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November 16, 2013

NaNoWriMo day 16 – 50100 words (100%) Abomination is COMPELETE!

day 16


Final word count: 500100

Days it too to Write: 16

Days Missed: 4


No teaser cause I don’t want to give any of the good stuff away, but it’s finished!


Just counting the days I actually wrote, it took me 13 days to write Abomination. (I didn’t write on the 4,5,10, or 15 days)


I can’t wait for this release!


So you guys know it’s off to the beta reader now >^.^< If all goes well this will be releasing on my birthday >^.^<

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Published on November 16, 2013 18:45

NaNoWriMo day 16 – 500100 words (100%) Abomination is COMPELETE!

day 16


Final word count: 500100

Days it too to Write: 16

Days Missed: 4


No teaser cause I don’t want to give any of the good stuff away, but it’s finished!


Just counting the days I actually wrote, it took me 13 days to write Abomination. (I didn’t write on the 4,5,10, or 15 days)


I can’t wait for this release!


So you guys know it’s off to the beta reader now >^.^< If all goes well this will be releasing on my birthday >^.^<

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Published on November 16, 2013 18:45

November 14, 2013

NaNoWriMo day 14 – 46006 Words (92%) – Abomination Teaser

day 14


3,994 words left!!! WOOT!!!!!!!!!


Once I was sufficiently buzzed, I dragged Lucas out of the tavern. As we approached Vale’ek Manor, I stopped.


I looked to Lucas and snickered. “Shhh. Thar be bitches in thar!”


Lucas chortled and shook his head. “I’m almost certain silver fangs have hearing almost as good as ours.”


“Shit! Do you think the queen bitch heard me?” I asked in almost a panic.


Lucas patted me on the back and laughed. “I think you’re safe for now.”


I sighed in relief and walked up the steps to the vast Manor. The doorknocker was fucking ugly. It was like a lion fucked a bear and the door knocker was their spawn’s shit. I scrunched up my nose and knocked.


I snatched my hand away as the door was flung open. Crazy bitch tried to take my gods damned arm off!


The female was quite breathe taking, there was no denying who Peyton got her looks from. If only she’d shed that icy demeanor perhaps she wouldn’t run all her boyfriends off.


“Jade! You’re looking lovely!” I praised in my absolute grandest impression of gleeful surprise.


“Cut the shit Von’Dyre. What do you want? And what in the nine hells is that?” Jade said as she pointed to Lucas. She remained barring our entrance into the Manor.


I cleared my throat and gestured to Lucas like he was a product I needed to sell. In some twisted way, I really did need to sell him didn’t I? His cause at any rate.


“This, my lovely Vale’ek High Elder, is Lucas. A Lupirian as you can plainly see by his most assuredly silky black ears.” I crowed.


“You’re trying my patience wolf.” Jade sneered.


“Ahh.. Hmm.. Yes well, as you can see, Lucas here has fallen on some pretty hard times. We’ve actually come in search of your ward, Simone.” I explained.


Jade arched a perfectly sculpted brow. “Why in all of Xosha would I willingly help the likes of you?”


“Ahhh! That’s the beauty of it Jade! You see, if you let Simone help us, then we’ll owe you! You’ll be the envy of all the clans, you know. I mean how many High Elders are owed a favor from a pack alpha?” I batted my lashes. I was really laying it on thick.


She tapped a crimson nail against her bottom lip in thought. “You do have a point. How disappointing. I was so hoping I could just kill you and have the blood dolls clean up the mess. Very well, come in.”


Score! I gave a thumbs up to Lucas and a wide grin to Jade as we crossed the threshold.

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Published on November 14, 2013 22:38

November 13, 2013

NaNoWriMo day 13 – 42574 Words (85%) – Abomination Teaser

day 13


7,426 Words Left!!!


Vandyl looked to Callie in almost a begging manner. “Why Callie? Why would you do this?”


Callie looked at him void of emotion and shrugged. “I got tired of waiting for you grow a pair and challenge Silver and take the pack from him. I was going to just leave you and climb into Silver’s bed; gods know he’s never hidden how hard his dick gets when I’m around. But then the freak showed up and suddenly I wasn’t as interesting anymore. So I figured I’d save you the trouble and have his own mate kill him which would have made you alpha and gotten the freak sent away.”


I blinked and looked between Vandyl and Silver in horror.


Vandyl looked to Silver like a pup looking for guidance. I placed a comforting hand on his shoulder as Silver wrapped his arm around me.


“Silver’s my brother. Why would you ever think I’d challenge him? I happen to like how he runs the pack, so do the others. You? You’re just a power hungry bitch. But it’s all good, ‘cause we’re done. Pack your shit and get the fuck out before I let Katalina rip your fucking throat out you disloyal ho!” Vandyl spat.


Callie laughed in his face. “You’re weak. And you may have the equipment but you’re clueless on how to use it.”


I saw the vein in Vandyl’s neck jut out and Silver grabbed his shoulder to stop him from hitting her.


“Four centuries you heartless bitch! Four fucking centuries I wasted on your worthless ass! Go rot in the fucking Wastes Calista!” Vandyl’s voice cracked, as he could no longer hold back the tears.


