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My Top 5 Yaoi Mangaka

I've been a yaoi fan for, I don't know, maybe five, six years now.  My first encounter with yaoi  was during my fourth year in high school.  Honestly, it really gross me out at first.  I was in a computer shop with my friend and a group of students was watching Gravitation.  It was really quite a shock, seeing two men kissed.  It made me want to puke.  But then a year later, when I was bored I decided to watch a yaoi anime.  It was the OVA of Papa to Kiss in the Dark.  I don't know what kind of miracle happened, but it really didn't gross me out like the first time.  Instead, I kind of like it.  And that's the start of everything.  I slowly became hook until I became addicted.  
Anyway, here's my top 5 yaoi mangaka.  Enjoy reading about them!
5.  Minami Haruka - She's the first mangaka that I got really hooked on.  She's known for her ultra cute ukes and semes.  Her ukes are really girly looking, and her semes can be considered as an uke in another manga because of the cute way she draws.  Her artwork gives you this fluffy feeling.  You just can't help but like it.  Her drawing style is really clean, unlike some other yaoi mangas.  You can easily see and understand what the two characters are doing.  Her story was not really the one that attracted me to her works.  Her mangas were usually really short.  It's her artwork that really pulled me in.  I just love the way she draws her characters.    

4. Piyoko Chitose - I first experienced the phrase 'two hot men doing it' in Piyoko-sensei's works.  I just love the way she draws her ukes and semes.  Both of them looked hot and really sexy.  Just like Minami-sensei, her stories are usually short and just always revolve around sex.  LOL.  But there's nothing cute about the way she draws.  Her style is dirty, and a hell of a lot sexy.   


3. Junko - The main thing I love about Junko-sensei's works is her storyline.  It's heartwarming and you can really feel the love of the uke and the seme for each other.  Her characters can't really be considered cute or sexy, but their faces were really expressive.  I just love the way they blush and the expression on their faces whenever they're doing it.  Haha!  


2. Yamane Ayano - Yamano-sensei is probably one of the most famous yaoi mangakas in Japan.  All of her works are really popular.  Not that I find it weird, since her artworks are really amazing and one of the best.  If Piyoko-sensei's works are hot and sexy, then Yamano-sensei's are hotter and sexier.  Her semes are really, really freaking hot, as in capital H.O.T.  They're domineering and possessive and you just want to be engulfed in their embrace.  My personal favorite is her Love in the Viewfinder series.  Asami is one heck of a seme.  And the sex, God, the sex is just unbelievable.  It will really make you sweat.  Haha!
       

1. Nakamura Shungiku - Nakamura-sensei is my number 1 because I just love Junjou Romantica and Sekaiichi Hatsukoi.  Her works are just so heartfelt that you can personally feel each characters struggles.  You will cry with them, laugh with them, and fall in love with them.  Every time I watched Junjou or Sekaiichi, my heart would just race like it would burst any minute.  It would flutter and jump all over the place whenever there's a sweet scene.  I don't even care about the sex, the story line itself was enough to make me want for more.  That's why I really, really love her works.  :)

    
And that's the end of my list.  Now, you had a glimpse inside my dirty mind.  LOL.  I'm really glad that I changed my perception on yaoi.  I can't even believe that there was a time in my life when I hated yaoi.  Now I can proudly say that I'm a fujoshi.  I don't think that it's something that I should be ashamed of.  I mean, all people have something they like right?  I guess my taste is just a bit off the normal grid, but who cares?  I just love yaoi. <3
(P.S. Sorry for some of the explicit pictures.)  

