It's Called Brooding

Yes, I'll admit I've been brooding, according to Raj on The Big Bang Theory it's how sexy men pout.I haven't been working lately because I've spending as much time as possible with P.R. because Monday is D-day here, my day of dread. P.R. starts consulting for a new client and the office is no where near where we live.The whole team will fly out on Monday, work until Thursday, then fly home together Thursday night, then telecommute on Friday's I hate this. Don't get me wrong, I could not be more proud of P.R. for landing this client. It's an amazing job and could lead to even better opportunities for P.R. with this firm. I'm thrilled or what this could mean for P.R.'s career.However, I'm not thrilled for me. I was single for 46 years. I had been engaged before a few times but always ended up breaking things off for one reason or another, until I met P.R. P.R. is the first person I could actually see myself being with for the rest of my life. I love spending time with P.R. We can talk about anything and everything all night long. Call me crazy but I married P.R. because I wanted to actually live with my better half and spend time together. It's a radical idea, I know.So, before D-day we have been going out shopping and out to dinner and even just going for walks with Shaggy. I will have plenty to do while P.R. is gone. I have to finish the audiobook edits from Dianne and I need to study for my class that will start up again for me in August and I need to start working on writing out the next two books. I have them both written in my head I just have to put them on the page.I'm sure I'll get a lot more work done being here by myself with Shaggy but I would trade never writing again if It meant I would not have to spend one more night separated from P.R. I've written stories since I was a old enough to form coherent sentences but as much as I love creating my own worlds, I love P.R. so much more.Tomorrow is our last day to spend time together before this new life begins for us and unfortunately this will be our lives for the foreseeable future. So, as you might guess, I will not be working tomorrow. I'll let you know how things go Monday.Good thing we have junk food in the house.