“Kade, show Callie to the door.” Silver ordered.


I wondered briefly who the hell Kade was, until my form shifted to Howler and roared in Callie’s face. Apparently, Silver and my Howler had an understanding and the Howler was named Kade.


I lifted Callie and flung her over my shoulder as though she weighed nothing and stalked into the mansion.

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Published on November 13, 2013 22:20

November 12, 2013

NaNoWriMo day 12 – 40779 Words (81%) – Abomination Teaser

day 12


Only 9,221 words left!!!


I shuffled, very much like a zombie, down the spiral stairway, across the meeting room, and up the stairs to the pack’s general bedrooms. I stopped in front of Vandyl’s door and took in the ornate golden “V&C”.


“Vandyl blows entirely too much money.” I mumbled with a shake of my head before I raised a fist and started pounding on his door.


“Rise and shine asshole! This training shit was your idea!” I yelled as my fist pounded on the door again.


I heard mumbling on the other side of the door, but neither Vandyl nor Callie opened the door. Ugh! Assholes!


“Vandyl Open the fucking door you dick!” I was sure the rest of the pack were stirring by now as I’d seen DeMarcus’ ebon eared head and Mystery’s grey eared head pop out of their rooms at least twice now.


Finally! Vandyl flung open the door to his room and I thought I’d go fucking blind!


One hand covered my poor eyes, boy, I was wishing I had some fucking bleach right now, the other shoved Vandyl’s chest to push him back into the room. Once I was sure he was fully inside, I slammed his door shut.


“Put some clothes on you fucking prick!” I shouted before stomping back the way I’d come.


I made a mental note to ask him if the barbell through his cock was really worth the pain it made me feel, as I entered the kitchen and started a pot of coffee.


Granted, we were wolves at heart, but no male wants to see another guy’s junk flapping in the breeze, I don’t give a fuck how close they are. Vandyl did that shit on purpose!


Vandyl came prancing, yes, fucking prancing into the kitchen about fifteen minutes later. He looked at me and started laughing, I was still seriously contemplating plucking my eyes out with the butter knife, however even if I did, I still would never get the image of Vandyl’s pierced cock and sac out of my poor traumatized brain. Maybe I should get a lobotomy.


After popping an entire donut in his mouth, he was such a fucking hog, and pouring himself a cup of coffee, Vandyl decided to join me at the table.


“What’s up bro?” He asked with a devilish smirk playing on his pierced lips.


“You’re an asshole. I did not need to start my day with the image of your dick burned into my retinas.” I grumbled. Yeap, I was pouting.


Vandyl chuckled. “Buck up Sil. Don’t hate ‘cause I’m hung like stallion while you’re working with a pea shooter.”


If looks could kill, Vandyl would have dropped where he sat. “Fuck you…”

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Published on November 12, 2013 22:19

Twisted Campfire Tales Anthology is still taking Submissions

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Are you looking for a way to showcase your character, maybe a small spinoff? Are you looking to get your name, and work, out there with some true 5 star authors? Well here’s your chance! The Anchor Group is working on an anthology with the theme spooky campfire stories with a twist. Submissions are due by Dec. 31st, 2013 for publication in 2014.


The guidelines for the anthology are:



8,000 words or less, in Word doc format (12pt font, 1.5 spaced, Calibri)
Limited sex or bad language (we’d like to have a larger target audience of readers)
No child abuse, bestiality, necrophilia, incest or erotica

As mentioned before, this is a great chance to take a small character in your book and work a short story out of it. After each short story we will be mentioning other books the author has written, or the primary book the spin-off came from!


All submissions can be sent to: anchorgroupsubmissions@gmail.com


Please put “Anthology Submission” in the subject. We plan on making the anthology a yearly thing. Hop on this train before it leaves the station!!

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Published on November 12, 2013 11:22

November 11, 2013

NaNoWriMo day 11 Part Two – 37133 Words (74%) – Abomination Teaser

day 11 pt2


My hair was braided in a circlet atop my head, coiled around my ears with four loose curls falling on either side of my face. I looked like a princess!


“Thank you Callie.” I smiled.


Callie shrugged. “Gotta do what Silver says. Don’t think I’m your friend or anything.”


I took a step back. I laid my ears back in confusion. “But I thought…”


Callie laughed, her golden ears twitched in mirth. “You thought what? That I’d actually accept you here? Get real. Not only did you murder Mia, Silver seems to think you’re the greatest thing since the fire hydrant. So, no, I don’t like you. At all! I’m helping you because Silver made me with an alpha command. He knew I wouldn’t help you otherwise.”


I was at a loss for words. I began to wonder if I had any friends here at all.


“I’m sorry you feel that way Calista. I’ll make sure to remove myself from your line of sight.” I growled as I turned and stormed from the dressing room letting my bedroom door slam shut behind me.


I stormed down the stairs and stopped inches from Silver. I looked up to his face and poked him in his chest. I almost got distracted with its firmness.


