Dang!

nobody said it was gonna be easy, did they? here i am…living in a 1700 sq. ft. finished basement with two bedrooms, a bath a great a/v room and it is nice and cool down here. Much nicer and cooler and bigger than the old farmhouse i left. this is the basement of the house of my best friend in the world and she is kind enough to share this place with me. i now have my three dogs back with me and that is nice but i am not doing well. i am grumpy all the time and i feel like i am walking on eggshells. that is partly because barbara is very meticulous and orderly and i, well, i am a polar bear. not just a polar bear but a male polar bear and a disorganized slob who, at the age of 65 will probably not change much. oil well. just venting i guess. it is what it is and i am sure i will survive and so will barb. i think she will be much happier when my farm closes and i and my dogs live somewhere else close by so that we will not be such a burden on her kindness.