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June 16, 2016
Shadow and Bone - A Review
To all who are reading this,
Today, I introduce you to Shadow and Bone, the first book of The Grisha Trilogy by Leigh Bardugo. Published in 2012, it blends young adult, with high fantasy, Russian folklore and the blossoming of hearts.
There may be spoilers.
Blurb
The Shadow Fold, a swathe of impenetrable darkness, crawling with monsters that feast on human flesh, is slowly destroying the once-great nation of Ravka.
Alina, a pale, lonely orphan, discovers a unique power that thrusts her into the lavish world of the kingdom's magical elite - the Grisha. Could she be the key to unravelling the dark fabric of the Shadow Fold and setting Ravka free?
The Darkling, a creature of seductive charm and terrifying power, leader of the Grisha. If Alina is to fulfil her destiny, she must discover how to unlock her gift and face up to her dangerous attraction to him.
But what of Mal, Alina's childhood best friend? As Alina contemplates her dazzling new future, why can't she ever quite forget him?
I came across this book in the library and had read it on a whim. Months later, after the library could not get a copy of the second book, I decided to buy them all on Kindle. I was intrigued by the blurb, by the power that Alina could wield, and of course, the Darkling himself.
The cover is simplistic in terms of colour - the grey of the weary world, combined with the light and dark entwining around each other, all the while seeking out the Russian stylised capital in Ravka. It does almost appear like a fairy tale cover, only much much darker.
The novel follows Alina, a mapmaker in the Second Army as her company begin to forge through the Shadow Fold, a desolate landscape, holding creatures of legend. When the skiff they are travelling upon is attacked and Mal is injured by one of the creatures, Alina sacrifices herself to save him, and in turn discovers that she has an amazing power, a power that has been buried inside of her for a long time. When the Darkling learns that she could be a fabled Sun Summoner - a person able to create light - he takes her into the capital city of Ravka, where she will learn about her abilities, how to control her powers, and how to fight like a Grisha of the First Army. Learning that she could one day destroy the Shadow Fold with the Darkling, she learns of an amplifier to enhance her abilities, which throws her into a journey that she never thought she would take, and battle against her head, and heart.
The world building is still relatively in its early stages, as we only visit certain parts of Ravka. There is still much to be discovered in the sequels, and we will learn just how big the world that Leigh Bardugo has created truly is. Yet, the places we journey to such as the woodlands, the army camps and the splendour of the Little Palace is well crafted and certainly believable. The luxury of having someone craft magic to rid Alina of pasty skin and eye bags is too much like a dream come too, compared to the dirty, cramped quarters of the army and the mess halls of the camp.
Alina harbours her love for her best friend, Mal. She never tells him of her feelings and she tries to hide her hurt as he spends evenings charming and bedding other ladies. It isn't until the discovery of her powers that Mal begins to see her for who she is. When they are reunited at the Little Palace, Alina almost tries to push him away, but feels as if she can't. She believes him to have ignored her, not answering her letters, whilst Mal (who I personally didn't like as a character) sees her as a Grisha, nothing more. They are a close pairing, the very best of friends having grown up with one another at the orphanage, and yet it seems that neither can truly for a while of their feelings.
Speaking of feelings, Alina finds herself falling for the Darkling, a mysterious, powerful man who is able to create darkness. Combining his power with Alina's could destroy the Shadow Fold, but could it create something more? Does the Darkling truly like her, or is he toying with our orphaned heroine's heart? I have my own opinions, but that's from reading the whole series! Whilst there is much secrecy surrounding the Darkling, the reader isn't privy to the information either, and must wait for the sequels to learn more about him.
The writing style is fluid and doesn't confuse. Whilst there are new terms for the series, such as Grisha, the explanations are readily available. It is a series to fall headlong into and found it a great read. Whilst it may not appeal to those who dislike high fantasy, it has other elements so that you could see this book as the emergence of a magical girl, in a foreign setting. Leigh Bardugo continues to ramp tension, chemistry, mystery and magic together so that the reader is left wanting more of the world, of its characters and of its magic.
The series continues with Siege and Storm (2013), and concludes with Ruin and Rising (2014).
You can find Leigh Bardugo on the Internet in the following places:
Twitter
Website
Tumblr
Instagram
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Uglies by Scott Westerfeld
Today, I introduce you to Shadow and Bone, the first book of The Grisha Trilogy by Leigh Bardugo. Published in 2012, it blends young adult, with high fantasy, Russian folklore and the blossoming of hearts.
There may be spoilers.
Blurb
The Shadow Fold, a swathe of impenetrable darkness, crawling with monsters that feast on human flesh, is slowly destroying the once-great nation of Ravka.Alina, a pale, lonely orphan, discovers a unique power that thrusts her into the lavish world of the kingdom's magical elite - the Grisha. Could she be the key to unravelling the dark fabric of the Shadow Fold and setting Ravka free?
The Darkling, a creature of seductive charm and terrifying power, leader of the Grisha. If Alina is to fulfil her destiny, she must discover how to unlock her gift and face up to her dangerous attraction to him.
But what of Mal, Alina's childhood best friend? As Alina contemplates her dazzling new future, why can't she ever quite forget him?
I came across this book in the library and had read it on a whim. Months later, after the library could not get a copy of the second book, I decided to buy them all on Kindle. I was intrigued by the blurb, by the power that Alina could wield, and of course, the Darkling himself.
The cover is simplistic in terms of colour - the grey of the weary world, combined with the light and dark entwining around each other, all the while seeking out the Russian stylised capital in Ravka. It does almost appear like a fairy tale cover, only much much darker.
The novel follows Alina, a mapmaker in the Second Army as her company begin to forge through the Shadow Fold, a desolate landscape, holding creatures of legend. When the skiff they are travelling upon is attacked and Mal is injured by one of the creatures, Alina sacrifices herself to save him, and in turn discovers that she has an amazing power, a power that has been buried inside of her for a long time. When the Darkling learns that she could be a fabled Sun Summoner - a person able to create light - he takes her into the capital city of Ravka, where she will learn about her abilities, how to control her powers, and how to fight like a Grisha of the First Army. Learning that she could one day destroy the Shadow Fold with the Darkling, she learns of an amplifier to enhance her abilities, which throws her into a journey that she never thought she would take, and battle against her head, and heart.
The world building is still relatively in its early stages, as we only visit certain parts of Ravka. There is still much to be discovered in the sequels, and we will learn just how big the world that Leigh Bardugo has created truly is. Yet, the places we journey to such as the woodlands, the army camps and the splendour of the Little Palace is well crafted and certainly believable. The luxury of having someone craft magic to rid Alina of pasty skin and eye bags is too much like a dream come too, compared to the dirty, cramped quarters of the army and the mess halls of the camp.
Alina harbours her love for her best friend, Mal. She never tells him of her feelings and she tries to hide her hurt as he spends evenings charming and bedding other ladies. It isn't until the discovery of her powers that Mal begins to see her for who she is. When they are reunited at the Little Palace, Alina almost tries to push him away, but feels as if she can't. She believes him to have ignored her, not answering her letters, whilst Mal (who I personally didn't like as a character) sees her as a Grisha, nothing more. They are a close pairing, the very best of friends having grown up with one another at the orphanage, and yet it seems that neither can truly for a while of their feelings.
Speaking of feelings, Alina finds herself falling for the Darkling, a mysterious, powerful man who is able to create darkness. Combining his power with Alina's could destroy the Shadow Fold, but could it create something more? Does the Darkling truly like her, or is he toying with our orphaned heroine's heart? I have my own opinions, but that's from reading the whole series! Whilst there is much secrecy surrounding the Darkling, the reader isn't privy to the information either, and must wait for the sequels to learn more about him.
The writing style is fluid and doesn't confuse. Whilst there are new terms for the series, such as Grisha, the explanations are readily available. It is a series to fall headlong into and found it a great read. Whilst it may not appeal to those who dislike high fantasy, it has other elements so that you could see this book as the emergence of a magical girl, in a foreign setting. Leigh Bardugo continues to ramp tension, chemistry, mystery and magic together so that the reader is left wanting more of the world, of its characters and of its magic.
The series continues with Siege and Storm (2013), and concludes with Ruin and Rising (2014).
You can find Leigh Bardugo on the Internet in the following places:
Website
Tumblr
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
---
Currently reading: Uglies by Scott Westerfeld
June 2, 2016
Top 5 Game of Thrones Characters
To all who are reading this,
Since Game of Thrones (2011-ongoing) came back onto our screens in late April, there have been many shocks and surprises for viewers. Now in its sixth series, no one is safe from the God of Death.
With this series not following the books, known collectively as A Song of Ice and Fire (1996-ongoing), fans of the books and television series alike are curious as to whether or not favourite characters will live or if they will die. And I thought that now would be a perfect opportunity to showcase my top five characters from the show - whether they are alive or dead.
There may be spoilers, and for that I'm sorry.
5. Ramsay Bolton (Iwan Rheon)
Controversial I know, but I'm quite fond of evil characters. And Ramsay certainly fits the bill! After his debut during season three, his personality has certainly become darker. Originally known by the surname Snow, Ramsay was the bastard child of Roose Bolton, who had raped a miller's wife. During the events of season four, Ramsay was legitimatised by King Tommen and could finally call himself a Bolton. During the time that Ramsay has been on our screens he has terrorised servants, psychologically and physically tortured Theon Greyjoy (aka Reek), set murderous dogs on a young maid, raped his wife (Sansa Stark), killed many soldiers of varying houses, and killed the only family he has left. What is left for Ramsay to do? And yet, after all that he is done, he still remains a favourite character! Iwan Rheon lights up the screen and makes me even more intrigued about the character, his motives, his allegiances, and what will eventually happen to him.
4. Tyrion Lannister (Peter Dinklage)
"A mind needs books like a sword needs a whetstone." Tyrion is a man after my own heart, praising books and intelligence. A reoccurring character since the very first episode, Tyrion is the youngest son of Lord Tywin Lannister, and the younger brother of twins, Cersei and Jaime. Hated by most of his family for being fond of the ladies, the drink and for being born a dwarf, Tyrion is a highly intelligent man. And no one can forget him hitting Joffrey in the first season! Tyrion is not fond of battle and when he is called to trial often requests Trials by Combat, where he names his brother Jaime as champion. Tyrion understands the way of the world around him and often notices things that others don't, which is useful in political games. Whilst he can speak cruel words, he has a soft heart. That being said he is more than capable of killing someone, as proven during the events of season four. Peter Dinklage plays Tyrion to perfection - his scenes often add dashes of humour against the dark and brooding backdrop of Westeros.
