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January 22, 2019
Grace is Not Karma
You’d never know it from the prodigal way Jesus doles out salvation in last Sunday’s scripture, but Jesus is about the only person NOT drunk at this party in Cana.
And that’s another point I could’ve made in Sunday’s Sermon). Just as Jesus distinguishes the Gospel from the Law, so too Grace is not Karma.
As I said, the bridegroom and his family in the passage do not deserve what Christ has done for them, yet they get the credit for what Christ has done. As though, they had done it themselves. The party planner tastes the wine that had been water, John says, and he chalks it up to the bridegroom’s extravagance.
Grace is not Karma.
Karma says you get what you have coming to you. Grace says we all have it coming to us but we’ve received Christ’s righteousness instead.
Karma says that what you put in is what you get out. Karma says that as you give so shall you receive. Karma says that what goes around is what will come back around. Karma says that what God does for you is based on what you do for God.
Karma is how most people in our culture try to speak Christian.
It’s karma not grace that says this horrible nightmare in my life must be happening to me for a reason. It’s karma not grace that says God must be doing this to me- this diagnosis, this disease- because of that sin I did. It’s karma not grace that says if I just do my part (pray, serve the poor, go to church, give to the church) then God will do his part and bless me.
Karma is not Christianity.
When all is said and done, there’s really only been 2 religions in the history of the world.
On the one hand, there’s all the religions that tell you what you must do for God and for your neighbor (or else). That’s Karma. And on the other hand, there’s the Gospel of grace, the news of what God has done for you and your neighbor despite your failures to love him or them.
You can’t speak Christian with Karma because, the sign at Cana shows it, God doesn’t give you what you deserve. God gives you infinitely more than what you deserve. God gives you the credit Christ alone deserves.
As I mentioned to my Follow-Up Sunday School group, Grace is like that season of the Bachelor where the guy gives the rose to the girl at the beginning of the show, freeing them to be themselves and enjoy one another. Likewise, Grace frees us to love and serve our neighbor. Freed from any worry over what we deserve or do not deserve, we can server our neighbor as a fellow neighbor rather than treat them as chits on our religious resume.
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January 21, 2019
The Bottomless Glass
Were you all paying attention?
Jesus responds to Mary’s alarm that the already drunk guests have run out wine by making more wine for them to drink.
Listen to the story again:
Jesus doesn’t just top off their glasses. Each of those stone jars held atleast 25 gallons of water. That’s 150 gallons.
I did the math:
4 quarts to a gallon
1 quart equals roughly 6 glasses
Giving you a minimum grandtotal = 2160 glasses of wine-that-had-been-water.
I mean, unless Pat Vaughn is at your party that’s a prodigal amount of booze.
And Jesus makes not 3 Buck Chuck, Jesus makes the best wine for drunk people to drink.
He pours bottomless glasses of top shelf wine for people too drunk to appreciate drinking it. He takes the water from the stone jars and transforms it into gold medal wine for people too far gone even to notice what he’s gone and done.As the master of feast says to the groom: “Everyone brings out the best wine first and then the cheap wine after the guests have gotten hammered, but you have saved the best wine for now when they’re sloppy drunk.”
In other words, he’s saying: “It’s a waste.”
Their taste buds are shot. They’ll probably just spill it all over themselves. And come morning— with the hangovers they’re going to have— you can be sure they won’t even remember drinking it. They won’t remember what you’ve done.
For them.
It’s wasted on them, the maitre’d says to the bridegroom.
Your gracious act, it’s wasted on them.
There’s more going on here than just a miracle.
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In fact, the word miracle isn’t even the proper word to use about today’s Gospel text. Jesus, in John’s Gospel, doesn’t do miracles. Jesus, in John’s Gospel, performs signs— only seven of them. Each of these seven signs serves to foreshadow what Jesus will do fully in what John calls Christ’s hour of glory. And in John’s Gospel, Jesus’ hour of glory is his humiliation when he’s hanging naked and accursed on the cross.
This is why John decorates this first sign, the wedding at Cana, with so many on-the-nose allusions to the cross and resurrection:
Jesus and the disciples arrive to the wedding party on the third day just like Mary Magdalene will arrive at the empty grave on the third day.
When Marry worries: “They have no wine” Jesus responds “My hour has not yet come,” which basically means: It’s not time for me to die.
Jesus calls his Mother Woman, which sounds like he’s backtalking his Mom until you remember the only other time he’ll similarly address his Mother: Woman, behold your Son.
Even the abundance of wine: Amos, Hosea, Jeremiah, Isaiah, and the Psalms- all of them prophesy that the arrival of God’s salvation will be occasioned by an abundance of the best wine.
All seven signs in John’s Gospel, then, point to the Gospel, to what God does in Christ through the cross, and this first sign— its intended for you to see how the Gospel Christ brings is distinct from the Law. Right before the wedding at Cana, John tells you— he telegraphs it: “The Law indeed was given through Moses, but Grace and Truth came through Jesus Christ.” And then immediately after this wedding at Cana, Jesus pitches his Temple tantrum, flipping off the moneychangers and hollering to all who can hear that his crucified body will be the New Temple. In other words, the truth that was thought to reside in the Temple has arrived in Christ, and the wedding which comes before his Temple tantrum shows how grace has come in Christ.
And Grace is not the Law.
That’s why John gives you this seemingly random detail about the six stone water jars.
According to the Law, the water in the stone jars was used for washing away sin. The jars were made of stone not clay because clay is porous and the water would get dirty in clay jars and the whole purpose of these jars is to remove impurity.
The water in the stone jars was for the washing away of sin and shame.
But it didn’t work.
And you know it didn’t work because John tells you there were six stone jars, and six (being one less than seven) is the Jewish number for incompleteness and imperfection. So if the abundance of wine signifies our salvation, these six stone water jugs signify our sin.
On top of that little detail, John tells you that the wine at the wedding feast has run out.
According to the Mishna, Jewish weddings in Jesus’ day lasted seven days. And under the Law, it was the obligation of the bridegroom and his family to provide a week-long feast for the wedding guests.
This wedding is only on day three. They’ve got four more days to go. There’s no reason they should’ve run out of booze so soon.