If Harry Potter Became an Anime

I was surfing the net when I came across with this super amazing fan-art.
(credits to the owner)
The art was amazing, right?  If Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows could have an anime version, this art will be the perfect fit.  Since I became an HP fanatic back when I was still in high school, I really longed to watch an anime version of it, or just read a manga version.  Because that would be just so freaking awesome.  Anime can have this certain appeal that real humans don't have, so I think it would really be perfect to have an anime version.  I hope someone in Japan would be brave enough to produce something like that.  Hehehe.  By the way, Bill and Sirius looked really H.O.T in this fan-art.  And Hermione was certainly the most beautiful one in here.  
Anyways, here's another version.  
(credits again to the owner)
Aren't they all cute??  Well, I for certain loved how Sirius, Remus, and James looked in this one. Remus and James looked like those mischievous bishies, while Remus looked the nice and gentle type.  Snape doesn't look like Snape.  LOL.  I think he has to look darker and more foreboding.  Lily looked great, she really looked the type that James will fell in love with.  
Soooo..... I really hope that someday in the near future, someone will make an anime version of Harry Potter.  That would certainly be a dream come true for me.  Hahaha! XD      

Dahil Wala Akong Ma-i-post...

I think it's been three weeks since I last posted something here.  And because I can't think of anything in particular to post, sasabihin ko na lang kung ano ang mga pinagkakaabalahan ko this past weeks.  I've been busy with my studies, medyo nangangapa pa rin ako kasi matagal din akong nawala.  During nga our first exercise on Stat 162, sobrang sumakit ang utak ko.  Parang biglang na-pwersa ang utak ko na mag-isip.  Hahaha.  But I'm getting used to it.  Ngayon ko lang na-realize kung gaano ko na-miss ang pagpasok sa elbi (UPLB).  
Anyways, dahil may wi-fi ang apartment na tinutuluyan ko, I've been downloading american t.v shows non-stop and one show caught my attention.  It's Supernatural.  I think you lot probably heard about it.  It's a show about two brothers who follow their father's footsteps as "hunters" fighting evil supernatural beings of many kinds including monsters, demons, and gods that roam the earth.  Okay, enough of that, I don't really want to discuss the whole show dahil hahaba lang 'tong post na 'to.  So why did I mention Supernatural?  It's because I found a new crush in that show.  He's not one of the two brothers, it's Castiel.  The bad-ass angel who helped the Winchester brothers from time to time.
This is Castiel played by Misha Collins.  I don't really like the actor per se, I just really love the character he's portraying.  At first, Castiel was very emotionless, the only things important to him are being just and following orders from heaven.  But as the show goes on, he started to feel affection for humans, especially for the Winchester boys.  But because he doesn't understand how things work in the human world and why humans do the things they do, it often results to hilarious situations whenever he's around.  I remember this scene when he was watching a porn movie and he asked Dean and Sam why the pizza man was spanking the housewife when it clearly shows that he loves her.  It was so funny that I can't stop laughing.  He was so cute when he asked it, like he was asking the most serious thing on earth.  I just love him.  I just hope he has more screening time.  Minsan kasi naiinis na rin ako do'n sa dalawang bida, ang lakas lang nilang maka-bromance.  LOL.
Oh I have another crush, I just watched Rise of the Guardians last night and I instantly fell in love with Jack Frost.  

Look at him, isn't he just adorable??  He looks like a character from a Final Fantasy game.  The only downside for me was his voice, it really doesn't suit him.  But anyways, I really hope that there would be a sequel to this movie.  I want to see Jack Frost again.  >///<

Anyhooo, if you happened to drop by and read this post and you're interested in fantasy/adventure stories, then visit my account in Wattpad.  You can read one of my stories there.  Here's the link;
Eternal Sky 
xoxo the girl with a fucked up mind~

Writer's Block...?

