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grimfaust:
rum-locker:
First of all, apologize for my English.
I’m spending...
First of all, apologize for my English.
I’m spending almost an hour to compose this, staring at blank page of Tumblr text, trying to figure out what to say. This might seem so sudden and out of nowhere, and you guys that following me on Twitter perhaps already know what really happened to me and my family.
Coming out with it; I have a family issue, and last night was the peak. I live with my unemployed father who, while unabashedly taking money from both mine and my mother’s wallets, continues to verbally take out his aggression on my mother, and it… puts me in emotional turmoil, to say the least.
Me and my little brother decided to have a family meeting and let them talk, and we both try to mediate them and it didn’t work. My father just keep angry like a mad man, and don’t want to change at all for himself and for his family. My mother finally decided that the best solution it to leave my father, me and my lil brother agreed because we also no longer of use reasoning with him.
It’s been almost twenty years since he’s lost his job, and over the last few years, he’s started to do things, like claim what’s been brought into the household even though it’s not under his power, but ours. We love him, and it’s why we’ve tolerated him up to this point, but… It’s getting worse as things go on. So, out of respect, we’re leaving everything with him. This includes the computer that I work from, since he did initially buy it years ago.
So, this is hard to put down, I hate to have to put this out here. But I don’t have much to put into anything past furnishing and providing essentials for the move and the new home, and without the computer, I’m unable to resume work. I humbly ask for help so I can purchase a new computer to work from and continue creating art. It’s hard to ask for donations but I don’t have many other options available and the revenue from my work helps sustain the household. I’m aiming for a decent rig to last me for years without a problem, so I’m setting $700 as the goal, and the plan is to continue sharing things on here as I put out more work.
I’m a little afraid of this next step, so much to do and reflect on, and I want to continue working, diving into art to not focus so much on the past, while preparing for the future. I know it’s asking a lot, but if anybody’s willing to help or donate, this is my PayPal address
prz@hotmail.co.id
Thank you very much for your time, and I appreciate your help, whether it’s donation, spreading the word, or simply listening to my story.
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Please help my dear friend.