The bridegroom and his family simply failed to fulfill their duty under the Law, which is to say their shame is deserved. Which is to say, they do not deserve what this other Bridgegroom, Jesus Christ, does for them. So what John shows you with these six stone jars and this one family in shame is what the Apostle Paul tells you. The Law (commandment-keeping, rule-following, morality, the rituals of religion) is powerless to produce what it prescribes. It cannot make us righteous.
“For God has done what the Law could not do. By sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and for sin, he condemned sin in the flesh.”
What John shows you here is what the New Testament Book of Hebrews tells you: that all our religion and morality— the Law— “can never make perfect those who practice them, and, as such, they only remind you of your sin.”
Just as Jesus announces in the second half of chapter two that he fulfills and replaces the Temple, here in the first half of chapter two he signals that he fulfills and replaces the Torah, the Law. He answers his Mother’s urging by telling the servants to take these six stone jars, symbols of the Law, and then he tells them to fill the jars with it. To fill them to overflowing.
Do you see? It’s a sign not a miracle.
It’s meant to help you see— see that Jesus fills and fulfills all the commands and demands of the Law by his own perfect faithfulness.
When they draw out the wine-that-had-been-water, it’s not any of that Yellow Tail swill. It’s vintage, already aged, all from the very best year. And there’s an abundance of it. It’s a sign not a miracle. You’re meant to see— see that out of the Law is drawn the Gospel of Grace, the wine of salvation.
Wine, which Jesus says in an Upper Room, is his blood shed out for many for the forgiveness of sins.
Here at Cana, he transforms what we do to make ourselves righteous before God into a sign of what God does to make us righteous.
Christ’s sign shows what Paul says.
The Law— all the thou shalts and thou shalt nots in and out of the Bible (and scripture says the Law is written not just on tablets of stone but on every human heart, believer and unbeliever alike, so the Law also includes all the shoulds and musts and oughts we hear in our society and in the back of our heads)— all of it is the Law.
And all of it is powerless to produce in us what it commands.
That’s what you’re supposed to see in this sign.
The Law can charge us to give thanks, but it cannot make us grateful.
The Law can exhort us to offer hospitality to the Other, but it cannot make us more hospitable.
The Law can command us to love the stranger who is our neighbor as ourself, but it cannot make us loving.
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Fifty-five years ago Reverend Martin Luther King Jr. preached from the steps of the Lincoln Memorial. Fifty-five days ago I took my son, Alexander, to the DMV in Lexington, Virginia to get his learner’s permit.
We have a house in Lexington and the DMV there is small so I thought it’d be quicker than waiting all day at a DMV up here.
Sure enough, we got there and our number was called in less than a minute. My wife Ali, who is an attorney mind you, had already made sure she sent us off with all the requisite documents per the DMV’s website.
We stepped up to the counter when called and handed over the goods. AM talk radio was droning on in the office behind them.
Sorting through the documents, the woman at the counter— without even looking up at us— announced: “There’s no birth certificate. He needs a birth certificate to get a learner’s permit. It’s the law.”
“He has a certificate of foreign birth,” I said, “the same as any kid born on a military base overseas. That certificate says he’s as American as you.”
“I don’t think,” she said, still not looking at us, “I need birth certificate. It’s the law.”
“Not according to the DMV website,” I said.
She looked up from her clipboard. She sighed like we were a colossal waste of her time. And with blank contempt on her face she said: “Well, if he wasn’t born here in America, then how’d he get into the country? Legally?”
“What?” I said.
“I’m adopted,” Alexander replied, “from Guatemala.”
I could tell from the epiphany that spread across his face that he was piecing together her insinuation.
“Who are you?” she asked, looking at me.
“What?” I said again. “You’ve got my license and the application right in front of you. I’m his Father.”
“Uh, huh,” she said, sorting through the documents again like I was putting one over her. “I’m going to need to see your passport and birth certificate too.”
“You absolutely don’t need to see either of them. We’ve already given you more than your own website says you require.”
She sighed again: “Let me talk with my supervisor.” She walked to the other end of the counter, two stalls away, maybe ten feet. And I heard her say to her supervisor: “That’s the problem with letting them into the country. We’re so much busier now.”
She came back to the counter and said to me: “We’re going to run this situation by our main office in Richmond. You’re free to wait here but it could take all day to hear back from them. It’s only right and proper,” she said, “that we make sure everything is according to the law.”
Now it was my turn to sigh.
“You’ve been a complete waste of our time!”
Alexander didn’t get his permit, but turns out it didn’t take that long to get a response. Turns out when you’re a white guy with a large social media platform and you tweet at the DMV about a Civil Rights violation…turns out they call you back pretty quick.
Fifty-five years ago Martin Luther King preached about a dream, and fifty-five days ago my son tried to get his permit and failed not because of the contents on his clipboard but because of the color of his skin.
I think we can measure the progress we’ve made on King’s dream by the fact that I’ve got more leeway to tell a story like that from the pulpit than does a preacher of color, Peter or Chenda for example.
And sure, I have a different style.
Maybe I told the story differently than the way they’d tell it.
But, to be honest, if I had that DMV day everyday, or even once a year, I probably wouldn’t have been in the mood to begin this sermon with a silly Mr. Bean clip.
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Jesus Christ died not to repair the repairable, correct the correctable, or improve the improveable.
Jesus Christ died for a drunk world.
That’s what this sign shows us: that if Jesus Christ makes the very best wine for drunk people to drink, then Jesus Christ in his hour of glory shed the wine of salvation, wasted the wine that is his blood, poured out himself— particularly so— for that prejudiced paperpusher at the DMV.
That’s the promise we call Grace.
And sure, it’s offensive.
By defintion, grace only begins where and when you think it should end.
But grace isn’t just offensive. Grace is offensive. The message of Grace, the Bible says, is the power of God unto salvation. Grace alone has the power to produce in people what the Law commands of them. In other words, the way for that woman in the DMV to be made less prejudiced isn’t the Law. It isn’t by telling her that she ought to be less prejudiced. It isn’t by exhorting her that she should love her neighbor as herself.
No— pay attention to the story: THE STONE JARS DON’T WORK.
The way for her to be changed (and the passive voice there is everything), the way for her to be transformed like so much useless water into topshelf wine, is to give her not the Law but to give her the Gospel of Grace and to give it to her over and over again, as long as it takes.