"Writer's block is a condition, primarily associated with writing as a profession, in which an author loses the ability to produce new work."--- That's the definition of writer's block I read in Wikipedia, the ever knowing encyclopedia.   I don't really believe in the concept of writer's block.  For me, as long as a writer has his/her imagination, nothing can stop him/her from writing.  But I'm starting to think otherwise.  Because, right now, I think I'm currently experiencing this phenomenon.  Since I finished my last manuscript, I haven't written a single thing.  I can't think of any plot, of any characters that I want to write, I just can't think of anything!  I felt like all of my creative juices just ran out.   It's really weird, this is the first time I've felt like this.  And I really, really hate it.  I want to be productive but I just can't think of a single thing to write.  I tried making a rough draft but I just ended up thinking of some bad experience that should happen in the heroine's life.  I want to write some feel good romance but I just can't stop thinking of all these bad things.  Argh!   And honestly?  I'm kind of afraid of having another R.  Just this month, I receive my 5th returned MS.  It's super nakaka-bad trip.  So you see, my confidence level is really, really on the brink.  I'm having this nagging feeling that everything I will write will just be returned to me.  I don't want that.  But who does, right?  I just don't want my effort to be wasted.  And I really need money right now.  I badly need it.  So please, please, I just hope the last MS I submitted will be approve.  And lastly, I want this episode I'm having or phase or whatever you want to call it, to end.  I want to have my writer self back, okay?   peace out~         

Dreaming...

I dreamt of him, again.  I can't remember exactly how the dream went but I remember he was there.  That's why when I woke up, I'm pissed as hell.  It's been so long but I still have dreams about him.  And I hated it.  It's as if my unconscious mind was telling me that he can still affect me.  I can't accept that.  So many years have passed and everyone had already moved on from what happened.  I want to say that I too have moved on, but from the way things are going, I can't honestly say that I have. He's already with someone else, and I think their relationship have been going stronger for the past years.  That other girl, also found someone to be with.  I'm the only one stuck.  Stuck at that time when he left her so he could be with me.  One of my friends told me that I really did love him.  But I don't want to admit that.  I don't even know how it feels like to be in love.  I mean, when the two of us parted ways, I didn't even cry.  I didn't even gave importance to all the things he gave me.  If I really did love him, I should have at least shed a single tear, right?  But I didn't.  When he gave up on us, I stopped hoping that there could still be something between us.  That we could still salvage the little relationship we had. So I moved on.  I really thought I had.  But up until now, every time I see his picture at this social networking site, or when someone mentioned his name, my heart still skips a beat or two.  I don't know what it means, but I want to believe that it meant nothing.  I knew that I didn't really love him to that point where I would sacrifice everything for him.  But nonetheless, despite every thing that he did and did not do, he will still hold a special place in my heart.  For me, he will always be the one that got away.

Fuck.  I feel like it's not me talking right now.  (-_-)

God, I want a boyfriend.  Anyone who wants to apply, just raise your hand!  LOL.     

My 10th Baby

Published: June 11, 2013Pag-ibig Mo Ba'y Kasinungalingan Lang

“You fit perfectly in my arms… I wish I could hold you like this forever.”