3. Arya Stark (Maisie Williams)
The feisty female Stark had to appear on this list somewhere! A reoccurring character since the very first episode, Arya is the third child born to Eddard and Catelyn Stark. Never wanting to appear feminine like her sister Sansa, Arya fond solace with her brothers Robb, Brann, Rickon, half-brother, Jon Snow, and ward Theon Greyjoy. Arya loved her father dearly and the events after his death, have sent her down a road few Westerosi women have faced. A list of men to kill as long as her arm, Arya proves time and time again how strong she is, never backing away from a challenge, and forging new alliances along the way. Determined that "all men must die", Arya was set to rid the world of those who wronged her family, until she found the religious sect, the Faceless Men. It is here that Arya's journey can only get tougher still. Maisie Williams has grown into the role, blossoming into that of a confident, strong young woman, showing viewers that they can be just as strong as her.
2. Cersei Lannister (Lena Heady)
"When you play the game of thrones you win or you die." If that isn't a quote to stick with you, I don't know what is. A reoccurring character since the very first episode, Dowager Queen Cersi is the only daughter of Lord Tywin Lannister, twin brother to Jaime, and older sister of Tyrion. Cersei has three children, Joffrey (deceased), Myrcella (deceased) and Tommen (the current king of Westeros). All of the children are born of an incestuous relationship with brother Jaime, although King Robert Baratheon thought them his, even in death. Cersei is very beautiful, and has a great many admirers through the lands. That being said, Cersei often shows her distaste for what men can and cannot do within politics, with her desire coming through for power. Having said this, Cersei can be cold, calculating, and impatient - she needs to get what she wants no matter the costs. Whilst maintaining a calm façade during her many court appearances, Cersei holds desperately onto a prophecy made during her teenage years that she and her family will have a hold on the crown, even though the prophecy also speaks of great turmoil. Lena Heady portrays Cersei in a very sultry way, but she is also strong, as shown during the events of season five with her altercation with the High Sparrow.
1. Daenerys Targaryen (Emilia Clarke)
Did you expect it to be someone else? Seriously? A reoccurring character since the very first episode, Daenerys is the only daughter of deceased King Aerys II Targaryen, and the youngest sister of deceased brothers, Rhaegar and Viserys. Originally seen during the first season as meek under Viserys control, she truly shone after her marriage to Khal Drogo, a Dothraki horse lord, although their love was not to be. Gradually, Daenerys has become stronger, confident and powerfully political Across the Seas, where she is trying to change the ways of slavery, and build her army before approaching Westeros. Sometimes seen as nothing more than a pretty foreigner, Daenerys is intelligent, speaking many languages as well as the common tongue, and often uses this to her advantage - a memorable scene is during the bargaining of slaves during season three. During her time on the show, Daenerys has earnt herself many titles including, Khaleesi of the Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Chains and Mother of Dragons. Yes, dragons ladies and gents - Drogon (named after her late husband), Viserion (after her late brother), and Rhaegal (after her late brother). Emilia Clarke brings something more to Daenerys than what is on paper - she shows true power, what it means to be a queen, an understanding of the world around her, compassion and love for others.
Valar morghulis. Valar dohaeris.
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Darker by Trina M. Lee
Since Game of Thrones (2011-ongoing) came back onto our screens in late April, there have been many shocks and surprises for viewers. Now in its sixth series, no one is safe from the God of Death.
With this series not following the books, known collectively as A Song of Ice and Fire (1996-ongoing), fans of the books and television series alike are curious as to whether or not favourite characters will live or if they will die. And I thought that now would be a perfect opportunity to showcase my top five characters from the show - whether they are alive or dead.
There may be spoilers, and for that I'm sorry.
5. Ramsay Bolton (Iwan Rheon)
Controversial I know, but I'm quite fond of evil characters. And Ramsay certainly fits the bill! After his debut during season three, his personality has certainly become darker. Originally known by the surname Snow, Ramsay was the bastard child of Roose Bolton, who had raped a miller's wife. During the events of season four, Ramsay was legitimatised by King Tommen and could finally call himself a Bolton. During the time that Ramsay has been on our screens he has terrorised servants, psychologically and physically tortured Theon Greyjoy (aka Reek), set murderous dogs on a young maid, raped his wife (Sansa Stark), killed many soldiers of varying houses, and killed the only family he has left. What is left for Ramsay to do? And yet, after all that he is done, he still remains a favourite character! Iwan Rheon lights up the screen and makes me even more intrigued about the character, his motives, his allegiances, and what will eventually happen to him.4. Tyrion Lannister (Peter Dinklage)
"A mind needs books like a sword needs a whetstone." Tyrion is a man after my own heart, praising books and intelligence. A reoccurring character since the very first episode, Tyrion is the youngest son of Lord Tywin Lannister, and the younger brother of twins, Cersei and Jaime. Hated by most of his family for being fond of the ladies, the drink and for being born a dwarf, Tyrion is a highly intelligent man. And no one can forget him hitting Joffrey in the first season! Tyrion is not fond of battle and when he is called to trial often requests Trials by Combat, where he names his brother Jaime as champion. Tyrion understands the way of the world around him and often notices things that others don't, which is useful in political games. Whilst he can speak cruel words, he has a soft heart. That being said he is more than capable of killing someone, as proven during the events of season four. Peter Dinklage plays Tyrion to perfection - his scenes often add dashes of humour against the dark and brooding backdrop of Westeros.3. Arya Stark (Maisie Williams)
The feisty female Stark had to appear on this list somewhere! A reoccurring character since the very first episode, Arya is the third child born to Eddard and Catelyn Stark. Never wanting to appear feminine like her sister Sansa, Arya fond solace with her brothers Robb, Brann, Rickon, half-brother, Jon Snow, and ward Theon Greyjoy. Arya loved her father dearly and the events after his death, have sent her down a road few Westerosi women have faced. A list of men to kill as long as her arm, Arya proves time and time again how strong she is, never backing away from a challenge, and forging new alliances along the way. Determined that "all men must die", Arya was set to rid the world of those who wronged her family, until she found the religious sect, the Faceless Men. It is here that Arya's journey can only get tougher still. Maisie Williams has grown into the role, blossoming into that of a confident, strong young woman, showing viewers that they can be just as strong as her.
2. Cersei Lannister (Lena Heady)
"When you play the game of thrones you win or you die." If that isn't a quote to stick with you, I don't know what is. A reoccurring character since the very first episode, Dowager Queen Cersi is the only daughter of Lord Tywin Lannister, twin brother to Jaime, and older sister of Tyrion. Cersei has three children, Joffrey (deceased), Myrcella (deceased) and Tommen (the current king of Westeros). All of the children are born of an incestuous relationship with brother Jaime, although King Robert Baratheon thought them his, even in death. Cersei is very beautiful, and has a great many admirers through the lands. That being said, Cersei often shows her distaste for what men can and cannot do within politics, with her desire coming through for power. Having said this, Cersei can be cold, calculating, and impatient - she needs to get what she wants no matter the costs. Whilst maintaining a calm façade during her many court appearances, Cersei holds desperately onto a prophecy made during her teenage years that she and her family will have a hold on the crown, even though the prophecy also speaks of great turmoil. Lena Heady portrays Cersei in a very sultry way, but she is also strong, as shown during the events of season five with her altercation with the High Sparrow.
1. Daenerys Targaryen (Emilia Clarke)
Did you expect it to be someone else? Seriously? A reoccurring character since the very first episode, Daenerys is the only daughter of deceased King Aerys II Targaryen, and the youngest sister of deceased brothers, Rhaegar and Viserys. Originally seen during the first season as meek under Viserys control, she truly shone after her marriage to Khal Drogo, a Dothraki horse lord, although their love was not to be. Gradually, Daenerys has become stronger, confident and powerfully political Across the Seas, where she is trying to change the ways of slavery, and build her army before approaching Westeros. Sometimes seen as nothing more than a pretty foreigner, Daenerys is intelligent, speaking many languages as well as the common tongue, and often uses this to her advantage - a memorable scene is during the bargaining of slaves during season three. During her time on the show, Daenerys has earnt herself many titles including, Khaleesi of the Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Chains and Mother of Dragons. Yes, dragons ladies and gents - Drogon (named after her late husband), Viserion (after her late brother), and Rhaegal (after her late brother). Emilia Clarke brings something more to Daenerys than what is on paper - she shows true power, what it means to be a queen, an understanding of the world around her, compassion and love for others. Valar morghulis. Valar dohaeris.
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Darker by Trina M. Lee
June 1, 2016
Night School - A Review
To all who are reading this,
How are we in June already? We are officially halfway through the year, and I refuse to acknowledge that! That being said, today I introduce you to the first book in The Night School series by C.J. Daugherty, also titled Night School. Published in 2012, the young adult based series has become an international best seller, with four sequels and even spawned a web series. Colour me intrigued.
There may be spoilers.
Blurb
Allie's world is falling apart.
She hates her school. Her brother has run away. She's just been arrested. Again. And now her parents are sending her away.
But instead of hating boarding school, Allie is happy. She's making friends. And there's Carter, a brooding loner with whom she feels an instant connection.
Cimmeria Academy is no ordinary school. Her classmates - and maybe some of the teachers - are hiding a secret. And soon it begins to feel like a very dangerous place...
I came across this book at the beginning of the year on the Kindle store and was intrigued by its blurb. I originally thought it was going to be a paranormal story, with creatures that go bump in the night, but boy was I wrong!
The cover depicts a young, pale, teenage girl with a shock of dyed red hair. She looks out of place, amongst the hair as she holds her hand to her face, not quite believing what she is hearing or seeing. The cover works with the white tagline, 'When everyone is lying, who do you trust?'
The novel follows teenager Allie Sheridan as she is caught vandalising her school after hours. She is arrested and this is when her parents decide that they can't take her rebellion any further. They have already lost one child, their son, and they cannot take anymore heartbreak. The next thing she knows, Allie is packing her belongings and being welcomed to Cimmeria Academy, her new boarding school. Whilst the school has a lot of rules that are in force, such as no electronic devices like laptops, the building is dominated by children with rich and powerful parents. That being said, Allie grows to like it there, and even enjoys her studies, realising she is may be smarter than she thought. She starts to make friends and forms a close alliance with Jo. Allie also finds herself catching the eye of the handsome, rich French student, Sylvain, and the brooding, lucky, English boy, Carter.
Boarding school isn't all sunshine and rainbows, though. Terrible things are happening, and the events of the Summer Ball hurl Allie into the middle of the drama. Suspense ramps up and as the tagline states - who do you trust?