“Listen here you! I don’t want you forcing the pack to like me. If they don’t like me it’s fine. The only person in this pack I care about is you!” I said.


Silver looked at me dumbfounded and blinked. Clearly, he was momentarily at a loss for words.


Vandyl on the other hand started to laugh. Well, it was more like a guffaw really. He doubled over and slapped his knee and everything.


“She told you Silver!” He laughed as he draped an arm around my shoulders.


He was just about to give me a noogie and destroy all that work Callie unwillingly did to my hair, when she stepped into the room.


“Vandyl get the fuck away from her! You might catch whatever she has.” Callie hissed as she shot me a glare.


I quickly backed away from Vandyl and stepped closer to Silver. I really did not understand what her problem was.


Apparently, Silver did not understand either. “Callie, what’s your fucking problem?”


Callie growled and pointed at me. “That! That is my fucking problem. Who the fuck is she? Why the hell is she here? Why are you acting like everything’s A-O-fucking-K even though we all saw her kill your fucking girlfriend?! What the hell Silver?! Is her pussy that good that you’ve forgotten you’re our gods damned alpha?”


I blinked and withdrew from them all before running up the stairs. Even as I retreated to the sanctuary that was my room, I could still hear Silver and Callie screaming at each other because of me.

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Published on November 11, 2013 20:52

Abomination by S. Cu’Anam Policar Release Blast SIGN UPS

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Title: Abomination

Series: The Ways of the Pack Book 1

Author: S. Cu’Anam Policar

Genre: Paranormal Romance

Suggestion Age: 18+

Publisher: Satalyte Publishing

Release Date: December 11, 2013

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**This book contains course language, sex, death, and at least one scene some may find offensive. It is not recommended for readers under the age of 18**


I didn’t ask to be what I am.

I didn’t ask to be created.

Everyday my very blood wars against itself.

They don’t understand.

They didn’t save me.

They only turned me into an Abomination.


Born a wolf, created to be a monster. Katalina DarkLaw, daughter of the DarkLaw pack alpha, finds herself losing more and more of who she is with every day that passes. Leaving behind a trail of murder and blood, she flees from her pack, right into the arms of Silver Von’Dyre, perpetual bachelor and alpha of Von’Dyre pack.


Will his faith in her be enough to save her? Or will she become the monster she fears she already is?


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Published on November 11, 2013 17:19

NaNoWriMo day 11 Part One – 35103 Words (70%) – Abomination Teaser

day 11 pt1


I totally lost track of the time and missed submitting for Day 10 >.<


I scooted up the bed and rested my back against the headboard before I pulled her closer to me, letting her lay her head in my lap. My right arm lightly ran up and down her back, while the left ran through her silky tresses.


“It will be alright Kitten. We’ll get through this. I promise.” And we would. No matter what I had to do to make that happen.


“You called me ‘Kitten’.” She said almost surprised.


I arched a brow in her direction. “I always call you ‘Kitten’.”


I felt her shake her head on my lap. “You didn’t call me that when you left before. You called me Katalina. I thought you were mad at me.”


I stopped stroking her hair and lifted her chin to make her look at me. I was propped up too much and she had to shift herself to reach my eye level with a hand placed delicately on my shoulder. “Never think I’m mad at you. You haven’t done anything, willingly, to make me mad at you.”


She looked at me curiously and asked. “You mean it?”


I gave her my crooked smirk. “Of course I mean it.”


She smiled at me then and I really couldn’t resist. My left hand remained under her chin for the time being and I leaned forward and let my lips find hers.


She took a sharp intake of breath before her eyes slid shut and she returned the kiss the almost shyly.


Katalina was such a paradigm to me. I knew I would never figure her out, just like I knew, I could never be without her. She was who my heart and soul belonged to.

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Published on November 11, 2013 01:00

November 9, 2013

NaNoWriMo day 09 – 31867 Words (63%) – Abomination Teaser

day 9


Macayla growled and ran at me with the arm holding Demon outstretched. I felt every bit of the bastard sword’s length run through my stomach and come out of my back. I stopped and I looked at her with no sign of pain as she withdrew the weapon.


My body felt like it was on fire, but before a single drop of my blood had the chance to escape, the devastating wound had sealed itself shut without even the trace of a scar.


Macayla grinned like a child on Yule morning. “I’ve done it!”


She practically pranced as she looked over my heavily breathing, snarling form. I could not touch her in malice. She was my sire and I was her chyld. A chylder can never harm their sire. I was death and destruction to everyone else. However, Macayla, I could only obey. Though I would have loved nothing more than to act out the scenes running though my head right then.


“You, my dear Katalina, are perfection! Indestructible! A true immortal!” She cooed to me as she ran her hands over my rough fur which caused my body to involuntarily shudder and twitch.


I could feel the four new fangs as they formed. New weapons that would not only rip and tear, but pierce as well so that I would be able to drain my victims dry while I tore them apart. Two above, two below. I wanted nothing more than to test them out on my sire as I had done with my Howler to my Howler sire. Macayla had turned me into a thing of myths, a thing of nightmares. She had turned me into an abomination.

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Published on November 09, 2013 21:57

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