Emilia decided to move to the small and peaceful town of San Ignacio in Mindoro to protect her family. She was happy and contended. That was until Garren came into her life. Bagong salta lang ito sa kanilang bayan at walang pakundangang binulabog agad nito ang tahimik na mundo niya. Una pa lang nilang pagkikita ay tahasang nagpakita agad ito ng interes sa kanya. Kahit anong pag-iwas ang gawin niya rito ay hindi siya nilulubayan nito. Malinaw sa kanya ang intensiyon nito. He wanted her. And then suddenly, she was not contended anymore. Because she also wanted him.
Pero alam niyang walang patutunguhan ang nararamdaman niya. Dahil kapag nalaman ni Garren ang sekretong itinatago niya, hindi ito magdadalawang-isip na iwan siya. But despite knowing that, hindi pa rin niya napigilan ang sariling mahulog dito. She knew she was walking straight into a heartache. Pero ano ang gagawin niya kapag nalaman niyang maski si Garren pala ay may malaking sekretong itinatago?
   Yeah, I know, the title is so baduy and corny.  LOL.  Pero kasi, when I finished writing this one, 'yan agad yung title na unang pumasok sa utak ko.  Bakit kamo?  Dahil feeling ko hindi naman talaga mahal ng hero ko si heroine.  Hahaha!  Parang ginagawa lang niya ang lahat ng mga sweet na bagay na 'yon para magtagumpay siya sa hidden agenda niya.  Kaya nga hindi ako makapaniwala na na-approve 'to eh.  Akala ko kasi talaga either ma-re-return siya sa 'kin o di kaya naman for revision.  But as it turned out, straight approve na siya.  Wala man lang ipinabago.  Syempre hindi naman ako sira para magreklamo pa. Anyways, pansampung anak ko na nga pala 'to sa PHR.  Akalain mo 'yon, naka-sampu na 'ko sa kanila.  Hahaha!  I soooooo love the cover by the way.  Ang ganda nung kulay, pati na rin nung picture.  This story was the shortest I've ever written, mga 20K + lang na words.  Kaya akala ko talaga padadagdagan man lang siya sa 'kin.  Hindi ko masyadong trip ang hero ko dito.  Para nga akong tanga habang sinusulat ko 'to.  Kasi naman, every time na may gagawing sweet si hero for the heroine, para lang akong sira na sumisigaw sa harap ng laptop at sinasabi kay hero na hindi niya talaga mahal si heroine.  LOL.  Sa mga makakabasa nito, I hope ma-feel niyo naman yung pagmamahal ni hero for the heroine.   TRIVIA:  Hmm, ano bang trivia dito?  Garren and Lia's name came from the fantasy story that I've written back in 2007.  Hindi mansyadong naging maganda yung ending ng love story nila kaya naisipan kong gamitin ang name nila dito and give the two of them a happy ending.  The concept of the story came from our Brainstorming, pero madami akong binago at dinagdag.  Hehehe.        

Teen Wolf

I just watched the first season of Teen Wolf and all I can say is that this show is so wrong in many ways.  Hahaha!  Tyler Posey, the one playing the main protagonist, looks like a mango.  Yup.  That's right.  His face is shaped like a mango.  Every time I looked at him, I can't stop thinking of that damn fruit.  It's distracting.  Also, he's not really a very good actor.  I can't tell whether he's mad or happy or sad.  Because his face always scrunch up (LOL is there even a word like that??) and it really annoys the hell out of me. The character he portrays is on a different level of annoying.  Scott McCall (Tyler Posey) is a sixteen year old boy that was turned into a werewolf.  You might think that because of that, he was facing a lot of problems, (well, yeah, he kind of did) but with everything that's happening around him, the thing that he cared the most was being with that girl Alyson (Crystal Reed).  I mean, you were turned into a werewolf, there are people wanting to kill you and a psychotic alpha that wants you to be a part of his pack and all you cared about was some girl?  Argh!  It's irritating.  I want to kill him at some point.  He's always Alyson this, Alyson that.  You're sixteen for Pete's sake!  Do you really know a lot about love that you will risk your life for a single girl?  I hope Alyson dies in the future.  Hahaha! There was really no one that caught my attention in the series, well, except maybe Jackson (Colton Haynes).  And it was only because he somewhat looked like a young Chris Evans.  LOL.  But I will still watch the second season and give it another try.  Who knows, I might like it.  XD   ---> This is Colton Haynes by the way.  He's kind of hot, don't you think?

Double Release Day! (again)

