“I was raped by my cousin when I was seven. He was a teenager. ...

“I was raped by my cousin when I was seven. He was a teenager. We were sleeping in the same bed when it happened. I could have run away but I didn’t. Why didn’t I stop it? Does that mean I kind of liked it? Is that why I didn’t tell anyone? It got even more confusing when I grew up and realized I was gay.”