Catie Disabato's Blog, page 5
November 19, 2015
durgapolashi:
Anaïs Nin
November 16, 2015
November 15, 2015
I am your drunk vampire boyfriend with low self worth

I am your drunk vampire boyfriend with low self worth
November 14, 2015
magicwandarthistory:
The Progress of the Magic Wand - Reverie...
November 13, 2015
zanopticon:
acknowledged irrational faith in something bigger...

acknowledged irrational faith in something bigger and you can only hope better than yourself; the practice of reaching out without expecting a response, and the vague sense that probably it’s better that way; belief in the undeserved love of an elusive Other as sustaining, as the thing that gets you through the day. concerts as churches, fandom as the community that you find among fellow believers: people who speak your language, know your gods, practice your rituals.
"Her tarot readings were reputed to be so accurate that several of her friends nervously refused to..."
- aka I kind of want to be Shirley Jackson when I grow up (via sansasnark)
November 12, 2015
cutebuttwyatt:
shia watching the even stevens movie
Is it...









shia watching the even stevens movie
Is it fanfiction if I would like to cuddle him while he tells me all of the things that are making him feel bad and then he says “I can’t really talk about this stuff to most people.”
November 11, 2015
"If you live in L.A., to reckon time is a trick since there are no winters. There are just..."
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Eve’s Hollywood - Eve Babitz (1974). (via besieging)
Last weekend I read Eve Babitz by a resort pool in Ojai, which is the best way to read Eve Babitz, let me tell you. I love her and I love the book but this is wrong, and anyone who’s lived here ought to know it. The light changes with the seasons, just like it does everywhere else. In some ways it’s more dramatic because it’s not accompanied by that battering northeastern cold or anything– you feel how ephemeral change is in the world around you, how it shifts something you can see but not touch, and you shift all of your meaning to go with it. I just find it incredibly boring, this idea that a season is something you have to feel on your face instead of behind your eyes and in your bones.
(via zanopticon)
Zan > all things, again.
Zan is right, LA seasons are all about the light, when it comes and when it goes. During the day I’m a bird and at night I’m an quadruped, so during LA winters when it gets dark so early I’m crawling around so much of the time, dragging my body around. My body is heavy and hard to drag, so I can’t go very many places, I have to find somewhere to drop it.