The way for her to be changed is to give her the news that while she was yet a sinner, God in Jesus Christ became her neighbor and loved her as himself.
Grace isn’t just offensive. Grace is offensive. It is, as the Bible says, God’s weapon in the world.
And this is why, as your pastors, we may preach out of our stories differently from one another, but we will always proclaim the Gospel of Grace to you because the message of Grace is the power with which God has armed his Church.
So as your pastor, I pledge that you will never leave here on a Sunday morning not having received the Gospel goods. I promise you’ll never go home not having heard the good news of Grace.
But that’s not a guarrantee you’ll always leave here happy.
Or comfortable.
We will always proclaim to you Christ’s punch-drunk love, but the bottomless glass of his Grace isn’t the whole story.
The six hundred quarts of wine is not glad good news apart from you knowing about the six stone jars and the water that does not work.
Grace is unintelligible apart from the Law.
And what the Law does, Paul says— the Law accuses us. It exposes our sin. It reveals how far we fall short.
So hearing the Law, even in the context of Grace, can make us uncomfortable and worse.
It’s why Martin Luther said the Gospel is a promise that kills before it makes alive.
You’ve got to swallow the bitter pill of the Law before you can taste the goodness that is the wine of grace.
So I promise that you will always leave here having heard the Gospel of Grace, but you will not always leave here having been made happy or comfortable. And that’s okay. Because by your baptism, you’ve been given something better than comfort.
Notice in the story—
The bridegroom and his family who failed to do their duty under the Law, who deserve their shame. Not only do they not deserve what Christ has done for them. They get the credit for what Christ has done. As though, they had done it themselves. The party planner tastes the wine that had been water, John says, and he chalks it up to the bridegroom’s extravagance. They get the credit that is Christ’s credit alone.
You can hear about the unrightousness in our world. You can even hear abour your part in it, witting or unwitting. And you can do so unafraid and without anger. Because the Bridegroom who died for a drunk world— he has gifted you with his own righteousness.
Are you paying attention?
It’s what we say at every baptism.
More importantly, it’s what was said at yours:
“Clothe her in Christ’s own righteousness, that dying and being raised with Christ she shares in his final victory.”
Nothing can threaten that so nothing should threaten you.
The credit of Christ’s permanent perfect record is yours by grace.
You can be made uncomfortable some Sundays because what’s better even than comfort is the news that God has given you infinitely more than what you deserve. God gives you the credit that Christ our Bridegroom deserves.
As John shows us here in this sign: “The master of the feast said to the groom- not to Jesus- you have saved the best wine for last.”
Or, as we say over a different barrel of water: “Remember your baptism, and be grateful.”
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January 19, 2019
What Concern is that to Me?
The lectionary Gospel text this Sunday is John 2.1-11 where Jesus turns a whole lot of water into a whole lot of shockingly fine wine— apparently when you crash a wedding party with 12 bachelors in tow that’s a handy sort of skill to have up your sleeve. We call it “the miracle at Cana,” but that’s not how John himself would’ve put it. Jesus, in John’s Gospel, doesn’t do miracles. He does signs. And he does just seven of them— all of them, they’re pointers to his passion.
In response to his worried mother’s request (Do something, Jesus! They’ve run out of wine!) Jesus responds “Woman, what concern is that of mine? My hour has not yet come.”
What’s interesting in his response, I believe— and John Wesley backs me up, is that Jesus doesn’t come to us determined to do everything good thing we bring to him.
Jesus’ clear priority here at the outset of the Gospel is his mission, his “hour,” what he’ll tell Nicodemus in the next chapter: “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life.”
It’s not the stuff of a sermon, but one practical takeaway from this for us is this:
As Christ’s Church, neither are we called to do everything good thing that comes our way.
If Jesus had a passion for his passion and prioritized everything else to it, then Jesus’ followers have a primary passion for the promise given by his passion— what we call grace— and, over everything else, we prioritize inviting others into that promise of grace.
This is as shocking perhaps as Jesus seeming to backtalk his mom, for most churches are passionate about a good many things. Just read all our announcements in the church bulletin this weekend.
To a large extent, churches are killing themselves to keep on life support all the good things that have ever come their way, and the victim of all this work is the Gospel.
But, great organizations don’t do lots of different things about which they’re passionate; great organizations focus on one big thing and are relentless about pursuing it.
For the Church, our ONE BIG THING is connecting new people to the promise of his grace— evangelism. Rather than one activity or committee among many or a line in a budget, evangelism is the lens through which we assess all our other ministries. Growing churches singularly and unapologetically elevate evangelism. It’s the mission that causes us to ask about all other good things “Is that our concern?”
Just as all of his “signs” in the Gospel of John are in service to his passion, every other ministry of the Church is in service to our mission to connect people to his grace. Thus, we ask ourselves “How are our mission and justice ministries engaging new people and helping them to connect to Christ?” and we ask “How is our children’s program connecting parents to grace and our youth program reaching new youth who not Christ?” Ditto, our worship.
As friend of the podcast Jason Byassee quips in his new book:
“Jesus never says to his disciples ‘Okay, let’s do a bible study on Isaiah.’ No, he sends them out two-by-two to proclaim him. Mature faith is marked by connecting people to Christ. Indeed it is a sin not to do this. Restaurants, coffee shops, universities, vacation spots— none of them sit back and just wait for people to come to them. They go after people. Surely, the gospel of grace is infinitely more valuable.”
Such singular focus requires relentless effort to keep it a priority, for as Sunday’s reading shows, there will never be a time when there are not other good things for us to do. Sometimes the most faithful ‘yes’ to the message of grace is to say ‘no’ to other good things.
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January 18, 2019
Episode #188 – Rolf Jacobson: Israel’s In-Your-Face God
Ever get confused about the Old Testament? Listen to professor, banjo player, and author of the new book Old Testament: Israel’s In Your Face God talk about his new guide through the Old Testament. Bonus for preachers: He’s got a kick-ass idea for a Christmas sermon based on Isaiah.
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January 14, 2019
Episode #187 – Amy Julia Becker: White Picket Fences
Our guest for our 187th episode is Amy Julia Becker, fellow Princeton alum and author of the new book White Picket Fences. In it and in our conversation, Amy talks about how her experience of mothering a daughter with special needs has been an epiphany, helping her to discover the world of white privilege she enjoys but previously did not appreciate.
