If you awake
and you find yourself
tucked into the corner morning
and your smile has too many thorns
and loneliness is a rumor your thoughts
are spreading about your bones.
If it’s raining, if it’s cloudy, if it’s not.
If you have the unshakable urge
to reach out for something
and have no idea what it is.
Maybe I am somewhere
doing the exact same thing.
Maybe you left the bookstore
right before I got there.
Maybe you were 2 cars
behind me at the stoplight.
Maybe I got off the train
before you got on.
Maybe I transferred
to a school that you just left.
Maybe I moved into a house
next door to the house you moved out of.
Maybe we were both in an elevator
on opposites sides of the same building.
Maybe I’ve been 3 steps
behind you my whole life.
Maybe we are just 2 planets
in the same solar system
hoping to find something in this galaxy
that will look at our eyes like they’ve
never seen 2 of them on the same face
and think maybe we are magic.
Someone who will hear the forever in our laugh
Someone who will see beautiful in our mistakes
Dear whoever you are,
On the day we finally meet
I imagine, there will be
static electricity in your voice.
Your name will be the sheet music
to a song I’ve been trying to play by ear
and we will fall into each other
like 2 stars that are tired of the sky.
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