Set in contemporary England, it's not hard to imagine the sprawling estates of Cimmeria Academy actually existing. It seems in my head somewhere posh like Eton, and the novel shows how cliques and societies are formed within schools. And of course, there are societies within Cimmeria - the Night School students for one. And in every school, there is always some form of bullying, and as the new girl, Allie bears the brunt of it when she gains the attention of Sylvain.
Allie is not immune to the teenage charms of boys and finds that she enjoys Sylvain's company at the start of the novel, and agrees to be his date to the Summer Ball. On the other hand, Carter is always watching out for her, stepping in when things don't seem right and giving her small hints to what is going on at the school. It is certainly love triangle material with the chemistry that builds between them, but a scene in the novel puts me firmly on Carter's side.
Whilst I did expect paranormal activity to occur, there was nothing of the sort. The book is a mystery, it is a thriller, firmly set in reality. It builds on tension and makes the reader use their brain to figure out what is happening, why it is happening and just who the hell is responsible for it. I was completely wrong about all my guesses. I'll never make a detective...
The book gave me mixed feelings. It wasn't what I was expecting, that's for sure, and I felt like it was becoming a mash-up of the tropes that are so often seen in the boarding school books of the YA genre. That being said though, I did enjoy it. There were things I didn't expect to happen that did, and there is still more mystery and intrigue to come. Allie comes across as a strong female lead, who uses her brains to help others as well as herself. It's certainly refreshing in the genre, and I would like to read the next book in the series.
The series continues with Night School: Legacy (2013), Night School: Fracture (2013), Night School: Resistance (2014), and Night School Endgame (2015).
The series has also been made into a web series and can be found here on Youtube.
Allie played by Jessica SargentYou can find C.J. Daugherty on the Internet in the following places:
Facebook
Twitter
Website
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
---
Currently reading: Darker by Trina M. Lee
How are we in June already? We are officially halfway through the year, and I refuse to acknowledge that! That being said, today I introduce you to the first book in The Night School series by C.J. Daugherty, also titled Night School. Published in 2012, the young adult based series has become an international best seller, with four sequels and even spawned a web series. Colour me intrigued.
There may be spoilers.
Blurb
Allie's world is falling apart.She hates her school. Her brother has run away. She's just been arrested. Again. And now her parents are sending her away.
But instead of hating boarding school, Allie is happy. She's making friends. And there's Carter, a brooding loner with whom she feels an instant connection.
Cimmeria Academy is no ordinary school. Her classmates - and maybe some of the teachers - are hiding a secret. And soon it begins to feel like a very dangerous place...
I came across this book at the beginning of the year on the Kindle store and was intrigued by its blurb. I originally thought it was going to be a paranormal story, with creatures that go bump in the night, but boy was I wrong!
The cover depicts a young, pale, teenage girl with a shock of dyed red hair. She looks out of place, amongst the hair as she holds her hand to her face, not quite believing what she is hearing or seeing. The cover works with the white tagline, 'When everyone is lying, who do you trust?'
The novel follows teenager Allie Sheridan as she is caught vandalising her school after hours. She is arrested and this is when her parents decide that they can't take her rebellion any further. They have already lost one child, their son, and they cannot take anymore heartbreak. The next thing she knows, Allie is packing her belongings and being welcomed to Cimmeria Academy, her new boarding school. Whilst the school has a lot of rules that are in force, such as no electronic devices like laptops, the building is dominated by children with rich and powerful parents. That being said, Allie grows to like it there, and even enjoys her studies, realising she is may be smarter than she thought. She starts to make friends and forms a close alliance with Jo. Allie also finds herself catching the eye of the handsome, rich French student, Sylvain, and the brooding, lucky, English boy, Carter.
Boarding school isn't all sunshine and rainbows, though. Terrible things are happening, and the events of the Summer Ball hurl Allie into the middle of the drama. Suspense ramps up and as the tagline states - who do you trust?
Set in contemporary England, it's not hard to imagine the sprawling estates of Cimmeria Academy actually existing. It seems in my head somewhere posh like Eton, and the novel shows how cliques and societies are formed within schools. And of course, there are societies within Cimmeria - the Night School students for one. And in every school, there is always some form of bullying, and as the new girl, Allie bears the brunt of it when she gains the attention of Sylvain.
Allie is not immune to the teenage charms of boys and finds that she enjoys Sylvain's company at the start of the novel, and agrees to be his date to the Summer Ball. On the other hand, Carter is always watching out for her, stepping in when things don't seem right and giving her small hints to what is going on at the school. It is certainly love triangle material with the chemistry that builds between them, but a scene in the novel puts me firmly on Carter's side.
Whilst I did expect paranormal activity to occur, there was nothing of the sort. The book is a mystery, it is a thriller, firmly set in reality. It builds on tension and makes the reader use their brain to figure out what is happening, why it is happening and just who the hell is responsible for it. I was completely wrong about all my guesses. I'll never make a detective...
The book gave me mixed feelings. It wasn't what I was expecting, that's for sure, and I felt like it was becoming a mash-up of the tropes that are so often seen in the boarding school books of the YA genre. That being said though, I did enjoy it. There were things I didn't expect to happen that did, and there is still more mystery and intrigue to come. Allie comes across as a strong female lead, who uses her brains to help others as well as herself. It's certainly refreshing in the genre, and I would like to read the next book in the series.
The series continues with Night School: Legacy (2013), Night School: Fracture (2013), Night School: Resistance (2014), and Night School Endgame (2015).
The series has also been made into a web series and can be found here on Youtube.
Allie played by Jessica SargentYou can find C.J. Daugherty on the Internet in the following places:Website
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
---
Currently reading: Darker by Trina M. Lee
May 26, 2016
Top 10 Anime Openings
To all who are reading this,
Today's post has a musical theme, inspired by some countdowns that I've seen on YouTube. I love anime, all types, so couple that with some catchy theme tunes, and you have a very happy Zoe. It was really difficult to narrow down a top ten, as there are so many that I like!
So, enough ramblings and on with the show tunes!
10. Attack on Titan - Guren no Yumiya (opening 1)
Attack on Titan follows the adventures of Eren Yeager, Mikasa Ackerman and Armin Arlert as they enlist in the military army after their hometown Shinganshina is breached by Titans, giant figures who attack and eat humans. The opening has a choral arrangement with a heavier orchestra which gets faster as the action unfolds on screen. It amps up the show, depicting the army and Titans readying for the oncoming battles. With the use of bright and dark colours combined, it makes for interesting viewing.
Check it out here!
9. Highschool of the Dead - HIGHSCHOOL OF THE DEAD (opening 1)
Highschool of the Dead follows a group of teenagers (and the school nurse) as they attempt to survive through the deadly zombie apocalypse, known as the Outbreak. The opening is very rock centric, with heavy guitar riffs. The sweet female voice that accompanies the music tracks along with the characters as they are revealed, and show what they are capable of. Bright colours offset the darkly outlined art pieces. If you're a fan of the fanservice, then this is the anime for you.
Check it out here!
8. Death Note - The World (opening 1)
Death Note follows Light Yagami, a highly intelligent high school student who finds a notebook of death, that once belonged to Ryuk, a god of death (shinigami). Light decides to use it to cleanse the world, and subsequently stay one step ahead of mastermind detective, L. The opening has a rock feel, but also metal stylings, with the sharp, deeper male voice. It suits the anime opening which is quite dark, and there are fleeting glances of colour, although the character Light is always depicted with red hair, and detective L, with blue. Symbolism for criminals and police procedures is at work here, showing the stand off between good and evil.
Check it out here!
7. Blue Exorcist - Core Pride (opening 1)
Blue Exorcist follows teenager Rin Okumura who discovers that his mother is human, his father is Satan, and that he's inherited his father's powers. Rin decides to become an exorcist to avenge his guardians and destroy his father. The opening has a very rock feel, but also lends moments of rap to enhance the style of the opening. The colours are bright, although we follow what seems to be the typical morning of a high school student, until powerful characters are revealed. The final shot of Rin in all his Satanic powers is a sight to behold, and its what the audience is waiting for, building anticipation and excitement.
Check it out here!
6. The Seven Deadly Sins - Seven Deadly Sins (opening 2)
The Seven Deadly Sins follows princess Elizabeth on her quest to reunite The Seven Deadly Sins, a group of powerful warriors. Although they have disbanded, Elizabeth knows that they can be found and save her kingdom from the tyranny of the Holy Knights. The opening is quite light compared to others on this list, although it is not without its heavy moments of instrumental to showcase powerful characters that are essential to the plotline. In keeping with a light piece of music, the opening is quite bright and showcases who we assume to be the Sins and some of the Holy Knights. It's quirky, it's fun - and it has a talking pig!
Check it out here!
5. Deadman Wonderland - One Reason (opening 1)
Deadman Wonderland follows Ganta Igarashi after he is wrongly imprisoned after a character known as the 'Red Man' slaughters his entire class. Whilst entombed in a prison-cum-theme park, Ganta tries to survive, desperately trying to learn who the 'Red Man' is. If that isn't enough for the poor boy, Ganta also leans that he has himself become a Deadman - a prisoner with the ability to control his own blood. The opening is very heavy, framed with drums and guitar riffs to showcase the darkness of the anime. There is little colour, casting the characters into roles where it is hard to love or hate them. I have my favourites, but I don't think you'd want to trust them...
Check it out here!
4. Bleach - D-technolife (opening 2)
Bleach follows teenager Ichigo Kurosaki as he inherits the power of a shinigami from Rukia Kuchiki. Although Rukia's borrowed powers enable Ichigo to help souls pass on into the afterlife, it leads to trouble and through various realms of death. This opening is quite rocky and bright, and keeps pace incredibly well with the animation. Not only do we have an introduction to the main cast who support Ichigo and Rukia, but it also highlights their enemy - the shinigami and incredible battles that must be faced - mentally, and physically. This was one of the first openings for Bleach that I ever saw and it's still a favourite to this day.
Check it out here!
3. One Piece - Share the World (opening 11)
One Piece follows plucky pirate Monkey D. Luffy and his crew as they seek out the One Piece - the legendary pirate treasure left behind by Gol D. Roger. Luffy has a dream - to have the ultimate crew, and to be King of the Pirates. This opening is very much a pop number - it's cheerful, bright and full of whimsy, and various tones of blue. We meet Luffy's crew in the opening, but we see the villainous Marines, the Eleven Supernovas (aka the worst generation of pirates that have had major conflicts during their rookie years and with a specific bounty). We also the arc's antagonist (and one of my favourite girls) Boa Hancock! This opening is just a taste of what's to come in a series of emotional blows to a fans heart.
