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FAQ Chasing After Infinity
Q: What inspired you to write Chasing After Infinity and how hard was the whole writing process?
A: My inspiration? Hmm...it must've been this stereotype that players can never fall in love. It got me thinking..don't they ever get sick of the game? Don't they ever want someone real to be close to? Thus, the idea for CAI began. I wrote the entire story in the last year of high school and the words r Read more of this blog post »
A: My inspiration? Hmm...it must've been this stereotype that players can never fall in love. It got me thinking..don't they ever get sick of the game? Don't they ever want someone real to be close to? Thus, the idea for CAI began. I wrote the entire story in the last year of high school and the words r Read more of this blog post »
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“In that second, I think about running through that door and going with him. But I know that it’s not the road I’m meant for.
Because we’re both still incapable of love. We’re both not ready yet.
And I know that I’ll miss him. And some nights, I’ll cry in my sleep.
But for now, I’m okay. And that’s all that matters.
The void in my heart has finally been filled.
And as the train moves farther and farther from me on the platform, I can only smile.”
― Chasing After Infinity
Because we’re both still incapable of love. We’re both not ready yet.
And I know that I’ll miss him. And some nights, I’ll cry in my sleep.
But for now, I’m okay. And that’s all that matters.
The void in my heart has finally been filled.
And as the train moves farther and farther from me on the platform, I can only smile.”
― Chasing After Infinity
“What were you doing with her?” The words burst from my lips. Before I can take them back, he stares at me.
I stare back at him as the silence stretches onwards.
We’re both stiff. He says nothing.
“Maybe I should ask you the same thing.”
I shake my head, my nails digging into my palms.
Then before I can react, he has pushed me roughly up the wall, his eyes now dark and fiery, like a storm ready to unleash itself. Good. He’s mad too. His hands force me to the wall as he presses his body against mine. The intensity of the move, the feel of him makes my breath hitch.
“Get off me,” I seethe, pounding my fists into his chest but Adrian keeps me locked in place, so that his breath caresses my ear.
“Were you guys too rushed?’ He mocks. “Too desperate to book a hotel room?”
I can barely stifle a disgusted snort. “What are you talking about?” Fury pumps through my head. “A hotel room? What kind of girl do you think I am—mmf?”
He moves against me, moving to kiss me. The moment where his lips meet mine hard and unyielding. He tastes of smoke and lipgloss—and I’m reminded of the scene earlier where he and Lauren got out of the closet together. Disgust fills me as I squirm in his arms.
He groans, fire burning in his voice. “You want me, you’re trying to hide from it.”
“No,” I try to bite the words at him but it comes out strangled.
I try to push him away but before I have to, he releases me.
I try to put as much distance between him and myself, shaking.
Loathing is my voice. "Get away from me. I hate you."
He swallows and looks away, his breathing slowing. He pushes himself from the wall, still very pale.
Then closing his eyes and turning, he starts walking away, heading towards the parking lot.
"I hate you!" I scream again behind him.
Adrian stops for a moment, his back to me. “I’ve told you from the very beginning. You should.”
He keeps on walking, never glancing back.”
― Chasing After Infinity
I stare back at him as the silence stretches onwards.
We’re both stiff. He says nothing.
“Maybe I should ask you the same thing.”
I shake my head, my nails digging into my palms.
Then before I can react, he has pushed me roughly up the wall, his eyes now dark and fiery, like a storm ready to unleash itself. Good. He’s mad too. His hands force me to the wall as he presses his body against mine. The intensity of the move, the feel of him makes my breath hitch.
“Get off me,” I seethe, pounding my fists into his chest but Adrian keeps me locked in place, so that his breath caresses my ear.
“Were you guys too rushed?’ He mocks. “Too desperate to book a hotel room?”
I can barely stifle a disgusted snort. “What are you talking about?” Fury pumps through my head. “A hotel room? What kind of girl do you think I am—mmf?”
He moves against me, moving to kiss me. The moment where his lips meet mine hard and unyielding. He tastes of smoke and lipgloss—and I’m reminded of the scene earlier where he and Lauren got out of the closet together. Disgust fills me as I squirm in his arms.
He groans, fire burning in his voice. “You want me, you’re trying to hide from it.”
“No,” I try to bite the words at him but it comes out strangled.
I try to push him away but before I have to, he releases me.
I try to put as much distance between him and myself, shaking.
Loathing is my voice. "Get away from me. I hate you."
He swallows and looks away, his breathing slowing. He pushes himself from the wall, still very pale.
Then closing his eyes and turning, he starts walking away, heading towards the parking lot.
"I hate you!" I scream again behind him.
Adrian stops for a moment, his back to me. “I’ve told you from the very beginning. You should.”
He keeps on walking, never glancing back.”
― Chasing After Infinity
“I’m not good with these types of girls, I had thought as Avena lay there in the middle of the bed, crying silently, trying to cover herself up. I always ended up ruining them.”
― Chasing After Infinity
― Chasing After Infinity
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