Published: April 23, 2013
  Matteo's Fair Belle “Every time I’m with you, I just can’t seem to think straight. You’re slowly turning me into a madman. And I couldn’t care less… I just want you.”
Ever since she was sixteen, Maebelle had been in love with Matteo Fernandez. He was the perfect guy for her. He was kind, gentle, and sweet. But there was one problem, boyfriend ito ng nakatatanda niyang kapatid. Ginawa niya ang lahat para lang itago at kalimutan ang nararamdaman niya. Pero sa bandang huli, lagi na lang niyang natatagpuan ang sarili na sinusundan ito ng tingin. At tuwing nakikita niya ang pagmamahal na ibinibigay nito sa kanyang kapatid ay lalong nahuhulog ang loob niya rito.
Then five years later, her sister and Matteo decided to break up. Dahil sa isang hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, nagtagpo ang mga landas nila ni Matteo sa Palawan. Where he was rendering his broken heart. Dahil siya lang ang kakilala nito sa lugar na iyon, he invited her to spend time with him. Hindi naman niya magawang tanggihan ito. 
 Pero agad din niyang pinagsisihan ang ginawa. Because she only found herself falling even harder for him. Even though she knew that no matter what happened, Matteo would always love her sister.    The Enthralled Warrior “I can barely control myself. I’m not sure if I can keep my hands from touching you.” During the wedding of Ada’s very good friend, Aram, she accidentally bumped into a guy who left her with a very lasting impression. Iyon pa lang ang una nilang pagkikita pero kakaiba na agad ang naging epekto nito sa kanya. No other man affected her the way he did. Pero sa kasamaang-palad ay hindi man lang niya nakuha ang pangalan nito. Hindi rin niya ito magawang alisin sa isip niya.
 Then Arik, Aram’s brother, asked her for help. Hiniling nito na makipagtulungan siya sa isang katribo ng asawa nito para maibalik ang pink diamond na ninakaw sa tribo ng mga ito. Because for some reason the thief who stole the pink diamond made contact with her. At siya lang ang maaaring tumulong sa mga ito para makipagkita sa magnanakaw na iyon. So, she agreed to help. Nang makilala niya ang lalaking ipinadala ng tribo ay labis siyang nagulat. It was the same guy she met on Aram’s wedding! Noon niya nalaman na Miros ang pangalan nito. She felt so ecstatic and excited to help him. Pero lagi naman siya nitong pinagsusupladuhan at hindi pinapansin. Hindi siya pinanghinaan ng loob. Hindi siya tumigil sa pangungulit dito hanggang sa tuluyan na silang maging magkaibigan. Sa bawat paglipas ng araw, she also found herself falling for him. Pero biglang dumating ang magnanakaw at para ibalik nito ang pink diamond ay isang kondisyon ang ibinigay nito sa kanila.
 A condition that would probably change her life forever.
  
So ayan, dalawa na naman na sabay ang release ko.  Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako o ano.  LOL.  Kasi naman, malapit nang maubos yung stock ko sa  editorial ng mga unpublished MS.  Tapos lagi pa nilang pinagsasabay yung mga release ko.  Baka mamaya nan, hindi na pansinin nung ibang reader yung gawa ko.  Hayyyy... But oh well, what else can I do?  Hahaha.  Ang arte lang eh. Matteo's Fair Belle is the sequel for Kaylus' Only Sky, actually wala talaga akong balak na gawan ng kwento si Matteo or gumawa ng sequel for that matter.  Parang siya lang yung martir na boyfriend na masyadong mabait.  LOL.  Pero ayun, naawa naman ako sa kanya, kaya ginawan ko na.  Hehehe.  And who would be the perfect partner for him but Maebelle??  The tsundere younger sister.  Sa totoo lang, sobrang pinahirapan ako ng kwentong ito.  As in!  Dalawang beses siyang pina-revise sa 'kin bago siya na-approve.  Grabe, sabi ko nga nun, kapag pina-revise pa ulit sa 'kin 'to, iiyak na talaga ako ng dugo.  LOL.  But thankfully, mukhang naawa naman na sa 'kin yung editor dahil pinagbigyan na niya ako.  Hehehe.  Sobrang hirap ding gumawa ng kilig scenes, masyado kasing mabait si boy, hindi maka-da moves.  Kaya sa makakabasa, sana magustuhan niyo siya.  ^^ The Enthralled Warrior naman ay sequel sa The Enchanted Sailor, kwento ito nina Ada at Miros.  Hindi ko alam kung may nakakaalala pa sa kanila, pero lumabas si Ada sa kwento ni Aram while si Miros naman ay lumabas sa kwento ni Arik.  Isa pa ito na hindi ko talaga binalak isulat.  Actually, dapat ang isusunod ko nang isusulat ay yung sa thief, pero naisip ko, masyado namang mabilis kung siya agad.  Wala pang masyadong alam ang mga tao tungkol sa kanya, so ayan, sinulat ko muna 'to.  Kagaya nung kwento ni Arik, information overload na naman ang isang 'to.  Sobrang daming characters.  Pero favorite ko talaga yung thief saka yung apprentice niya.  Hehehehe. TRIVIA:  Haha ano bang pwedeng i-trivia?? Ayun, Ada has an older brother, si Oz.  Kung familiar kayo sa anime na Pandora Hearts, ito yung names nung magkapatid na Bezalius.  Adik lang sa anime eh. Sa mga makakabasa nito, I hope you can grab a copy of these two.  ^^  