Check it out here!
2. Black Butler - Enamel (opening 3)
Black Butler follows thirteen year old Ciel Phantomhive, the head of his family, who is tasked by Queen Victoria to solve crime and purge London of the criminal underworld. He is accompanied by his demon butler, Sebastian. The third opening follows the Book of Circus Arc from the manga, in which Ciel and Sebastian infiltrate a travelling circus in the hopes of finding missing children. This is my favourite of the Black Butler openings, and has a hard rock feel, that matches the style of the circus and its performers. With bright clashing with the darkness, it suits the show to the perfect style, and Joker, my favourite character opens this. This arc wounded my feelings, and was artfully done.
Check it out here!
1. Sword Art Online - Crossing Field (opening 1)
Sword Art Online follows teenage gamers Kirito and Asuna as they find themselves trapped within a virtual reality game. They must fight to win their freedom, but there is one catch - you die in the game, you die for real. The opening is quite light, very pop and sung in whimsical, feminine Japanese tones. Styled like computer games, the adventures of Kirito, Asuna, their friends and enemies are revealed to the audience, whilst also showing their journey into more than players. More than friends. This anime has become a huge part of my life, and whilst there are now several openings, this remains my favourite, with its meaningful English lyrics.
Check it out here!
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Bound by the Vampire by Chloe Hart
Today's post has a musical theme, inspired by some countdowns that I've seen on YouTube. I love anime, all types, so couple that with some catchy theme tunes, and you have a very happy Zoe. It was really difficult to narrow down a top ten, as there are so many that I like!
So, enough ramblings and on with the show tunes!
10. Attack on Titan - Guren no Yumiya (opening 1)
Attack on Titan follows the adventures of Eren Yeager, Mikasa Ackerman and Armin Arlert as they enlist in the military army after their hometown Shinganshina is breached by Titans, giant figures who attack and eat humans. The opening has a choral arrangement with a heavier orchestra which gets faster as the action unfolds on screen. It amps up the show, depicting the army and Titans readying for the oncoming battles. With the use of bright and dark colours combined, it makes for interesting viewing.Check it out here!
9. Highschool of the Dead - HIGHSCHOOL OF THE DEAD (opening 1)
Highschool of the Dead follows a group of teenagers (and the school nurse) as they attempt to survive through the deadly zombie apocalypse, known as the Outbreak. The opening is very rock centric, with heavy guitar riffs. The sweet female voice that accompanies the music tracks along with the characters as they are revealed, and show what they are capable of. Bright colours offset the darkly outlined art pieces. If you're a fan of the fanservice, then this is the anime for you.Check it out here!
8. Death Note - The World (opening 1)
Death Note follows Light Yagami, a highly intelligent high school student who finds a notebook of death, that once belonged to Ryuk, a god of death (shinigami). Light decides to use it to cleanse the world, and subsequently stay one step ahead of mastermind detective, L. The opening has a rock feel, but also metal stylings, with the sharp, deeper male voice. It suits the anime opening which is quite dark, and there are fleeting glances of colour, although the character Light is always depicted with red hair, and detective L, with blue. Symbolism for criminals and police procedures is at work here, showing the stand off between good and evil.Check it out here!
7. Blue Exorcist - Core Pride (opening 1)
Blue Exorcist follows teenager Rin Okumura who discovers that his mother is human, his father is Satan, and that he's inherited his father's powers. Rin decides to become an exorcist to avenge his guardians and destroy his father. The opening has a very rock feel, but also lends moments of rap to enhance the style of the opening. The colours are bright, although we follow what seems to be the typical morning of a high school student, until powerful characters are revealed. The final shot of Rin in all his Satanic powers is a sight to behold, and its what the audience is waiting for, building anticipation and excitement.
Check it out here!
6. The Seven Deadly Sins - Seven Deadly Sins (opening 2)
The Seven Deadly Sins follows princess Elizabeth on her quest to reunite The Seven Deadly Sins, a group of powerful warriors. Although they have disbanded, Elizabeth knows that they can be found and save her kingdom from the tyranny of the Holy Knights. The opening is quite light compared to others on this list, although it is not without its heavy moments of instrumental to showcase powerful characters that are essential to the plotline. In keeping with a light piece of music, the opening is quite bright and showcases who we assume to be the Sins and some of the Holy Knights. It's quirky, it's fun - and it has a talking pig!
Check it out here!
5. Deadman Wonderland - One Reason (opening 1)
Deadman Wonderland follows Ganta Igarashi after he is wrongly imprisoned after a character known as the 'Red Man' slaughters his entire class. Whilst entombed in a prison-cum-theme park, Ganta tries to survive, desperately trying to learn who the 'Red Man' is. If that isn't enough for the poor boy, Ganta also leans that he has himself become a Deadman - a prisoner with the ability to control his own blood. The opening is very heavy, framed with drums and guitar riffs to showcase the darkness of the anime. There is little colour, casting the characters into roles where it is hard to love or hate them. I have my favourites, but I don't think you'd want to trust them...
Check it out here!
4. Bleach - D-technolife (opening 2)
Bleach follows teenager Ichigo Kurosaki as he inherits the power of a shinigami from Rukia Kuchiki. Although Rukia's borrowed powers enable Ichigo to help souls pass on into the afterlife, it leads to trouble and through various realms of death. This opening is quite rocky and bright, and keeps pace incredibly well with the animation. Not only do we have an introduction to the main cast who support Ichigo and Rukia, but it also highlights their enemy - the shinigami and incredible battles that must be faced - mentally, and physically. This was one of the first openings for Bleach that I ever saw and it's still a favourite to this day.
Check it out here!
3. One Piece - Share the World (opening 11)
One Piece follows plucky pirate Monkey D. Luffy and his crew as they seek out the One Piece - the legendary pirate treasure left behind by Gol D. Roger. Luffy has a dream - to have the ultimate crew, and to be King of the Pirates. This opening is very much a pop number - it's cheerful, bright and full of whimsy, and various tones of blue. We meet Luffy's crew in the opening, but we see the villainous Marines, the Eleven Supernovas (aka the worst generation of pirates that have had major conflicts during their rookie years and with a specific bounty). We also the arc's antagonist (and one of my favourite girls) Boa Hancock! This opening is just a taste of what's to come in a series of emotional blows to a fans heart.
Check it out here!
2. Black Butler - Enamel (opening 3)
Black Butler follows thirteen year old Ciel Phantomhive, the head of his family, who is tasked by Queen Victoria to solve crime and purge London of the criminal underworld. He is accompanied by his demon butler, Sebastian. The third opening follows the Book of Circus Arc from the manga, in which Ciel and Sebastian infiltrate a travelling circus in the hopes of finding missing children. This is my favourite of the Black Butler openings, and has a hard rock feel, that matches the style of the circus and its performers. With bright clashing with the darkness, it suits the show to the perfect style, and Joker, my favourite character opens this. This arc wounded my feelings, and was artfully done.
Check it out here!
1. Sword Art Online - Crossing Field (opening 1)
Sword Art Online follows teenage gamers Kirito and Asuna as they find themselves trapped within a virtual reality game. They must fight to win their freedom, but there is one catch - you die in the game, you die for real. The opening is quite light, very pop and sung in whimsical, feminine Japanese tones. Styled like computer games, the adventures of Kirito, Asuna, their friends and enemies are revealed to the audience, whilst also showing their journey into more than players. More than friends. This anime has become a huge part of my life, and whilst there are now several openings, this remains my favourite, with its meaningful English lyrics.
Check it out here!
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
---
Currently reading: Bound by the Vampire by Chloe Hart
May 25, 2016
A Court of Double Bill
To all who are reading this,
Welcome to another double whammy book overload. These books... I don't think there are enough words to describe how much I love them! I'm talking about A Court of Thorns and Roses and A Court of Mist and Fury, the first two books in the Court of series, written by Sarah J. Maas. Published in 2015 and 2016 respectively, the books blend fantasy, fairy tales, adventure and romance for the young adult market.
There may be spoilers.
A Court of Thorns and Roses - Blurb
Feyre is a huntress.
She thinks nothing of slaughtering a wolf to capture its prey. But, like all mortals, she fears what lingers mercilessly beyond the forest. And she will learn that taking the life of a magical creature comes at a high price...
Imprisoned in an enchanted court in her enemy's kingdom, Feyre is free to roam but forbidden to escape. Her captor's body bears the scars of fighting, and his face is always masked - but his piercing stare draws her ever closer. As Feyre's feelings for Tamlin begin to burn through every warning she's been told about his kind, an ancient, wicked shadow grows.
Feyre must find a way to break a spell, or lose her heart forever.
I had bought the first book on Kindle when it was first released, but when I came across a pristine copy in a charity shop for £1.50, I couldn't resist picking it up. I had really enjoyed the Throne of Glass series from Sarah J. Maas, and this series was another that had me hooked, crying and feeling a little hot under the collar.
The cover is simply gorgeous. It's a passionate red (for roses), whilst silver and pale thin thorns snake over the lettering, and over our heroine, Feyre. She is a brunette on the cover with an elegant, Gothic dress that makes her look deadly, especially with swirling black tattoos up her arm.
The novel follows Feyre as she fights for survival in the woods. Taking full responsibility for the family following the death of her mother, Feyre hunts to put food on the table for her disabled father and two sisters. Whilst hunting a deer, Feyre takes down a large wolf and returns to her village. It isn't long before her door is knocked down and a horrific beast is ready to kill her, for murdering a member of the Fae court. Feyre is instead given a choice - death, or to join the beast in his enchanted court for the remainder of her life.
In the lands of the High Fae, Feyre learns that her host is a High Lord, Tamlin. Gradually, the pair begin to get close together to the happiness of Autumn court member Lucien, and servant Alis. And then, Feyre learns what it means to lose her heart and she learns a terrible truth...
The novel definitely roots itself in the fantasy world, with terrible creatures and fantastical magic. It also works well with the blended mix of Beauty and the Beast - could this be like a tale as old as time?
If the romance elements are anything to go by, then yes! If you have read the book, you might be interested to know that the Calanmai Great Rite scenes are some of my favourites, barring those with dark stranger, Rhysand.
The drama and adventure that builds showcases the talent of the author, and Feyre is a force to be reckoned with.
I was left wanting more when I finished!
A Court of Mist and Fury - Blurb
Feyre is immortal.
