Azra Tabassum's Blog, page 30
December 17, 2016
People take what they want, and leave.
What a boring thing to say. It’s so one of Peyton’s drawings from One Tree Hill while she sits on her bed in a black dress and laments about how awful it all is. If you go through life believing that (and actually I don’t think you do believe that, you just like how weighty it feels to say it) people are going to do just that. Take what they need and leave because why the hell shouldn’t they when you’re expecting it anyway.
December 13, 2016
Aleppo
Thank you for that message about weight. That was really beautiful and I really needed it, especially today! Hopefully I would get to that place someday! You give me hope
You will angel, you need to just let yourself.
December 12, 2016
I am so comfortable with myself. For the first time in my life I’m happy in my own skin....
I am so comfortable with myself. For the first time in my life I’m happy in my own skin. I’m not disgusted by my stomach or my dimpled body or the stretch marks. I am so so okay with the fact that I’m an overweight woman. When a fat girl acknowledges her weight, when she’s able to bring it up without it being a big deal, when she’s being honest and not self deprecating, please don’t undermine it. Please don’t say “no you’re not, you’re beautiful.” I know I’m beautiful. I know I’m fat. I’m finally okay with it.
December 11, 2016
"To lie in the warm expanse of your back,
to kiss those sun-speckled freckles,
to be warm and..."
to kiss those sun-speckled freckles,
to be warm and gentle together,
to drink you into honey.
That’s all.”
- Azra.T "Holy Monday" after “Deer Tracks” by Richard Brautigan (via 5000letters)
December 9, 2016
"When a man says knife
is no form of seduction
he means he’s never been
split. But doesn’t..."
is no form of seduction
he means he’s never been
split. But doesn’t everyone
have a seam? Unravel
to dark sugar?”
- Cameron Awkward-Rich, “Essay on What Is & Isn’t,” published in The Shade Journal (via weirdfishes)
pureblooder:
the sound // the 1975
nietzscheandme:
Auguste Rodin, Lovers
December 7, 2016
sometimes I read your poetry and I feel like, years after the fact I'm listening to a song my mother sung to me; I feel like I walked into a stranger's house and got a whiff of something comfortingly familiar; I feel like your words reached inside my head
you are the softest.
December 6, 2016
"I imagine the sex.
The rattle of it,
the sharpness,
their tongues,
His & Hers,
matching..."
The rattle of it,
the sharpness,
their tongues,
His & Hers,
matching towels,
coffee mugs,
hipbones aligned
into planetary
miracles. Mouth
seams full of light,
joints aching,
heavy with it,
curving their bodies
like swans necks,
his fingers, before,
the same fingers,
before,
on a different body,
not mine,
less bulbous
and hesitant,
not mine,
open as a subway
station, eating
skin on skin on skin,
not mine,
like handprints
on foggy windows,
pressing her
into every shadow,
the same fingers, before,
pulling her throat strings,
before,
swallowing her
into litanies of
greedy prayers, before,
not mine, before,
the grime of them,
furious with it,
before.”
- Azra.T “Fuck You” (via 5000letters)
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