RANTING ON ABOUT LIFE’S A BITCH AND THEN YOU DIE

From one day to the next, week to weekNothing changes muchEveryone’s out of touchHoard our penniesCat sidles up, rubs against my legsThrows herself on the floor, begsPaws raised, belly open, submissive to her fateSuddenly on her feet, readyTo attack Magick catI can’t figure out why Cleo’s So mean to MagickBoils down to animal instincts I guessWe cannot help but be who we areCleo puts on a showAll about the importance we attributeTo behavior that gives it importance Gives powers, molds us into Who we want to be, how we seeEverything on our planet evolvesFrom how we humans attribute importanceLike a rule we live byI should have been dead if notFor protection spells a fairy put over meI lived in a private hellLost on the edge of a consonant I meander through verbs and adverbsSynonyms, antonyms and homonymsI’m the master ofA fucking weird word disasterMy world’s spinning fasterI’m not a Christian, I’m a JewThrough and throughNo holds barredJesus is my brethren, my brotherFrom a Jewish mother and fatherJesus is the original ChristianLike you, me tooBuddhists told me reflect on death dailySo I won’t fear itReally I said, “Is that so, will that work?”At six I obsessed about death,Couldn’t imagine that one day I’ll not be hereContinued reflecting in my teensLonging for success, I digress, I confess, my life’s a messMy restlessness came to possess meTried to access the truthFor days I roamed the desertOf my mindAnd still couldn’t find the Answer to my despairCame to the conclusionLife’s not fair,No one caresJealous of my flairI dare to emergeCan’t merge into someone else’s shoesSubmerged & locked in a smoke laden roomSunk in a funk in godforsaken messI’ll pack my bags to see where it takes meSlice a sapphire in half and
Become part of the trinity