way to get to know it, and let it all out.

Also, even though it may seem that the cavalry isn’t coming - someone has been there, and if you ask for what you need I think you might be surprised by people’s compassion.

My inbox is always open to you!

Anna