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January 13, 2019
A Gift Exceeding Every Debt
Here’s my sermon for Baptism of the Lord Sunday, which I never got to preach since snow shut us out. It’ll go in the locker for another time.
Luke 3.15-22
I realize this will come as something of a shock to many of you, but I can be an acquired taste for some people— like black coffee, dark beer, or the music of Coldplay. But, believe it or not, though I am an acquired taste, eventually (like hair on moles, like skin fungus, like the music of Coldplay) I grow on people.
One such person with whom I went from skin fungus to simpatico is my friend CJ. Years ago CJ and her son came to a bluegrass Easter sunrise service where I was preaching. She loved the music, but she thought I came across as something I can’t say in the sanctuary. Nevertheless, this bottle of dark beer— this handsome, charming, witty, brilliant bottle of dark beer— convinced her to come back to church. And she did, and she kept coming back to church. And we became friends.
Her initial assessment of me notwithstanding, CJ is a genius, a legit DoogieHowser type genius. She enrolled in Harvard as she was entering puberty. She’s got multiple degrees and juggles diverse careers. Her most recent— she does GoodWillHunting type stuff for the NSA, keeping us all safe with math I don’t understand. Last fall, at the end of the early service, she came up to me. With her arms crossed and wearing a wry smile, she said:
“You know, I used to be grateful for you. But now I’m not so sure.”
“You didn’t like the sermon?” I asked, smiling back.
“Didn’t like the sermon?! I’m not sure I like any of your sermons NOW!”
“What do you mean?”
And then she told me what I had done to her. Or, as I prefer to think about it: what God and God’s Gospel had done to her.
“I had to reup my security clearances, same thing every few years. They sifted through all my bank statements and tax returns, interviewed all my old roommates, talked to my old boyfriends. It’s hairy harrowing stuff and all of it was FINE until I had to do the polygraph at the end. A polygraph— it should be a piece of cake, right?”
“Let me guess,” I guessed, “it wasn’t a piece of cake?”
“It was at first— until you messed it up.” Only, she didn’t say messed. She said something I can’t say here in the sanctuary. And then she punched me in the shoulder.
As I rubbed the bruise, she told me.
“They started out asking me my name, address, job— piece of cake, just routine stuff. I rattled them off calmly, no problem.”
“But?”
“But then they asked me— get this— the guy asked me: “Do you consider yourself a good person?”
I could already fill in the blanks, but I played dumb: “What’s the problem?”
“What’s the problem? What’s the problem?! The problem is that I said ‘yes’ and then they moved on to the other questions, yet even as I answered those questions I sat there with probes stuck to my temple and my chest and my fingers and I thought about you and your sermons and that question Do I consider myself a good person? and it hit me, like an epiphany, and I knew. I’d lied.”
I didn’t say anything. It’s best to stay quiet when you’re creeping up on holiness.
“All my answers to all the other questions were off,” she said, “because I’d lied on that one question and I knew it. I failed the polygraph because of your preaching!? What do you have to say about that?!”
“Um…see you next Sunday?”
And she punched me in my other shoulder.
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The truth that revealed itself to my friend in the polygraph test is the same truth— the epiphany— disclosed to us in the baptism of Jesus by John in the Jordan River.
In Matthew’s Gospel, when Jesus dips his toes into the Jordan, John protests:
“What are you doing Jesus?! I need to be baptized by you. I’m not even worthy to untie your sandals, Jesus (which was the job of a slave). I need to be baptized by you not you by me.”
All four Gospels tell us that Jesus was baptized alongside hypocrites and thieves and tax collectors colluding with the evil empire— a brood of vipers, John the Baptist calls them. You think Chenda’s a heavy preacher. John the Baptist wouldn’t last two Sundays here.
All four Gospels tell us about Jesus’ baptism. In fact— pay attention now— the only two events mentioned across all four Gospels are the baptism of Jesus by John and the death of Jesus by a cross. That’s because they’re connected.
The baptism by fire predicted here by John the Baptist is the fire of God’s judgment— judgment that falls, once for all, upon Jesus in our place on the cross. The water John plunges Jesus down into here at his baptism is the water that pours out from Jesus’ wounded side, baptizing us into his death. Just as Christ’s ministry begins here standing along the Jordan amidst sinners counted as a sinner, Christ’s work ends— it is finished— hanging amongst sinners, thieves, treated as a sinner just like them.
And just as they heavens tear open here at his baptism, on his cross the temple veil is ripped (it’s very same word in Mark’s Gospel), torn in two, tearing heaven open to you and to me and making you, who once was a slave to Sin and Death— making you a beloved child of God. All four of the Gospels tell us about the baptism of Jesus and the passion of Jesus.
The two stories, they’re connected. Therefore, the meaning of the Gospel lies in that connection.
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Luke leaves out what Matthew tell us about Jesus’ baptism: that John initially objects and raises questions. Baptize you? You’ve got it backwards, Jesus. How can I baptize you?
The connection between his baptism and his cross, the epiphany to be discovered in today’s text, lies in John’s question: “Jesus, how can I baptize you? Jesus, you don’t need the baptism with which I baptize.”
“How can I baptize you?”
It’s a good question. Maybe, it’s the most important question. You see— John resists baptizing Jesus because John’s baptism was a work of repentance. For sin. And Jesus is without sin. He’s perfect as his Father in heaven is perfect. He’s the only one of us who doesn’t need John the Baptist’s baptism, yet he insists upon it. By objecting to baptizing Jesus, John distinguishes for us between Jesus’ baptism in the Jordan River and our baptisms into Jesus Christ.
Again, this is important so pay attention:
Christ’s baptism by John is NOT Christian baptism.
If you miss this distinction, you’ll miss how these two stories, baptism and cross, are connected and if you miss this connection, you’ll miss the central claim of the Gospel promise.
Christ’s baptism by John is NOT the Christian baptism performed by God in his Church. John’s baptism was a work we do— a work of repentance by which those who were condemned by the Law hoped to merit God’s mercy. John’s baptism was a human act (repentance) intended to provoke a divine response (forgiveness).