Inside My Critically Fucked Up Mind

When I was young I was painfully shy, people who know me right now would not even believe how shy I was back then.  When I was a kindergarten student, I think I was four if I remember it correctly, I used to walk by myself from our house to my school and vice versa.  My mother couldn't come with me because she just gave birth to my brother back then and my father was in work so I was forced to go by myself.  It was hard because the distance between the house and the school was a good one kilometer.  So imagine me, a four-year old girl, walking that distance.  You may think my mother heartless but I never really questioned her back then.  It's like her words were law to me.  I remembered when she was teaching me how to read, she just shoved me the ABaKaDa and everytime I didn't get something right, she would pinch me (sa singit, LOL).  That may be the reason why I'm a fast reader. Back then, whenever I reached the school, I would just stand there in front of the classroom door waiting for another classmate to come and go inside with me.  I really can't understand it but I was really afraid to open that door.  I felt like all of my classmates will just stare at me and I really hate that feeling.  As I've said, I'm painfully shy and I really don't like to be the center of attention.  That's why during recess, I would just stand in the corner while my classmates  played outside the playground.  The teacher often asked me why I won't go out and play with the other kids, but I would just stay silent and shook my head.  The reason why I didn't play with my classmates was because I was too afraid to ask them to play with me.  So yeah, I was kind of pathetic back then.  That's not the extent of my shyness, because of it I never really got out of our house to play.  Heck, I never even experienced playing chinese garter, which was, by the way, really famous for the children back then.  So while other kids were outside playing, I was just inside our house, drawing, making stuff, living in my imaginary world.  Yeah, I was kind of friendless.  LOL.  But I slowly learnt to build up my confidence, especially when I discovered that I was actually smart.  Hahaha.  Nah, just kidding.  But honestly, when I realized that my intelligence was quite above average, I told myself that there's really no reason for me to be shy or to be embarrass when I actually have a brain that can think better than most of the other kids. When I reached highschool, I'm no longer a painfully shy kid but I developed a new kind of attitude, I became indiferrent.  I really don't know how I became like that.  I guessed through the years I just learnt to control my own emotion and ignored the things that should be ignored.  I don't like to do the things that other people arround me does.  I refused to be a bandwagon.  Like just because everyone's doing it I should do it too.  Nah, that's just not my style.  My bestfriend often told me back then that I'm uncaring, it's often the reason why we fought.  Well, she's really the only one who loved to pick a fight with me.  It's not that I didn't care, it's more on the fact that I didn't want to show that I care.  I mean, I don't really like being showy and smothering.  Even if you don't show your affection to someone, that doesn't mean you don't care about them.  Well, for me at least.

And then I reached that point when I became cynical.  I questioned everything that's happening arround me.  When something goes beyond reason, I questioned it.  Like why the heck was he doing those things when it won't even benefit him??  I believe that people do the things they do for a reason.  I don't believe in selfless kindness.  That's just a load of bull for me.  Because no matter what people says, humans are selfish and envious in nature.   They will do anything and use everything to their advantage.  Deny it all you want, but we all know it's the truth. 

I'm more cynical when it comes to love.  It's not that I don't believe in it, it's more on the fact that I can't grasped its concept.  I just can't understand how two people, with no kind of blood relation or whatsoever, can say that they love each other.  For me, two people can't really be together for a very long time just because they love one another.  When two people marry and they started to build a family, after some time, the only thing that would hold together the relationship would be their own sense of responsibility.  Well, don't get me wrong, I do want to be swept away in a whirlwind kind of romance.  But I'm not trying to push my hopes up, when it comes then it will.  LOL.

