30 day writing challenge - Day 3

Your first love and your first kiss. Sadly, they were not the same person. :-)

The first person I fell in love with was also the first person I had sex with. You would think kissing would be involved, but alas, it was not. This person had been a very good friend of mine and I did love this person as a friend and even after we experimented and he said he wasn’t gay I allowed myself to become infatuated. I mean, he was the one who brought up the idea of us experimenting so he obviously had some kind of feelings for me, right? But again, this was high school and I was not able to truly understand then that love was not what either of us was truly after. I took a while for me to understand that we were never going to be more than friends. But the feelings I had for him were real. 

My first kiss - I am certainly not counting any of the kisses I had with high school girlfriends as they were innocent little pecks. The first true kiss I had with a boy was when I was 19 and his name was Steve. Steve was a cute little ginger who I had know from my high school days. He was a couple years younger than me and we had known each other through band. He and some friends came over to my house and we openly flirted with each other and next thing I knew were were laying on my bed and kissing.