The water was an outward visible sign of your inward admission of guilt.
But the water did not wash away your guilt.
John’s baptism signified repentance for your unrighteousness.
But it could not make you righteous.
That’s why Jesus insists on submitting to John’s baptism— not because of any repenting Jesus needed to do but because of what John’s baptism could not do. John’s baptism could not make the unrighteous righteous before God.
By being plunged down into John’s baptism, Jesus condescends—Jesus goes down into the very depths of our unrighteousness. As Martin Luther said:
At Christmas, Christ becomes our flesh but at his baptism he becomes our sin.
The lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world does so by becoming a goat when he goes down into our unrighteousness and then carries it in him to Golgotha. As the Apostle Paul tells the Corinthians: “He who knew no sin becomes sin so that you and I could become the very righteousness of God.”
That’s the connection between the two texts, baptism and cross. And it’s why they’re the only two texts all four Gospels give you. Christ doesn’t just die for the ungodly with sinners beside him. He dies with the ungodly in him, with every sin all over him. He puts them on him in his baptism into unrighteousness; so that, by a different baptism— the baptism of his death and resurrection— we may be made what the former baptism could never make us.
Righteous.
As the Paul writes to the Galatians: “Christ redeemed us from the curse of the Law by becoming a curse for us.”
At Christmas, he takes on our flesh.
Here at the Jordan River, he takes on the curse; so that, the curse hanging over us is carried in him unto the cross. And there, by the baptism of his once-for-all death for sin, he completes the joyful carol we sang at his nativity. He makes his blessing known as far as the curse is found— the gift of his own righteousness, his own permanent perfect record.
As Paul writes to the Colossians: “You who once were estranged from and hostile to God Christ has reconciled to God in his body through his death, so as to present you to God as holy, blameless, and irreproachable.”
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“All your CrossFit sessions really work,” I said to CJ, rubbing the burgeoning bruise in my other shoulder.
“Sorry I keep hitting you” she said.
“It’s okay,” I said, “they don’t warn you in seminary but working with church people is a contact sport most days.”
“It just goes to show,” she said, getting serious, “how secular, how post-Christian, unChristian, anti-Christian is our culture that a question like “Do you consider yourself a good person?” isn’t considered in any way a problematic way of putting the question.”
And I couldn’t help but smile at the number this dark bottle of beer, yours truly, had done on her with God’s Gospel help.
“Look, I get it,” she said, “Most people— cognitive dissonance and all— probably do think they’re basically good people, but Christians at least— at the VERY LEAST— should understand that as soon as you’re considering yourself a good person you’re no longer speaking Christian.”
She didn’t say so and probably she wouldn’t put it like this, but the confusion is a confusion between these two baptisms, Jesus’ by John in the Jordan and ours by God into Jesus.
John’s baptism was a work we do— we’re the active agents in John’s baptism.
John’s baptism was a work we do in order to solicit God’s pardon.
Our baptism is a work God does.
Our baptism is not a work that solicits God’s pardon.
Our baptism incoporates us into the work God has already done to pardon us.
Once.
For all.
For everything you’ve done and everything you’ve left undone.
Our baptism is not an act of repentance.
Our baptism incorporates us into Christ’s act of redemption by which God declares you (though a sinner you are and a sinner you remain) his beloved son…his beloved daughter… to whom heaven will always be open not because you’re good but because he is gracious.
It’s John’s kind of baptism— the work that we do— that misleads us into thinking that we’re basically good people because, according to the rules of John’s Old Age— and that’s what scripture calls it, the Old Age (even though most of us insist on living there still)— you and I have to be good.
Perfect even. As perfect as our Father in heaven is perfect— perfection, according to the rules of the Old Age under the Law, is actually the expectation. Yet the Law came with Moses, the Gospel promises, but Grace has come with Jesus Christ and in Christ the perfect righteousness required of us has been fulfilled by his own faithfulness for us.
In other words, our baptism into Christ—the work of God and his grace— frees us to admit that we’re worse than good. Those of us who are baptized into Christ— we should be the freest to admit our brokeness, to be vulnerable about our sinfulness, to be authentically imperfect.
Baptized Christians should be the least defensive people.
I mean— I don’t know what newspaper you read, but the world could certainly use Christians who are quicker to confess their own sins rather than castigate others for theirs.
John’s baptism leaves you in your sin.
And left in your sin, you’ll either refuse to admit the truth about yourself or you’ll be anxious about whether or not God will forgive you. But your baptism is not John’s baptism. By your baptism you are not in your sin— though a sinner you are— because, by your baptism, you are in Christ. That’s the distinction between Jesus’ baptism and your own baptism. In his baptism, Jesus enters into our sin and unrighteousness. In your baptism, you enter into Christ.
In Christ, you’re crucified with him, Paul says. Your sin and your old self— it’s left behind, Paul says. Buried with him in his death, Paul says. Your rap sheet is now as empty as his tomb. And instead of your rap sheet, you’ve been handed his perfect record. Permanently.
No take-backs. No do-overs. No need ever to earn or deserve it.
That’s the promise we call the Gospel.
Notice—
The Gospel of Grace is not God loves you just as you are and accepts you just as you are.
No, that’s liberal sentimentality.
The Gospel of Grace is that God the Father loves Jesus Christ the Son.
And God loves and accepts you— just as you are— not because of who you are but because of where you are.
In Christ.
By your baptism, you are in him.
He is your new you.
That’s the promise we call the Gospel.
And if you add anything to it at all, a single footnote or condition (especially a qualifier like “I’m basically a good person”) you’ve smashed the Gospel to smithereens.
Grace can only begin where you (and all your pretensions) end.
Put it this way—
Gratitude is not something we muster up on our own by our own initiative. I’m going to be more grateful today— go ahead and try it; it won’t work— the Bible tells me so (Romans 7). It just turns gratitude into another Law.
Gratitude is not something we muster up on our own.
Gratitude is the spontaneous response elicited in us by a message that comes from outside of us, by something surprising and undeserved that has been done by another for us.
Christianly speaking, what has been done for us in Jesus Christ has no content apart from the why: what it is about us such that it had to be done for us. In other words, Christianly speaking, people who insist that they’re good, people who refuse to live into the freedom that their baptisms gives them, the freedom to be honest about their own sin or the societal sins they’re complicit in, such people can never be grateful.