After rescuing her lover Tamlin from a wicked Faire Queen, she returns to the Spring Court possessing the powers of the High Fae. But Feyre cannot forget the terrible deeds she performed to save Tamlin's people - nor the bargain she made with Rhysand, High Lord of the feared Night Court.
As Feyre is drawn ever deeper into Rhysand's dark web of politics and passion, war is looming and an evil far greater than any queen threatens to destroy everything Feyre has fought for. She must confront her past, embrace her gifts and decide her fate.
She must surrender her heart to heal a world torn in two.
A similar cover to its predecessor, A Court of Mist and Fury is blue, and its silver and pale thorns continue to twist, but less so. In fact, the cover is dominated by another vision of Feyre in another Gothic black dress, although this looks more like battle armour from the breastplate design. Her hair whips aside, as if she in control, with power. No - the design showcases how powerful she is and can be.
Picking up after the events of A Court of Thorns and Roses, Feyre is having trouble adjusting to life as a High Fae and getting control of her powers. She is also struggling with the death toll that rose around her after her time Under the Mountain with the evil queen. She finds herself doubting her relationship with Tamlin and on her wedding day, she freezes completely. Enter Rhysand and his promise - that she will spend two weeks with him every month (a bargain that was made during the events of the first book).
As Feyre begins her new journey and upholding the bargain, she finds turmoil at every turn and soon she finds herself living at Rhysand's Night Court with him, and his friends, away from Tamlin. Feyre learns that war is coming and that she can play an important part in it. And so she begins to train, to learn how to use her powers, and how to repair a heart.
It's refreshing to see a whole new world (pardon the Disney pun) in this novel, and we see more of the country with exotic locations, dark and dangerous Courts, as well as a city loved and respected by all. It is a place that isn't as bad as others would have it made out.
Although the writing style remains the same, I would say that this was even better than before. The adventure deepens, mystery is abound as is romance, and love, between characters.
That being said, the romance aspect is hardly what I would call a love-triangle. It's well crafted, clever and actually makes the world of sense to me. And it still works if we compare it to Beauty and the Beast from varying perspectives.
The ending was... I was completely knocked for six. I didn't expect the ending, I was left in awe, and I can't believe I have to wait for the third book.
You can find Sarah J. Maas on the Internet in the following places:
Facebook
Twitter
Website
Pinterest
Instagram
Tumblr
Blog
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Ruin and Rising by Leigh Bardugo
Welcome to another double whammy book overload. These books... I don't think there are enough words to describe how much I love them! I'm talking about A Court of Thorns and Roses and A Court of Mist and Fury, the first two books in the Court of series, written by Sarah J. Maas. Published in 2015 and 2016 respectively, the books blend fantasy, fairy tales, adventure and romance for the young adult market.
There may be spoilers.
A Court of Thorns and Roses - BlurbFeyre is a huntress.
She thinks nothing of slaughtering a wolf to capture its prey. But, like all mortals, she fears what lingers mercilessly beyond the forest. And she will learn that taking the life of a magical creature comes at a high price...
Imprisoned in an enchanted court in her enemy's kingdom, Feyre is free to roam but forbidden to escape. Her captor's body bears the scars of fighting, and his face is always masked - but his piercing stare draws her ever closer. As Feyre's feelings for Tamlin begin to burn through every warning she's been told about his kind, an ancient, wicked shadow grows.
Feyre must find a way to break a spell, or lose her heart forever.
I had bought the first book on Kindle when it was first released, but when I came across a pristine copy in a charity shop for £1.50, I couldn't resist picking it up. I had really enjoyed the Throne of Glass series from Sarah J. Maas, and this series was another that had me hooked, crying and feeling a little hot under the collar.
The cover is simply gorgeous. It's a passionate red (for roses), whilst silver and pale thin thorns snake over the lettering, and over our heroine, Feyre. She is a brunette on the cover with an elegant, Gothic dress that makes her look deadly, especially with swirling black tattoos up her arm.
The novel follows Feyre as she fights for survival in the woods. Taking full responsibility for the family following the death of her mother, Feyre hunts to put food on the table for her disabled father and two sisters. Whilst hunting a deer, Feyre takes down a large wolf and returns to her village. It isn't long before her door is knocked down and a horrific beast is ready to kill her, for murdering a member of the Fae court. Feyre is instead given a choice - death, or to join the beast in his enchanted court for the remainder of her life.
In the lands of the High Fae, Feyre learns that her host is a High Lord, Tamlin. Gradually, the pair begin to get close together to the happiness of Autumn court member Lucien, and servant Alis. And then, Feyre learns what it means to lose her heart and she learns a terrible truth...
The novel definitely roots itself in the fantasy world, with terrible creatures and fantastical magic. It also works well with the blended mix of Beauty and the Beast - could this be like a tale as old as time?
If the romance elements are anything to go by, then yes! If you have read the book, you might be interested to know that the Calanmai Great Rite scenes are some of my favourites, barring those with dark stranger, Rhysand.
The drama and adventure that builds showcases the talent of the author, and Feyre is a force to be reckoned with.
I was left wanting more when I finished!
A Court of Mist and Fury - BlurbFeyre is immortal.
After rescuing her lover Tamlin from a wicked Faire Queen, she returns to the Spring Court possessing the powers of the High Fae. But Feyre cannot forget the terrible deeds she performed to save Tamlin's people - nor the bargain she made with Rhysand, High Lord of the feared Night Court.
As Feyre is drawn ever deeper into Rhysand's dark web of politics and passion, war is looming and an evil far greater than any queen threatens to destroy everything Feyre has fought for. She must confront her past, embrace her gifts and decide her fate.
She must surrender her heart to heal a world torn in two.
A similar cover to its predecessor, A Court of Mist and Fury is blue, and its silver and pale thorns continue to twist, but less so. In fact, the cover is dominated by another vision of Feyre in another Gothic black dress, although this looks more like battle armour from the breastplate design. Her hair whips aside, as if she in control, with power. No - the design showcases how powerful she is and can be.
Picking up after the events of A Court of Thorns and Roses, Feyre is having trouble adjusting to life as a High Fae and getting control of her powers. She is also struggling with the death toll that rose around her after her time Under the Mountain with the evil queen. She finds herself doubting her relationship with Tamlin and on her wedding day, she freezes completely. Enter Rhysand and his promise - that she will spend two weeks with him every month (a bargain that was made during the events of the first book).
As Feyre begins her new journey and upholding the bargain, she finds turmoil at every turn and soon she finds herself living at Rhysand's Night Court with him, and his friends, away from Tamlin. Feyre learns that war is coming and that she can play an important part in it. And so she begins to train, to learn how to use her powers, and how to repair a heart.
It's refreshing to see a whole new world (pardon the Disney pun) in this novel, and we see more of the country with exotic locations, dark and dangerous Courts, as well as a city loved and respected by all. It is a place that isn't as bad as others would have it made out.
Although the writing style remains the same, I would say that this was even better than before. The adventure deepens, mystery is abound as is romance, and love, between characters.
That being said, the romance aspect is hardly what I would call a love-triangle. It's well crafted, clever and actually makes the world of sense to me. And it still works if we compare it to Beauty and the Beast from varying perspectives.
The ending was... I was completely knocked for six. I didn't expect the ending, I was left in awe, and I can't believe I have to wait for the third book.
You can find Sarah J. Maas on the Internet in the following places:
Website
Tumblr
Blog
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Ruin and Rising by Leigh Bardugo
May 19, 2016
Panda Jam Jewellery
To all who are reading this,
On Saturday 14 May, I travelled down to Leeds Futsal Arena with friends to watch a triple header bout for the British Roller Derby Championships. The day started off a Tier 3 bout with Teeside Skate Invaders vs. Sons of Icarus. This was followed by another Tier 3 match, one that was eagerly anticipated - Brothers Grim vs. Aire Force One. Huge congratulations to the Brothers on their win, they put up a hell of a fight! The day was rounded off nicely with a Tier 1 bout of fast skating and hard hits - Leeds Roller Dolls Rebel Roses vs. London Roller Girls Brawl Saints!
The Futsal is a big sports arena. Walking in I noticed various pitches were cordoned off for football matches and such. Once inside, you had to weave through a blue netting barrier to get into the area for derby. Once your ticket was sorted, the world was your oyster until the matches started - the track was still being set up in the centre, with areas for seating around the edges. There were plenty of stalls set up for spectators and skaters to browse. There was plenty of t-shirts and merchandise for sale from all of the teams, as well as cake (because everyone loves cake), and a few jewellery stores.
I instantly fell in love with Panda Jam Jewellery, a hand crafted jewellery store that are based in York. There was some great pieces on display, as well as badges, special gift bags and boxes, bracelets, shirt pins, and necklaces. I had been eyeing up a selection of necklaces, but I could only afford one at the time.
In the end, I chose this little piece. It's cute, it's fun, and it showcases my love of the sport! This was £5, which I thought was great value for money, especially considering that this is hand crafted. The chain is a nice silver, very lightweight, and the clasp holds nice and firm. The design itself is very cute, quirky, and also quite vintage in look. The colouring stands out and the little details really make it stand out. The decal design is also really smooth too. The necklace dangles around the chest and it is the perfect accessory for any spectating of roller derby.
Overall, I'm really happy with the necklace, and I'd buy from these guys again! They were so friendly at the stall, and I wasn't put under any pressure to buy straight away, which was lovely.
If you like cute jewellery, are a derby fan, or you really like pandas, you can find Panda Jam Jewellery on the Internet in the following places:
Facebook
Etsy
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
---
Currently reading: Last Kiss Goodnight by Gena Showalter
On Saturday 14 May, I travelled down to Leeds Futsal Arena with friends to watch a triple header bout for the British Roller Derby Championships. The day started off a Tier 3 bout with Teeside Skate Invaders vs. Sons of Icarus. This was followed by another Tier 3 match, one that was eagerly anticipated - Brothers Grim vs. Aire Force One. Huge congratulations to the Brothers on their win, they put up a hell of a fight! The day was rounded off nicely with a Tier 1 bout of fast skating and hard hits - Leeds Roller Dolls Rebel Roses vs. London Roller Girls Brawl Saints!
The Futsal is a big sports arena. Walking in I noticed various pitches were cordoned off for football matches and such. Once inside, you had to weave through a blue netting barrier to get into the area for derby. Once your ticket was sorted, the world was your oyster until the matches started - the track was still being set up in the centre, with areas for seating around the edges. There were plenty of stalls set up for spectators and skaters to browse. There was plenty of t-shirts and merchandise for sale from all of the teams, as well as cake (because everyone loves cake), and a few jewellery stores.
