Oh man, this relentless depression is really getting me down!
I've had a lot of trouble with depression in the past month. I can't explain it. Nothing major has happened- but then maybe I don't consider it major, but my brain does.
It's so important to chart your mood every night- you can get some great information this way- triggers, sleep issues, relationships issues, work problems, adhd symptoms, etc are much easier to track on a chart.
I feel really helpless sometimes. If the mood swings just come on their own, all I can do it deal with them when they arrive. I'm always ready with my tools, but I truly prefer prevention.
Today's depression is taking away my pleasure in having a new office, seeing Star Trek tonight, being with my mom and her dog, talking with my nephew, writing blogs, working with my webmaster- it all seems so pointless. But I will 100% keep doing it anyway. And I know I will feel a lot better if I just keep going.
Depression sucks. I will not let it keep me from doing things.
Julie
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Published on May 30, 2011 11:18