And without gratitude you cannot be a gracious, grace-giving person.
Gratitude can only begin where you end.
Of course, I’m not saying anything here we don’t already say with bread and wine. This Table of Thanksgiving— that’s what the word Eucharist means— is also at the same time a table for traitors. To deny or ignore the latter is to foreclose the former from you.
Don’t take my word for it.
Check out the first two questions and answers from the Heidelberg Catechism.
Question 1: What is your only comfort in life and in death?
Answer:
That I am not my own but I belong by baptism—body and soul, in life and in death— to my faithful savior and substitute Jesus Christ.
Question 2:
What must I know to live and die in this comfort?
Answer :
1. The greatness of my sin.
2. How I’ve been forgiven and set free from all of them.
3. The gratitude that comes from such a redemption.
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I followed up with CJ later, over black coffee.
“Do I consider myself a good person?” she dwelled on the polygraph question like it was a missing button on her blouse.
“The trouble is— it’s a lie detector test, right? You can only give Yes or No responses. How am I supposed to respond when the answer is ‘No, but…’?”
“No, but?” I asked.
“Yeah, no, but: ‘No, I’m not a good person, but at once and the same time, I’m something better than good. I’m righteous.’”
“If you really want to mess with him,” I said, “you could just say that ‘I’ve been baptized.’”
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January 4, 2019
Episode #186: Jonathan Walton – 12 Lies that Hold America Captive
And the Truth that Sets Us Free.
Near the end of 2018, Teer Hardy and I sat down for a conversation with Jonathan Walton about his new book that releases this week, 12 Lies that Hold America Captive. Jonathan is a director with InterVarsity in NYC. Christianity Today named him one of the 33 Under 33. In addition, Jonathan has published 3 volumes of poetry.
Despite him being leery of a podcast named ‘Crackers’ it turned out to be a good conversation. Check it out.
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December 26, 2018
While We Were Yet Naughty
Christmas Eve – Galatians 4.4–7
The Etta James at the end of the sermon got cut off from the audio, but we got the rest…
Due to the #metoo movement, this year everyone has been up in arms about the Christmas standard “Baby, It’s Cold Outside.” I get it.
Though, I’m not so sure— as Christians, that that is the song that should bother us. As Christians. We listen to a lot of music in my house. Even though I can’t carry a tune, strum a chord or eyeball a flat from a sharp, that doesn’t stop me from being a music fan. And by fan, obviously, I mean a snobby, elitist, smarty-pants.
I love music; in fact, during college I DJ’d for a radio station. When you have a voice like mine— a voice so manly it practically comes with chest hair— disc jockeying was a natural part-time job to which I was the only applicant. I’m such a music lover that when the radio station went belly-up a few months after I started DJ-ing (coincidence), I took the trouble to make sure all of the station’s albums found a good home.
In my apartment.
Every last album.
‘Every’ except Journey and Kenny Loggins. I really don’t get the Journey thing, people, but maybe— maybe on a night celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ, maybe Kenny Loggins is exactly who we should be talking about?!
I love music. Some of my most vivid memories are aural. My wife Ali and I first kissed to U2’s ‘With or Without You.’
You have be on the hopeless downward slope of 40 to know how much that’s a cliche.
Our first song on our first night in our first ever apartment was Ryan (not Bryan) Adam’s ‘Firecracker,’ and the first time I realized I had just preached an entire worship service with my fly down the band was playing the praise song ‘Forever Reign.’
I love music. I use ticket stubs for bookmarks. I’ve got concert posters on every wall of our house, and I’ve got more songs in iCloud than the Washington Redskins have holes in their starting lineup.
We love music in my house.
We love Christmas carols too.
We’ve got 311 of them, but none of them are the obvious, bourgeoisie carols that play on repeat at Starbucks starting on Epiphany of the previous year.
My boys and I— our favorite Christmas song is Bob Dylan’s emphysemic rendition of ‘Santa Claus is Coming to Town.’
Favorite because it drives Ali crazy— nails-on-chalkboard-kind-of-crazy.
Seriously, nothing fills Ali’s eyes with hints of marital regret like Bob Dylan wheezing his way like an asthmatic kitty through that particular Santa song.
Now, I know what some of you might be thinking— compared to “Baby, It’s Cold Outside” what’s the matter with “Santa Claus is Coming to Town?”
I mean— what’s not to like about a whiskey-cheeked home invader with Chucky-like elves creepily casing your joint all through Advent?
If nothing else, Santa at least gives us one night a year when no one in the NRA is standing their ground. That just may be the true miracle of Christmas.
And sure, Santa uses an alchemy of myths to condition our children into being good, little consumers but— don’t mishear me— I love Santa.
I do— in fact, I think wonder, imagination and fantasy are a great and normal part of a healthy childhood, and I even think wonder, imagination and fantasy are necessary ingredients for faith.
So I’ve always loved Santa Claus.
Until…
Until one day— this was a couple of years ago.
We had our Christmas Carol Playlist on shuffle and Bob Dylan’s lung cancer cover of ‘Santa Claus is Coming to Town’ came on the stereo.
And when Dylan came around to the chorus a second time, my son Gabriel said— to himself as much as to me:
‘I’ve been naughty some this year. God might not send Santa to bring me presents this Christmas.’
‘What? What are you talking about?’ I asked, looking up at him.
‘He watches all the time,’ he said, ‘to see if we’re naughty or if we’re good. He only brings presents if we’re good.’
‘Wait, what’s that got to do with God?’
‘Well, Christmas is Jesus being born and Jesus is God and Santa brings presents at Christmas so God’s the one who sends Santa if we’re good.’
IF.
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“…so you better be good…”
I know it sounds like I’m just being silly, but I’m not.
I’m not.
For goodnesssake, Santa songs are just one example of the strings we attach to God’s gift of grace.
Our cultural myths and holiday songs are just one example of how we muddle the Gospel with conditions.
Take Krampus, for instance, a 17th century Austrian myth wherein a half-goat/half-demon called Krampus would accompany Santa Claus on his jolly sleigh ride in order to scare and terrorize the bad children.
Gifts if you’ve been good.
A terrifying demonic goat creature if you’ve been naughty.