I instantly fell in love with Panda Jam Jewellery, a hand crafted jewellery store that are based in York. There was some great pieces on display, as well as badges, special gift bags and boxes, bracelets, shirt pins, and necklaces. I had been eyeing up a selection of necklaces, but I could only afford one at the time.
In the end, I chose this little piece. It's cute, it's fun, and it showcases my love of the sport! This was £5, which I thought was great value for money, especially considering that this is hand crafted. The chain is a nice silver, very lightweight, and the clasp holds nice and firm. The design itself is very cute, quirky, and also quite vintage in look. The colouring stands out and the little details really make it stand out. The decal design is also really smooth too. The necklace dangles around the chest and it is the perfect accessory for any spectating of roller derby.
Overall, I'm really happy with the necklace, and I'd buy from these guys again! They were so friendly at the stall, and I wasn't put under any pressure to buy straight away, which was lovely.
If you like cute jewellery, are a derby fan, or you really like pandas, you can find Panda Jam Jewellery on the Internet in the following places:
Etsy
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Last Kiss Goodnight by Gena Showalter
May 18, 2016
The Victoria Aveyard Double Bill
To all who are reading this,
Today's post is a double whammy - I was left with book hangovers after reading these! I'm talking about Red Queen and Glass Sword, the first two books in the Red Queen series by Victoria Aveyard. Published in 2015 and 2016 respectively, the books are aimed at the fantasy young adult market. With swooping highs and terrible lows, the book is also peppered with romance subplots and a dystopian feel.
There may be spoilers.
Red Queen - Blurb
The world is divided by blood - red or silver.
The Reds are commoners, ruled by a Silver elite in possession of god-like superpowers. And to Mare Barrow, a seventeen-year-old Red girl from the poverty-stricken Stilts, it seems like nothing will ever change.
That is, until she finds herself working in the Silver Palace. Here, surrounded by people she hates the most, Mare discovers that, despite her red blood, she possesses a deadly power of her own. One that threatens to destroy the balance of power.
Fearful of Mare's potential, the Silvers hide her in plain view, declaring her a long-lost Silver princess, now engaged to a Silver prince. Despite knowing that one misstep would mean her death, Mare works silently to help the Red Guard, a militant resistance group, and bring down the Silver regime.
But this is a world of betrayal and lies, and Mare has entered a dangerous dance - Reds against Silvers, prince against prince, and Mare against her own heart...
I was bought this and its sequel as a Get Well present when I fractured my ankle in February. I had always been piqued by the book - its been a hot read by the Booktube community and I've always loved the look of the cover. The blurb is certainly interesting, and so it seemed a great read on the road to recovery!
The cover shows a beautiful, ornate silver crown that is fit for a princess. The crown though is slick with red blood - fine symbolism of the plot is at work here. It stands out against a stark plain background, and makes you want to read on!
The novel follows Mare, a plain Red girl who is used to the hard knock way of life. With a family in tatters and her best friend conscripted to join the army, Mare steals to get by and decides to get as far away from her village as possible. When a theft goes horribly wrong, Mare is signed up to work at the palace and for a Royal event, the Queenstrial, where eligible Silver princesses flaunt their powers for the chance to become the next queen. When a showcase goes horribly wrong, Mare finds herself in danger. The next thing she knows, she is imprisoned - how is it possible that a Red has the powers of a Silver? Mare doesn't know, and neither do the royals.
Mare is given a new identity and paraded in front of the court, sent to lessons to learn more about controlling her abilities and spars with Silvers capable of destroying life. All the time she is under the watchful gaze of the Queen, who has an almost psychic ability. She also finds herself engaged to Prince Maven, although his elder half-brother, Prince Cal can't help but let his eyes seek out the young girl.
The dystopian elements of the book are very interesting. Technology that we take for granted such as televisions and motorbikes take on a whole new dimension, as do underground trains (similar to the London Underground). It's also interesting as we adjust to the new culture and court politics as Mare does - we are thrown in at the deep end, surrounded by magical powers and characters who we love to hate. The drama amps up hugely when you consider the military resistance side of things, which I was intrigued by.
This also connects to a well written romance. Whilst it initially feels like a love triangle, it is much more in depth. Mare might be Red, masquerading as Silver, but she is human and as such, has her flaws and is prone to having emotions. She is a great character, very likeable, although the ending left me wanting to throw the book halfway across the room - it seemed such a cliff-hanger!
That being said, I really enjoyed the first book and I couldn't wait to read on in Mare's story...
Glass Sword Blurb
If there's one thing Mare Barrow knows, it's that she's different.
Mare's blood is red - the colour of common folk - but her Silver ability, the power to control lightning, has turned her into a weapon that the royal court wants to control.
Pursued by the vengeful Silver king, Mare sets out to find and recruit other Red-and-Silver fighters to join the rebellion.
But Mare finds herself on a deadly path, at the risk of becoming exactly the kind of monster she is trying to defeat. Will she shatter under the weight of the lives that are the cost of rebellion? Or have treachery and betrayal hardened her forever?
A similar cover to its predecessor, Glass Sword has a crown - this time, made of glass, which is fragile and can be shattered. The elongated tips are deadly and thick red blood drips down, against the pale blue background - this read will be dangerous and it will be chilling...
Picking up after the events of Red Queen, Mare has fled the capital, after betrayal and murder threatens to tear her apart. Joining the Scarlet Guard's resistance, Mare is reunited with her family at a camp, where everyone sees companion, disgraced Prince Cal, as the enemy - simply for being Silver. Learning more about the employed tactics of the Scarlet Guard, Mare, Cal and a band of followers strike out to seek others and win the war that is being waged on people. People who are Red, but have Silver powers - newbloods.
Leading the battle against Mare is the new King - Maven, a slick, cool, evil gentleman who sets Mare's teeth on edge. Maven doesn't care who he hurts and delights in leaving sadistic gifts and notes for Mare to find.
The world outside of the Palace and the Stilts are opened up more to the reader, such as the island of Tuck, where the resistance is setting up its base, and where Mare's family can live in safety. That being said however, the base is home to a wide variety of aircrafts, leading us back to the dystopia - in fact, reading those scenes reminded me of the X-Wing from the X-Men franchise.
The powers that the newblood possess are a wide mix, from changing appearance, to invisibility, to nullifying abilities. It's a huge shift in power to the Silvers, especially during the infamous prison scene, where loyalties and trust are broken.
The romance aspect lacks a little, although Mare and Cal establish that they have a connection, a relationship of sorts as they grow closer. Yet, Maven is always at the back of her mind - that and the promise she made to kill him.
The ending is powerful and left shivers on my spine! I was dreaming about the ending for days after I finished reading the book, and once or twice, I went back and reread the final chapters. I was hooked and I cannot wait for more from this author! I hope book three and four release soon...
You can find Victoria Aveyard on the Internet in the following places:
Facebook
Twitter
Instagram
Website
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Last Kiss Goodnight by Gena Showalter
Today's post is a double whammy - I was left with book hangovers after reading these! I'm talking about Red Queen and Glass Sword, the first two books in the Red Queen series by Victoria Aveyard. Published in 2015 and 2016 respectively, the books are aimed at the fantasy young adult market. With swooping highs and terrible lows, the book is also peppered with romance subplots and a dystopian feel.
There may be spoilers.
Red Queen - Blurb The world is divided by blood - red or silver.
The Reds are commoners, ruled by a Silver elite in possession of god-like superpowers. And to Mare Barrow, a seventeen-year-old Red girl from the poverty-stricken Stilts, it seems like nothing will ever change.
That is, until she finds herself working in the Silver Palace. Here, surrounded by people she hates the most, Mare discovers that, despite her red blood, she possesses a deadly power of her own. One that threatens to destroy the balance of power.
Fearful of Mare's potential, the Silvers hide her in plain view, declaring her a long-lost Silver princess, now engaged to a Silver prince. Despite knowing that one misstep would mean her death, Mare works silently to help the Red Guard, a militant resistance group, and bring down the Silver regime.
But this is a world of betrayal and lies, and Mare has entered a dangerous dance - Reds against Silvers, prince against prince, and Mare against her own heart...
I was bought this and its sequel as a Get Well present when I fractured my ankle in February. I had always been piqued by the book - its been a hot read by the Booktube community and I've always loved the look of the cover. The blurb is certainly interesting, and so it seemed a great read on the road to recovery!
The cover shows a beautiful, ornate silver crown that is fit for a princess. The crown though is slick with red blood - fine symbolism of the plot is at work here. It stands out against a stark plain background, and makes you want to read on!
The novel follows Mare, a plain Red girl who is used to the hard knock way of life. With a family in tatters and her best friend conscripted to join the army, Mare steals to get by and decides to get as far away from her village as possible. When a theft goes horribly wrong, Mare is signed up to work at the palace and for a Royal event, the Queenstrial, where eligible Silver princesses flaunt their powers for the chance to become the next queen. When a showcase goes horribly wrong, Mare finds herself in danger. The next thing she knows, she is imprisoned - how is it possible that a Red has the powers of a Silver? Mare doesn't know, and neither do the royals.
Mare is given a new identity and paraded in front of the court, sent to lessons to learn more about controlling her abilities and spars with Silvers capable of destroying life. All the time she is under the watchful gaze of the Queen, who has an almost psychic ability. She also finds herself engaged to Prince Maven, although his elder half-brother, Prince Cal can't help but let his eyes seek out the young girl.
The dystopian elements of the book are very interesting. Technology that we take for granted such as televisions and motorbikes take on a whole new dimension, as do underground trains (similar to the London Underground). It's also interesting as we adjust to the new culture and court politics as Mare does - we are thrown in at the deep end, surrounded by magical powers and characters who we love to hate. The drama amps up hugely when you consider the military resistance side of things, which I was intrigued by.
This also connects to a well written romance. Whilst it initially feels like a love triangle, it is much more in depth. Mare might be Red, masquerading as Silver, but she is human and as such, has her flaws and is prone to having emotions. She is a great character, very likeable, although the ending left me wanting to throw the book halfway across the room - it seemed such a cliff-hanger!
That being said, I really enjoyed the first book and I couldn't wait to read on in Mare's story...
Glass Sword Blurb If there's one thing Mare Barrow knows, it's that she's different.
Mare's blood is red - the colour of common folk - but her Silver ability, the power to control lightning, has turned her into a weapon that the royal court wants to control.
Pursued by the vengeful Silver king, Mare sets out to find and recruit other Red-and-Silver fighters to join the rebellion.
