David Antrobus's Blog: The Migrant Type, page 12
September 16, 2017
Cassini's Gone to Heaven
Why is it this way not the other way and what are you expecting of us here in this vile tunnel beneath an umbra of skyblown corpses and silent terrified monkeys in space noted and glimpsed by spiders who exude sharp patience and spin diaphanous tapestries of memory all the while relating such gleaming campfire tales of stick figure ghosts silhouetted against scenes of war and pictures of torment and dioramas of loathing some marijuana if you got some and don't let's forget our tiny vanguard o...
September 9, 2017
A World Abandoned
Everything inside my head is small and enclosed and everything outside is huge and muffled. There are sounds within the woods at night, terrible sourceless sounds, screeches from unseen throats, and we awake to a sun like a penny glued to a fawn-gray board. A coin fixed to a sand-dusted slate. Brassy light falls amid the shadows all day.
Things are going wrong, have gone wrong. I wonder if I mean within or without, and discover I can't answer either way.
Gerhardt left three days ago and hasn'...
September 1, 2017
Ink Into Blue
All the warm lights settle into the glow of evening, that umbra of deep blue before it accedes to black. You can still see the ridge with its dark fractal conifers and a deepening gloom beneath, backdropping this pretty town, beyond the amber necklace of I-5 lights. This melancholic summer twilight. All our crew and passengers anticipating night.
"I walked for hours alongside the interstate and no one noticed me. Till I stumbled. Then everyone gathered to watch me stumble again."
"The way of...
August 25, 2017
Majestic
© Robert WattsWe were staggered by rain. A torrent of it, for damn near half a day, before the sun broke through once more and redaubed our world in accustomed gold. Some called it cleansing, but if you haven't showered in a month or so, one won't get you clean.
Before they abated, the littoral squalls had a faint salt taste, it's true.
I do recall my period came in heavy that month, lasted best part of a week.
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Hunter S. Thompson bowed out right on time, Shaun assures us. One of those mo...
August 18, 2017
Mediocre, This Uncivil War
The restless dead still wander the sites of old battles. Ironic to this misfit how much they still belong.
The thing squats on the arm of my chair. A sound like veins being knotted, unknotted, gurgles from its abraded throat, a spoiled creek.
"How gentle are you?"
Faraway dead moan their irony. It's a hammock, this world. Where, which places, is it anchored?
"Gentle as I have to be," I answer, and it is a good answer.
Something falls into an abyss and screams, dopplering to silence.
"Enjoy th...
August 11, 2017
When Gulls Scream
When my girl left me and went back east, I drove many hundreds of miles of my own. South.
Long before Canyonville even had a chance, I pulled into a darkening asphalt parking lot horseshoed by conifers, hearing the cannonade of surf against rocks, and I signed in to a room with an ocean view. The owner, a handsome woman with short black hair in a bob and wide sargasso hips, hinted I might find solace in her oceanic murmurs and clefts, and I did consider it, her warm specific impetus of comfor...
August 4, 2017
Solitude and the Devil's Armpit
What reared in palsied segments from a blasted hollow was the ruinous progeny of some heinous prior act, a man hauling across the incognizant desert long bereft of any road his own daughter and then violating all touchstones of trust, all human and earthly edicts, before uncoupling her from her life in the cooling night until the land itself sheared and assumed the burden of arbiter and caught him and vise-gripped his leg till he mewled and died sluggardly under the searing day that followed,...
July 21, 2017
Chesterman
When you ran alongside me, barefoot, following the beach pier below, I thought you meant to tell me something profound, announce something real. When you caught up to my shadow and climbed the iron steps and looked in my eyes and said, "Your mother died," I thought you were either funny or cruel. It took a long time for me to realize you were going for both.
I can't help it. I associate your metronome hips toiling in a sandblasted skirt with the death of my mother.
At my tea party, Kate Winsl...
July 14, 2017
Hostile
We're a long way past those plastic wood panels. That studded belt. The brackish shallows.
She was born Ida Grace Showbuckle, a Midwestern girl in a middle America world.
By the time she arrived in Hollywood, she was Shyna Lite, but that only shepherded her briefly pornward until she settled on Gloria Spensky, which combined a classic first name with an authentic East European family moniker while largely avoiding complications. America fell quietly in love, even before they'd truly parsed th...
July 7, 2017
Boundary Bay
© Monica LunnThey came to our virgin thresholds and asked for our longest songs.
Some grim radar. An impertinent sonar.
Cephalopods.
Those songs we sang for them, relayed them for days, weeks, even months, the dwindling howl of a coda falling silent on upturned cedar. Dank, weary branches like bony old limbs. Notes like heavy snowflakes, the banshee shriek of the wind up in the narrow draw, silencing the very owls to grey.
Agonal gasps. A moist clutch of arms. First we gave them our extravaga...