Seriously, somewhere along the way some Christians in Austria thought Krampus up and thought to themselves: “Jah, that jives with the Gospel.”
In Holland, according to a Dutch myth, St. Nick travels not by sleigh but by boat, accompanied not by elves or reindeer but by 6-8 black men— I’m not making this up.
Until the 1950’s, these 6-8 black men were referred to as “Santa’s slaves” but now they’re just considered good friends.
I’m no expert, but I think history has proved that something usually comes between slavery and friendship, a period of time marked not by cookies and quiet hours beside the fire but by bloodshed and mutual hostility.
Nonetheless, in Holland, Santa and his former slaves seem to have worked it out fine.
In any case, it gets worse— Santa travels with an entourage of slaves-turned-buddies because if a Dutch child has been bad, then on Christmas Santa’s 6-8 black men… don’t spare the rod…and if a child has been especially naughty, Santa’s formerly-enslaved pals throw the kid into a sack and abscond away with him.
Gifts if you’ve been good.
Assault and battery and kidnapping if you’ve been bad.
That sounds amazingly like grace.
It’s easy for us to poke fun at creepy, antiquated, anti-Christ traditions like Krampus, but, then again, since 2005 parents have purchased millions of elves for their shelves. Don’t worry, I’m not going to shame you by asking you to raise your hands if you’ve bought one (Pat Vaughn).
According to the accompanying children’s book, The Elf on the Shelf, by Carole Aebersold, these nanny-cam scout elves, looking as thin as heroin addicts, sit perched in your home from Thanksgiving to Christmas Eve, watching and judging and keeping score of your child’s behavior before returning to the North Pole to narc on them to St. Nick.
It’s like St. John says in the Gospel: For God so loved the world he sent a little Judas to sit on your shelf…
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You better watch out, Krampus, 6-8 black men, Elf on the Shelf- it would all be innocent and funny if this wasn’t how we spoke Christian the other 364 days of the year.
The conditions we attach to Christmas with characters like Krampus and songs like “Santa Claus is Coming” are the same strings we tie onto the Gospel all the time:
God in Jesus Christ has given his life for you, but first you must believe.
The balance sheet of everything you’ve wrought wrong in your life has been reckoned right— not by anything you’ve done, by God’s grace— but you must serve the poor, pray, go to church, give to the church.
Just talk to anyone who’s been asked for a pre-nup, the word ‘but’ changes a promise into a threat.
God forgives all your sins but first you must have faith.
That’s not a promise.
That’s a threat: If you don’t have faith, God will not forgive your sins.
How we speak at Christmas in naughty vs. nice, if/then conditionality— it’s how we (mis)speak Christian all the time, turning promise into threat.
No wonder people don’t like coming to church.
We offer them an unconditional promise with one hand, and then we take it away with the other hand.
If you repent…then God will love you.
If you believe…then God will have mercy on you.
If you do good, if you become good…then God will save you.
And if you don’t?
Krampus.
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“Santa Claus is Coming to Town” was written for the Eddie Cantor Radio Show in 1934 by John Frederick Coots.
You might already know this but John Frederick Coots is a pseudonym, a pen-name, for Lucifer, the Prince of Darkness.
I’m only half-joking.
In his fable The Screwtape Letters, CS Lewis has the devil catechize his minion, Wormwood, by teaching him that the best way to undermine Christianity in the world is not through direct and obvious attacks, like injustice, drug addiction, war, health insurance companies, Daniel Snyder, or Verizon wireless.
No, the best way to undermine Christianity, the Devil says, is by simply confusing the Church’s core message about who Christ is and what Christ has done, once for all; so that, the Devil’s work is done without Christians ever even noticing it— until the Church is left with a Christ-less Christianity and an unconditional promise called Gospel that is all conditions and obligations.
If you went to an Elf on the Shelf book-signing, I don’t know if author Carole Aebersold would smell like sulfur. I don’t know if John Frederick Coots really was the Devil in disguise.
But I’m not joking—
I do know— getting us to believe that God’s grace is conditional that is the Devil’s kind of work.
Just read the Gospel of Matthew where the Devil tempts Jesus in the wilderness.
“If you’ll fall down and worship me,” Satan says, “then I’ll give you the kingdom.”
Boom.
We think we’re speaking Christian at Christmas but, really, we sound like the Devil in the Desert.
It’s Satan who speaks in If/Then conditionality.
It’s the Gospel of Jesus Christ that declares unconditionally that ‘while we were yet sinners, God died for us.’
It’s Satan who speaks in If/Then conditions.
It’s the Gospel that declares unconditionally that ‘God so loved the world that he gave— tonight and on a Friday afternoon—- his only begotten Son…’
This can be your Christmas gift to me:
When you speak about the gift given to us at Christmas, do not sound like Satan.
There’s no ifs. There’s no buts. There’s no strings attached.
There’s just the unconditional promise that-
Yes, you’ve been naughty.
No, you’ve not been nice.
No matter, all the naughty marks on your list have been wiped clean.
“You better watch out?”
No—because the Gospel is that the Lamb was slain so that goats like us might be counted as sheep among God’s faithful flock.
The gift of God given to you tonight and completed on Golgotha, the gift of God given to you in Jesus Christ is not conditional upon your goodness— upon the goodness of your faith or your belief or your character or your contributions to the Kingdom.
By its definition, a gift is determined by the character of the giver not the receiver. Otherwise it’s a transaction; it’s not a gift.
The gift God gives at Christmas is not conditional upon your righteousness.
Nor is the gift God gives at Christmas conditional upon your response to it.
By its definition, a gift elicits a response but it does not require one.
In other words, what’s inside this gift God gives in Jesus Christ, the complete forgiveness of all your sins— as far as the curse is found— the gift of Christ’s own permanent perfect record reckoned to you as your own— like every other gift underneath your tree tonight, this gift is true.
For you.
Whether you ever open it or not.
The gift given has nothing to do with how good you are and, no matter what Satan sings in “Santa Claus is Coming to Town,” the gift does not require that you become good.
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For goodness sake, this is important to remember— pay attention now— because most people today think Christianity is a message about people getting better.
Most people think that the Christian faith is intended to improve your life and that the Church is here to help you become good.
Thus, it’s only natural that for many people Christianity would become but one option among many.
