David Antrobus's Blog: The Migrant Type, page 9
August 4, 2018
Ghost Birds
What have we here? A field in England. Absent colour or anything defining.
Wait. Sound of a bird, a two-syllable scream. Could mostly be anything. Hear it? The monochrome ghost of a lapwing.
Unveiled, the razor stubble underfoot, foreground to a copse. Ploughed lines littered with fallen crows. Black-pepper dead things and mud, well seasoned. Botched black ops. Othered.
Oh, this is it. Here. The land of nowhere. It's grey, and in that grey another grey partitioned.
Separate this. Memorize it. Lon...
July 27, 2018
Black Ambient
In the gloom, a girl shaped from sparking ozone and her wild electric canine dance beneath a moon of cold bone and a dormant volcano. Ice floes crackle around them, splitting and snapping, glitchy as break beats spun by a frozen demon DJ. All is blue or ozone-white.
Voices weave in and not in. This tapestry of sound is torn, charged.
Have you ever seen ice-smoke? You have now. The chill, fuming tail of the dog and the smouldering cold tendrils of her dress.
She is my girl, though I don't know i...
July 20, 2018
Windward
"O you who turn the wheel and look to windward,
Consider Phlebas, who was once handsome and tall as you." — T.S. Eliot, The Waste Land
This boat is a sculpted incisor cutting the surface of the lake. A fierce sun debrides the foaming scars, and a stillness traps the heat beneath a sultry, birdless dome of exquisite blue.
A near-naked woman helms the boat, lion-haired and hewn by toil and sunlight into a gleaming statue of bronze. Her tawny-golden hair is a rippling banner proclaiming both her pa...
July 14, 2018
East and South
He read the note by the side of the road, right after he got punted by the irate trucker.
Handwritten, it said this:
Boo,
I love you an all. I cain't always be mad atcha. But you get right with your ownself or with God or maybe both. Then y'all can think about comin home and bein with me.
Your trusty girl,
Francelle Elesha Metcalf
Even before the trucker picked him up, he'd found it folded in the small pocket inside his flight jacket where he often kept a baggie of something, but he'd never read...
July 6, 2018
Fury
She is bound on a cold stone floor in a spare cottage by a crag, the wind a tuneless piccolo through cryptic slits.
A flurry of dark birds arc jagged across a slate sky past twilight.
The ink upon her arms and chest echo both flocks and sundown: three tiny boiling hearts on her inner right forearm and a stutter of crows below her clavicle, above her breast.
Outside, some black and odious structure silhouetted on the cliff edge: pitiless, stark, and mannish.
Pricks. If they are going to deem her...
June 29, 2018
Might Never Happen
Hallowed be her name.
When she first came here—the skin beneath her hazel eyes smeared as if an artist had been learning charcoal, the eyes themselves almost pitiless—we called her Trashy, soon shortened to Trash. We meant nothing bad by that. "Trash panda" was a nickname for raccoons, and that was all we meant. But Trash—Raylene—heard only bad. Today we'd call it slut-shaming, only we weren't slut-shaming anyone. Yet she felt slut-shamed.
I still remember her room, the three dreamcatchers:...
June 15, 2018
Consolable
"A screaming comes across the sky." — Thomas Pynchon, Gravity's Rainbow
He stopped because he thought that's what you did. She kept going for the very same reason.
The street had become a sluggish blur to both of them; each had eyes for the other only. Each felt only heart pain as the clasp of their hands loosened and was parted.
All sounds were muted: the clang of a streetcar a cracked bell; muffled sidewalk murmurs; the soft rustle of pigeon wings.
His mouth formed an O gape as he tried to call...
June 8, 2018
Crime Watch
It's always windy now; there's never any peace. They tell me the local wolves are returning. I say good. That's good. Find the dens. Go ahead with your goddamned crimes.
Since words are such distant cousins and not the only language we know, I doubt that words themselves will suffice for the telling of this tale, but let's try.
Where did I come from? I cannot even know. I woke on a trail favoured by green. Why do we highlight the fox, the bat, the buffalo? I feel her palm settle over my wrist...
May 19, 2018
Attend to All the Tales
© Jame T. McArdleBright. So many thoughts and moments gusted like wrappings on the shoulder of a highway in the wake of a thousand passing trucks.
(Those boxes of books, like steps. Like buildings.)
This was the time when he fell partway down an embankment and came to rest within a meter of a passing freight whose sparks on the tight steel curve burned new tattoos into his arms, and he crawled back to a semblance of a man and climbed his way up into a bright morning in some western city and...
May 11, 2018
Astride a Pale Horse
I see it coming, mostly peripheral, but not always. Sometimes it looms upfront and winks and laughs. Heartily, even. Yet more and more I clock it as it struts along an urban street or lurks at the lip of a wood. It's a tendril, a blur, a shimmer. Often a goodbye. But I know it's real; I'm no longer dreaming it. Last week I saw it fall from a branch and shower golden green as pollen, slide off a wing as bright clear drops onto dry gravel and be absorbed. Heard it late in the gathered dark as t...


