An excerpt from Analogy of My Heart Volume 1

My Retrospect
I smiled when you told me you loved me,I cried when you said there was no way,I was content when you held me,I was demanding when you said you couldn't stay.
I sighed when you spoke of forever,I laughed when you tried to be serious,I was sad when you said "Goodbye forever",I was alone when my tears came delirious.
I spoke softly when you came back to me,I broke my will that said not to let you stay,I was broken hearted when I realized you couldn't be,I was alone when my dream went away.
My life moves on as the sands fall through the glass,And my most joyous times you were not there.Yet I still remember those nights that should have lasted,Those are the days that I hold dear.