Joseph Grammer's Blog - Posts Tagged "mush"

My brain feels like an orca whale is belly-flopping on top of it. Inertia is the word, and it's difficult to break through its dumb, invisible bricks.

The air pressure has a lot to do with the stuffiness inside my skull, but I can't control the air pressure (Oh, hi, Storm.)

I'm sending out letters to agents, but I don't care enough to make them good. Why not? It's my life's passion to sell a book and write professionally.

Maybe I can blame the mush, but I really shouldn't. There will always be something stopping me from reaching out to humans, whether in the professional sphere or in my personal life. I just have to drink water, or push my head into a wall real hard, or leave the apartment. Stupid logic. Why can't I disintegrate in bed instead? It'd be easier, if a great deal less rewarding.

Whine, whine, whine. Go write you idiot. Be outside.

Sing it, Ziggy.