Esther Spurrill Jones's Blog, page 4
October 2, 2020
OctPoWriMo 2 - Would You Embrace Me?
What would you do if I told you the truth? Would you scorn me and steer clear of me? If I showed you my heart would you tear me apart Or join me in joy that I’m free?
What can I do to bring a breakthrough,
To help you to see that I am still me,
That nothing has changed and I am not strange?
Is there any way we will agree?
Can you open your mind and try to be kind?
I cast off my chains. Can you do the same?
Abandon your sneers and question your fears.
Don't leave me out in the rain.
I am your kin and I am your friend,
Hidden beside you and longing for truth.
Would you embrace me and let me be me?
You see, I am LGBTQ.
October 1, 2020
OctPoWriMo 1 - Shine Your Light
No one else could ever be you,
And that is all that you can be.
To yourself you must be true,
So shine your light for all to see.
It took me thirty years and more
To find myself and to break free,
To loose the chains and face my fear,
To shine my light for all to see.
The most important job you have
Is just to find a way to be
Just you, and nothing but yourself,
So shine your light for all to see.
No one else could ever be you,
So shine your light for all to see.
October 31, 2019
OctPoWriMo 31 - PEACE, an acrostic
October 30, 2019
OctPoWriMo 30 - Each Piece of Me

Each Piece of Me
I find the edges—make a frame
That can contain
The many varied pieces of
My life and love,
For I do not know what I’ll be
Until I see
Each piece of me.
October 29, 2019
OctPoWriMo 29 - Bursting Forth

Bursting Forth
I will reach
For the stars
I will spread my wings and fly
Casting off
All heaviness
I am free to reach the sky
I leave all my
Cares below
On Earth, which I hereby defy
Nothing will
Keep me down
Bursting forth, I am a butterfly
October 28, 2019
OctPoWriMo 28 - I Will Never Yield
Form: Pantoum

I Will Never Yield
I was born with wings
But I must learn to fly.
No one pulls my strings;
I will reach the sky.
I must learn to fly,
And I know I’ll prevail.
I will reach the sky:
My wings are not so frail.
I know that I’ll prevail;
I will throw off these chains.
My wings are not so frail,
And I will rise again.
I will throw off these chains:
I’m broken but I’m healed,
And I will rise again,
And I will never yield.
I’m broken but I’m healed,
And no one pulls my strings,
And I will never yield,
For I was born with wings.
October 27, 2019
OctPoWriMo 27 - I'd Rather Make Mistakes
Form: Ottava rima

I'd Rather Make Mistakes
Sometimes it feels like crawling up a hill
And I keep sliding back no matter what;
At other times it's like I'm standing still.
God, how do I get out of this deep rut?
If this is destiny, I'll take free will—
I'd rather make mistakes than be a robot.
Let me be just who I'm meant to be:
It may be hard but I'll at least be me.
October 26, 2019
OctPoWriMo 27 - Finding the Pieces

Finding the Pieces
WhatIs my truth?In many piecesScattered all around, some lost,Some in the hands of others.What is unspoken?Who am I?Trust.***IAm human:Broken? Or simplySome assembly required.Who am I really inside?One piece at a timeI build me.Faith.***Love:The first piece,The basis of life.Trust is the glue that follows.Faith keeps it all together.But, to find each piece,I still needHope.
October 25, 2019
OctPoWriMo 25 - White
Form: musette

White
White wings:
A dove of peace.
Good things.
White hoods,
Burning crosses:
Not good.
Snow, cold,
Clouds, light, shadows—
Nothing.
October 24, 2019
OctPoWriMo 24 - Take a Break
I'm off sick today, so I wrote a really short poem.
Take a Break
Sometimes I just need to slow down,
To listen, to breathe, and to wait.
When life tries to help me to drown,
A break can help stress to abate.