I'm vain.  I love looking good.  I love dressing myself up with different styles.  I can't even go out of our house looking like a drab, that's how vain I am.  But when I'm just at home, I totally look different.  Nobody would even glance at my direction if they saw how I look inside our house.  I often wear oversized t-shirt and tattered shorts.  My hair is always in shambles and I wear glasses.  I can even last for two days without taking a bath, gross right??  But I'm comfortable with it, so who cares?  Hahaha.

I have a terrible temper.  So anyone who dared cross me would definitely regret it.  I'm a mean bitch if I wanted to.  That's why it's important for me to be indifferent.  Because if I don't care about the things that's happening around me, I can have more control over my temper.  I really act like a crazy bitch whenever I lose control.  That's why whenever I react towards something, I calculate every scenario in my head first.  What will happen if I do this, what will they say if I do that, those kind of things.  I want to be ahead of everything, because I hate surprises but most of all, I hate looking stupid.  So it's much better to be prepared, right?

Yeah, I know I'm quite fucked up.  But I don't care.  I like the way I am, every weirdness, every bit of strange antics.  I even think I'm cool, being like this.  LOL.  (^_^)v
 

My 6th Baby

Published: Marh 26, 2013Kaylus' Only Sky “I’m really glad that you finally came to your senses. At na-realize mo na rin sa wakas na hindi mo kayang mabuhay na wala ako.”Skyla had always been in love with her stepbrother, Kaylus. At the age of four, natuto na ang kanyang batang puso na mahalin ito—kahit alam niyang hindi tama ang nararamdaman niya para dito. Pero kahit ano ang gawin niya ay hindi niya magawang kalimutan ang espesyal na nararamdaman niya para dito.
Hanggang maganap ang isang insidente na nagpabago sa buhay nilang lahat. Pinalayas ito ng kanyang ama sa kanilang rancho. Lumipas ang mga taon pero hindi pa rin niya ito makalimutan.
And then she met Matteo. Dahil sa kabaitan nito at sa pagmamahal na walang sawang ibinibigay nito sa kanya ay sinubukan niyang makipagsapalaran dito. Naisip niya na baka matulungan siya nito na kalimutan si Kaylus.
Pero nagsisimula pa lang ang kanilang relasyon ay saka naman biglang nagpakita uli si Kaylus. The moment she saw him again, alam niyang mahal pa rin niya ito. Pero wala nang silbi iyon dahil nandiyan na si Matteo at hindi niya maaatim na saktan ito.  Ba't ba ang swerte ko sa cover?  Hahahaha.  Anyways, this is my 6th book under PHR.  I love this one, mahilig kasi ako sa mga step-cest na plot.  Yung tipong wala naman talagang mali if ma-in love sa isa't-isa yung mag-stepbrother at stepsister, pero parang sa mata ng ibang tao may mali pa rin do'n.  Like you're having some kind of forbidden love or something.  LOL. Isa ito sa mga gawa ko na talagang hindi ko inaasahan na ma-approve.  Feeling ko kasi talaga, parang may kulang.  Ewan ko ba.  Para kasing natapos na lang siya ng gano'n gano'n na lang.  Pero sino pa ba ako para magreklamo, di ba?  Kung anuman, dapat magpasalamat pa nga ako.  Haha.  Baliwa-baliwan mode lang. >.<  Bukod pa do'n, isa rin ito sa talagang nabaon sa baul ng PHR. Haha.  8 months din ata ang inabot bago ito na-publish.  TRIVIA: I got the name of the characters here from the manhwa Absolute Witch.  Kaylus and Skyla.  Nung mga panahon ata na nag-iisip ako ng magandang plot, binabasa ko yung manhwa na 'to.  And since natuwa talaga ako dun sa binasa ko, kaya ayun, ginamit ko na ang mga pangalan ng bida sa manhwa na yun.  Hehehe.