I thought its the beginning,but it proved to be an end,wh...

I thought its the beginning,
but it proved to be an end,
what i considered ocean,
was mere desert sand,
the boulevard!! have i chosen??,
or was it times apprehend,
dichotomy with me walks in light,
arousing failures in my attempts to mend,
determined of walking miles i move,
to have something by the end,
unaware i am of it being ocean,
or will sleep in mere desert sand......