But Mare finds herself on a deadly path, at the risk of becoming exactly the kind of monster she is trying to defeat. Will she shatter under the weight of the lives that are the cost of rebellion? Or have treachery and betrayal hardened her forever?
A similar cover to its predecessor, Glass Sword has a crown - this time, made of glass, which is fragile and can be shattered. The elongated tips are deadly and thick red blood drips down, against the pale blue background - this read will be dangerous and it will be chilling...
Picking up after the events of Red Queen, Mare has fled the capital, after betrayal and murder threatens to tear her apart. Joining the Scarlet Guard's resistance, Mare is reunited with her family at a camp, where everyone sees companion, disgraced Prince Cal, as the enemy - simply for being Silver. Learning more about the employed tactics of the Scarlet Guard, Mare, Cal and a band of followers strike out to seek others and win the war that is being waged on people. People who are Red, but have Silver powers - newbloods.
Leading the battle against Mare is the new King - Maven, a slick, cool, evil gentleman who sets Mare's teeth on edge. Maven doesn't care who he hurts and delights in leaving sadistic gifts and notes for Mare to find.
The world outside of the Palace and the Stilts are opened up more to the reader, such as the island of Tuck, where the resistance is setting up its base, and where Mare's family can live in safety. That being said however, the base is home to a wide variety of aircrafts, leading us back to the dystopia - in fact, reading those scenes reminded me of the X-Wing from the X-Men franchise.
The powers that the newblood possess are a wide mix, from changing appearance, to invisibility, to nullifying abilities. It's a huge shift in power to the Silvers, especially during the infamous prison scene, where loyalties and trust are broken.
The romance aspect lacks a little, although Mare and Cal establish that they have a connection, a relationship of sorts as they grow closer. Yet, Maven is always at the back of her mind - that and the promise she made to kill him.
The ending is powerful and left shivers on my spine! I was dreaming about the ending for days after I finished reading the book, and once or twice, I went back and reread the final chapters. I was hooked and I cannot wait for more from this author! I hope book three and four release soon...
You can find Victoria Aveyard on the Internet in the following places:
Website
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Last Kiss Goodnight by Gena Showalter
May 12, 2016
Why I Love Zootopia
To all who are reading this,
When the trailer for Zootopia (2016) was released, I knew instantly that I wanted to see this film. It looked great - it was animated and it had talking animals. And who doesn't love a good ol' Disney flick? The trailer is here!
I was really excited to see the film, and even though I was one of the oldest people there, without children, I didn't care. I was absolutely riveted!
Zootopia follows optimistic rabbit, Judy Hopps, who has a big dream. She wants to be a police officer in the big city, but when her dream comes true, things aren't exactly like she imagined. She is mocked for being small prey, compared to the larger animals on the force. That being said though, she has an alliance with receptionist and radio dispatcher, Clawhauser, an excitable cheetah, with a love of doughnuts and pop superstar, Gazelle. And then, Judy gets her big break to prove that she is a real police offer, instead of being a parking enforcer. She is assigned to missing persons case, Mr. Otterton. Judy learns that this is linked to a wider conspiracy that animals are going savage. All the while, Judy is accompanied on her mission by con-artist Nick Wilde, a slick city smart fox.
Judy and Nick's story is great. Not only do we get a catchy theme tune (Shakira aka Gazelle - Try Everything), but there are so many pop-culture references, such as using phone apps for games, and Breaking Bad (2008-2013) with sheep... The cast is amazing - big names like Once Upon a Time's Ginnifer Goodwin (2011-ongoing), Arrested Development's Jason Bateman (2003-ongoing), and Luther's Idris Elba to name a few (2010-2015). I think they are perfect for their roles of Judy, Nick and Chief Bogo, respectively.
Also - if you've seen the film, you know that the sloth scene is hysterical!
Judy's personal story is beautiful - she goes from this small town and we see her grow into this cheeky sassy city girl. She is determined to do the best that she can do, and that in itself is why I love Zootopia. Her optimistic outlook that she can achieve greatness and succeed is empowering. If a rabbit can do something amazing, why can't I? Why can't I be the very best (like no one ever was...)?
Judy also opens her mind to new things - trusting Nick, a fox and natural predator of her species, is a huge step. She conquers her fears to work with him. Judy and Nick have their own battles to face, and they do it brilliantly - the characters have their own flaws, and even though they are animated, they seem almost human. In a nutshell here, the film teaches us that that prejudices can be put aside, and that discrimination can be halted. And if that isn't an important message for children and adults alike, then what is?
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo
When the trailer for Zootopia (2016) was released, I knew instantly that I wanted to see this film. It looked great - it was animated and it had talking animals. And who doesn't love a good ol' Disney flick? The trailer is here!
I was really excited to see the film, and even though I was one of the oldest people there, without children, I didn't care. I was absolutely riveted!
Zootopia follows optimistic rabbit, Judy Hopps, who has a big dream. She wants to be a police officer in the big city, but when her dream comes true, things aren't exactly like she imagined. She is mocked for being small prey, compared to the larger animals on the force. That being said though, she has an alliance with receptionist and radio dispatcher, Clawhauser, an excitable cheetah, with a love of doughnuts and pop superstar, Gazelle. And then, Judy gets her big break to prove that she is a real police offer, instead of being a parking enforcer. She is assigned to missing persons case, Mr. Otterton. Judy learns that this is linked to a wider conspiracy that animals are going savage. All the while, Judy is accompanied on her mission by con-artist Nick Wilde, a slick city smart fox.Judy and Nick's story is great. Not only do we get a catchy theme tune (Shakira aka Gazelle - Try Everything), but there are so many pop-culture references, such as using phone apps for games, and Breaking Bad (2008-2013) with sheep... The cast is amazing - big names like Once Upon a Time's Ginnifer Goodwin (2011-ongoing), Arrested Development's Jason Bateman (2003-ongoing), and Luther's Idris Elba to name a few (2010-2015). I think they are perfect for their roles of Judy, Nick and Chief Bogo, respectively.
Also - if you've seen the film, you know that the sloth scene is hysterical!
Judy's personal story is beautiful - she goes from this small town and we see her grow into this cheeky sassy city girl. She is determined to do the best that she can do, and that in itself is why I love Zootopia. Her optimistic outlook that she can achieve greatness and succeed is empowering. If a rabbit can do something amazing, why can't I? Why can't I be the very best (like no one ever was...)?
Judy also opens her mind to new things - trusting Nick, a fox and natural predator of her species, is a huge step. She conquers her fears to work with him. Judy and Nick have their own battles to face, and they do it brilliantly - the characters have their own flaws, and even though they are animated, they seem almost human. In a nutshell here, the film teaches us that that prejudices can be put aside, and that discrimination can be halted. And if that isn't an important message for children and adults alike, then what is?
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo
May 11, 2016
You're Never Weird on the Internet - A Review
To all who are reading this,
Today, I introduce you to the weird, yet wonderful, world of American Felicia Day - an actor, producer and creator, with her memoir, You're Never Weird on the Internet (Almost). Published in 2015, it comes with rave reviews from Joss Whedon, George R. R. Martin and Rachel Caine, to name a few! I love Felicia's work - but would I love her book too?
There may be spoilers.
Blurb
The Internet isn't all cat videos. There's also Felicia Day - violinist, filmmaker, Internet entrepreneur, compulsive gamer and former lonely homeschooled girl who overcame her isolated childhood to become the ruler of a new world... or at least semi-influential in the world of Internet geeks and Goodreads book clubs.
After growing up in the south where she was 'homeschooled for hippie reasons', Felicia moved to Hollywood to pursue her dream of becoming an actress and was immediately typecast as a crazy cat-lady secretary. But Felicia's misadventures in Hollywood led her to produce her own web series, own her own production company and become an Internet star.
Felicia's short-ish life and her rags-to-riches rise to Internet fame launched her career as one of the most influential creators in new media. Now, Felicia's strange world is filled with creativity, video games, and a dash of mild feminist activism - just like her memoir.
When the book was released, I had tried a sample on my Kindle, and liked what I had read. In November 2015, my partner bought me a copy from my local Waterstones, in hardback edition, but with all my university work and library loans, this was the first chance I had to open my own copy and start reading. And I devoured it!
The cover shows Felicia, looing as cute as ever, in a computer print dress, behind a pale blue screen. The title is made out of pixels, and with all the matching tones, it works really well as a memoir cover. Whilst it is simple, it's very well presented and eye-catching. If I didn't already have an interest in the book, and I spotted it in Waterstones, I'd definitely pick it up.
It's hard to describe what goes on within the memoir, as it is Felicia's life. It starts with about why she has become the way that she is, and how she found her voice and her way in the world. It's entertaining, and very well written. It's interspersed with captioned images, almost meme-like, which Felicia admits to having an addiction to Photoshop in her introduction. It's a very clever read, and definitely funny in places, with a lot of "geek references". It added so much too it though, and surprisingly, I understood them all!
What is refreshing reading this, is Felicia's honesty. Her drive and ambition is second-to-none, and is very inspiring. Although I came into the fandom-of-Felicia quite late, I'm most definitely a fan now! I first saw her in the television show, Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1997-2003), but I didn't even realise it was her, until later in life. I love her as Charlie in the television show Supernatural (2005-), and her Internet work is so different!
This memoir shows another side to her. She isn't just all these television/internet personalities, she isn't just available to sign autographs at Comic-Con, she isn't just someone striving for equality within the world of gaming - check out the #Gamergate and Meeeeee! chapter for more details! She is a gentle soul, and during the chapter entitled The Deletion of Myself, I had to put the book down, take several deep breaths and wipe away the tears that had come forth. I connected with her on an emotional level and it really made me think about myself and my health.
I loved this book and if Felicia ever turns to writing a full-length fiction novel, I would be all over that like gravy on a roast dinner!
You can find Felicia Day on the Internet in the following places:
Facebook
Twitter
Instragram
Website
Goodreads
YouTube Geek & Sundry / YouTube Felicia Day
Google +
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo
Today, I introduce you to the weird, yet wonderful, world of American Felicia Day - an actor, producer and creator, with her memoir, You're Never Weird on the Internet (Almost). Published in 2015, it comes with rave reviews from Joss Whedon, George R. R. Martin and Rachel Caine, to name a few! I love Felicia's work - but would I love her book too?
There may be spoilers.
Blurb The Internet isn't all cat videos. There's also Felicia Day - violinist, filmmaker, Internet entrepreneur, compulsive gamer and former lonely homeschooled girl who overcame her isolated childhood to become the ruler of a new world... or at least semi-influential in the world of Internet geeks and Goodreads book clubs.