You don’t need the Church to become a better you.
Joel Osteen can make you a better you.
Soul Cycle can make you a better you.
Your New Year’s resolutions can make you…no, they won’t.
You don’t need the Church to live your best life now, but you do need the Church- you need it’s promise of the Gospel— to be saved.
Your therapist can repair your life, but your therapist cannot redeem you.
Only faith, the faith proclaimed by the Church, can do that.
The Church is not about learning how to become good (though you might become good in the process).
We’re not here because we need to learn how to be good; we’re here, as Paul’s Letter to the Galatians puts it, to hear that we’ve been rescued from our inability to be good:
“When the fullness of time had come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, under the commandments, in order to redeem those who were under the commandments…”
And speaking of Galatians— just as an aside, I chose this passage tonight because I know there’s a lot of you grown-ups out there who basically think of our Christmas story (with the wise men and the angels and the virgin birth) as just another myth, like Krampus.
I know there’s plenty of you who think the nativity story is just another myth added to the Jesus story later.
But tonight’s passage from Galatians shows you that you can tell the Christmas story without the magi or the shepherds or the inn with no room.
Indeed Christians were telling the story that way from the very beginning.
Tonight’s passage from Galatians is dated by historians to less than a decade after Jesus’ crucifixion, making it almost 100 years older than Luke’s Christmas story— riddle that.
Combine that with the fact that Jesus of Nazareth was only one of tens of thousands crucified by Rome, all of whose names are unknown to us, and the Jewish people to which Jesus belonged did not have as a part of their religion a belief in life after death.
Take all those facts together and I am convinced that had God not raised him from the dead we never would have heard of the Christ child born tonight.
This isn’t a children’s pageant.
We’re not messing around. It’s not a myth.
Christmas is not Krampus.
We’re not here tonight because it’s an uplifting, sentimental story.
We’re here because it’s true.
The Apostle Paul was encountered by Mary’s crucified Son risen from the dead, and according to the message given to the Apostle Paul by the Risen Christ, what you and I need- isn’t a life coach.
We don’t need a teacher or an example, an idea or an inspiration.
We need a savior.
Even if it’s what you came here looking for tonight, you don’t need life lessons or advice or to be told to get your act together because the message of St. Paul, and all of the Bible for that matter, is that we cannot get our act together.
Not one of us— there is no distinction, scripture says.
None of us can get our act together— not one.
That’s why the Apostle Paul and the angel Gabriel describe Christmas as a one-sided, God-sided offensive invasion of our present evil age. God comes to us when we would never come to him, first in a creche and then on a cross.
The cultural myths get it backwards:
God comes to help those who cannot help themselves.
The Christmas Gospel according to St. Paul is that our salvation is not found within us.
That’s why the Bible’s language is not exhortation: Do Better! Be better!
The language the Bible uses is the language of exodus: You’ve been rescued!
Christ is not born to Mary to show us the way to a holy God.
Christ comes to be the way to God.
As St. Paul says:
“God made him to be sin who knew no sin so that you and I might have the righteousness of God.”
He’s taken our naughty list onto himself, once for all.
And his permanent perfect record has been reckoned to you as your own.
And all this is yours by grace.
Gift.
And it’s not a cheap gift.
It’s not even an expensive gift.
It’s free.
It’s free.
No matter what your life looks like, whether you think deserve coal or a Krampus, how good or bad you, what you’ve done with your life or what you’ve left undone with those in your life.
His goodness is yours.
By grace.
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So it’s too late this year, but next Christmas— just a piece of advice—
If you put your kids on Santa’s lap next season:
Stand your ground.
Convince old St. Nick to fess up and tell your kids that the gossip’s got him all wrong. He’s not like Sting, watching every move they make, and he’s not making a list because Santa already knows those kids are sinners like him.
And he’s bringing them presents no matter what because Christmas is about the niceness of God while we were yet naughty.
And next year tell that little Judas on your shelf to pack it in early.
When the kids wake up some morning looking for their magical narc friend, you tell your kids that you knew how much they misbehaved and that you knew the little whistle-blowing rat was going to snitch on them to Santa, and so— like Christ crushing the head of the serpent— you interceded for them.
And you tell them you found that elf a job as acting secretary at one of the many vacancies in the Trump administration. Tell them you sent that elf packing for DC because you love them and the gift of Christmas is theirs regardless of their goodness.
The gift of Christmas it’s yours regardless of your goodness.
It’s yours.
Gratis.
And next year—
Whenever “Santa Claus is Coming to Town” comes on 91.9…
You could use it as a teachable moment to inform them that that particular song was written by Legion, Lucifer, the Enemy and you don’t want to play that song on the radio because maybe then the Prince of Darkness will hear it and come for them.
Or you could just play them a different song, one not obviously about magi or mistletoe, but one that is absolutely about Christmas because it’s about no-matter-what, while-you-were-yet-naughty, blindsiding, one-way love that we call grace.
At last my love has come along
My lonely days are over and life is like a song, oh yeah
At last the skies above are blue…
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December 24, 2018
Episode #185 – Fleming Rutledge: Christmas Comes in a Burst
As Advent turns to Christmas, Fleming and Jason talk about Christmas coming in a burst, the light shining most bright in the world’s darkness, and the need for white Christians to listen to the experience of black Christians. The audio is a little wonky in the beginning on her end…bear with it. It’s worth it.
Merry Christmas!
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December 20, 2018
Advent Special Episode- Matt Milliner: Mother of the Debilitated God
To close out the Advent season, Teer and Jason talk with Dr. Matt Milliner, professor of Art History at Wheaton College, about the Mother of God, finding the subversive IN the tradition, and how God debilitates himself to show us how he loves us. No matter what. Merry Christmas from the gang at Crackers and Grape Juice.
I’m so glad that our friend, listener, and patron Joshua Retterer pleaded with Matt to come on the podcast. Matt’s passion and enthusiasm for Christian art and faith are off the charts, making this easily one of my favorite conversations we’ve had on the podcast. I
I know the holiday season is a time you’re hit up for all sorts of causes, but if you’re in the mood and appreciate this podcast then help us out.
Go to www.crackersandgrapejuice.com and click the ‘Support the Show’ tab.
Merry Christmas!
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