After growing up in the south where she was 'homeschooled for hippie reasons', Felicia moved to Hollywood to pursue her dream of becoming an actress and was immediately typecast as a crazy cat-lady secretary. But Felicia's misadventures in Hollywood led her to produce her own web series, own her own production company and become an Internet star.
Felicia's short-ish life and her rags-to-riches rise to Internet fame launched her career as one of the most influential creators in new media. Now, Felicia's strange world is filled with creativity, video games, and a dash of mild feminist activism - just like her memoir.
When the book was released, I had tried a sample on my Kindle, and liked what I had read. In November 2015, my partner bought me a copy from my local Waterstones, in hardback edition, but with all my university work and library loans, this was the first chance I had to open my own copy and start reading. And I devoured it!
The cover shows Felicia, looing as cute as ever, in a computer print dress, behind a pale blue screen. The title is made out of pixels, and with all the matching tones, it works really well as a memoir cover. Whilst it is simple, it's very well presented and eye-catching. If I didn't already have an interest in the book, and I spotted it in Waterstones, I'd definitely pick it up.
It's hard to describe what goes on within the memoir, as it is Felicia's life. It starts with about why she has become the way that she is, and how she found her voice and her way in the world. It's entertaining, and very well written. It's interspersed with captioned images, almost meme-like, which Felicia admits to having an addiction to Photoshop in her introduction. It's a very clever read, and definitely funny in places, with a lot of "geek references". It added so much too it though, and surprisingly, I understood them all!
What is refreshing reading this, is Felicia's honesty. Her drive and ambition is second-to-none, and is very inspiring. Although I came into the fandom-of-Felicia quite late, I'm most definitely a fan now! I first saw her in the television show, Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1997-2003), but I didn't even realise it was her, until later in life. I love her as Charlie in the television show Supernatural (2005-), and her Internet work is so different!
This memoir shows another side to her. She isn't just all these television/internet personalities, she isn't just available to sign autographs at Comic-Con, she isn't just someone striving for equality within the world of gaming - check out the #Gamergate and Meeeeee! chapter for more details! She is a gentle soul, and during the chapter entitled The Deletion of Myself, I had to put the book down, take several deep breaths and wipe away the tears that had come forth. I connected with her on an emotional level and it really made me think about myself and my health.
I loved this book and if Felicia ever turns to writing a full-length fiction novel, I would be all over that like gravy on a roast dinner!
You can find Felicia Day on the Internet in the following places:
Instragram
Website
Goodreads
YouTube Geek & Sundry / YouTube Felicia Day
Google +
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo
May 8, 2016
Broken Bambi
To all who are reading this,
Well it's been several months since I last posted and I feel really rubbish about that. And it's not just because of university assignments that I've been away! This post is that big huge explanatory piece about my absence, and it starts on Tuesday 9 February...
I'd had a rubbish day at university, and I was really struggling. Everything seemed to be going wrong, it felt like no one wanted to talk to me, that I was being ridiculed at every turn. I felt sick, tired and hungry. When I got home, I moaned to my partner and the next thing I knew, I was asleep on the sofa. When I woke up after an hour or so, he was all in a flutter because the boiler was on the blink, and we had no heating. I was in a panic - I rang my parents, and my dad and brother came round to fix it. After everything that had happened, I was ready to skip roller derby practice and just crawl into bed. After a few words of wisdom from my dad, I changed into my workout gear and headed off.
For the time I was there, I was happy. I had a good chat with some of my teammates. I was all set to practice my one-foot glides. I'd even had a compliment from my coach that my general skating was improving! During a skill exercise for balance, my ankle came out from under me and bent outwards. As I tried to stop myself from going on my bum, my ankle rolled inwards, and then straight outwards until I landed on the floor. I was in so much pain that a first aider had to be called. My skates were taken away and I was advised to get it checked at a hospital. There was so much concern - I felt like a numpty for crying on track, and I felt like I had let my teammate down.
BackslabMy parents collected me. I was bundled into a wheelchair where I spent most of my night in A and E. I had x-rays and was prodded and poked. That night, my leggings were cut off, and I was reprimanded for playing a dangerous sport by the nurse. I was put into a backslab and given crutches to use for the time being. I had a suspected fractured ankle and had to attend fracture clinic in two days time for confirmation.
Thursday came. I spent the most of the time very upset, in a lot of pain and had more x-rays. A few hours later, and the diagnosis was confirmed. I had a fractured right ankle, and I wasn't allowed to weight bare. On the plus side, I was allowed to choose the colour of my cast, but underneath it was the original heavy backslab...
Cast 1I felt sick. I couldn't get up the stairs to my flat so I had to sleep on my parents sofa. This put huge pressures on my relationship and with family members, so I often found myself even more stressed, angry and often in tears, although my parents were absolutely amazing about the situation. Moving around on the crutches and around places like Freshney Place proved difficult and the palms of my hands went hard with calluses. Although I had a lift pass for university, I initially had to miss a weeks worth of classes. When I went back ,the tutors were very supportive and initially surprised that I was pushing myself to come in. I wasn't allowed to go back to my student placement, a placment that I had to attend as part of my course and would be a huge part of an assessment. I felt like everything was getting worse. That I wasn't myself anymore.
Cast 2I went back to the fracture clinic a month after the accident. The pain was still the same and I was still not allowed to weight bare, so I was a regular sight hopping around uni and clattering my crutches on the sides of desks. I had more x-rays where I learnt that I was healing, and the bones were starting to knit back together. My purple cast had started to break in places making it more uncomfortable and so my cast was replaced. Being put into a new cast, I struggled just as much as before. Whilst it was lighter without the backslab, it felt just as heavy and sometimes I crashed into walls and the back of the sofa. It's so difficult to explain now what I was going through, and you're probably thinking, "It's a fracture, get over yourself!" My emotions were a jumbled mess, but I had family and friends that never failed to make me smile. I got silly GIFS, Snapchat stories and late night talks. Surprise visits with flowers and a lovely dinner out with my best friend really cheered me up.
Moon bootOn my 24th birthday, I was back to fracture clinic and although the cast came off, I was struggling to weight bare. I was told to use a walking boot for nearly three full weeks with crutches to help start me off. After three weeks, I could start weaning off it. It really put a dampner on my birthday, especially when other people thought I could go home soon. Annoying as it was, I started walking with the use of the crutches and made it around the house and even Tesco, which I hadn't been able to do before. It also meant that I could have a proper bath at last. A week or so later, I had conquered the stairs and I was able to go home to my flat, where my neighbours were really supportive. And slowly, but surely, I started to walk properly, although I still had to use my boot and lift pass for uni. I could walk around my flat, I could go shopping, I could have dinner out with my best friend again, I could get into town and the cinema - Zootropolis (2016), and Ratchet and Clank (2016) are awesome, by the way.
Last Thursday at fracture clinic, I told them about the pain I was still experiencing. I initially thought it was because I was moving around, but after a good poke, the doctor sent me for two different sets of x-rays. Back in the clinic, I was told that I have suspected inflamed tendons, so more painkillers for me! I'm waiting for some appointments to come through now - I'm going to have an MRI and some proper physiotherapy to help rebuild the muscle that I've lost in my right leg. It means I'm still not allowed to get back on my skates or properly exercise (I was told that some yoga positions could make my tendons even worse). Although, that being said, I don't have to use the boot unless I'm really struggling, and I am allowed back to placement!
If being a broken bambi skater had taught me anything, it's this:
I've managed to get better and whilst some days I still struggle, I know I can get there. I have a good support network of family and friends. I've pushed myself through the pain, and I've got back on the right track with my university work and deadlines.
Seeing my teammates skate at scrims, seeing the photos, hearing about their practice sessions and triumphs makes me even more determined to get back on my skates. Yeah, I broke on skates in practice. I've been bruised from the accident - physically and mentally. But am I ready to hang up my skates? Of course not!
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness
Well it's been several months since I last posted and I feel really rubbish about that. And it's not just because of university assignments that I've been away! This post is that big huge explanatory piece about my absence, and it starts on Tuesday 9 February...
I'd had a rubbish day at university, and I was really struggling. Everything seemed to be going wrong, it felt like no one wanted to talk to me, that I was being ridiculed at every turn. I felt sick, tired and hungry. When I got home, I moaned to my partner and the next thing I knew, I was asleep on the sofa. When I woke up after an hour or so, he was all in a flutter because the boiler was on the blink, and we had no heating. I was in a panic - I rang my parents, and my dad and brother came round to fix it. After everything that had happened, I was ready to skip roller derby practice and just crawl into bed. After a few words of wisdom from my dad, I changed into my workout gear and headed off.
For the time I was there, I was happy. I had a good chat with some of my teammates. I was all set to practice my one-foot glides. I'd even had a compliment from my coach that my general skating was improving! During a skill exercise for balance, my ankle came out from under me and bent outwards. As I tried to stop myself from going on my bum, my ankle rolled inwards, and then straight outwards until I landed on the floor. I was in so much pain that a first aider had to be called. My skates were taken away and I was advised to get it checked at a hospital. There was so much concern - I felt like a numpty for crying on track, and I felt like I had let my teammate down.
BackslabMy parents collected me. I was bundled into a wheelchair where I spent most of my night in A and E. I had x-rays and was prodded and poked. That night, my leggings were cut off, and I was reprimanded for playing a dangerous sport by the nurse. I was put into a backslab and given crutches to use for the time being. I had a suspected fractured ankle and had to attend fracture clinic in two days time for confirmation.Thursday came. I spent the most of the time very upset, in a lot of pain and had more x-rays. A few hours later, and the diagnosis was confirmed. I had a fractured right ankle, and I wasn't allowed to weight bare. On the plus side, I was allowed to choose the colour of my cast, but underneath it was the original heavy backslab...
Cast 1I felt sick. I couldn't get up the stairs to my flat so I had to sleep on my parents sofa. This put huge pressures on my relationship and with family members, so I often found myself even more stressed, angry and often in tears, although my parents were absolutely amazing about the situation. Moving around on the crutches and around places like Freshney Place proved difficult and the palms of my hands went hard with calluses. Although I had a lift pass for university, I initially had to miss a weeks worth of classes. When I went back ,the tutors were very supportive and initially surprised that I was pushing myself to come in. I wasn't allowed to go back to my student placement, a placment that I had to attend as part of my course and would be a huge part of an assessment. I felt like everything was getting worse. That I wasn't myself anymore.
Cast 2I went back to the fracture clinic a month after the accident. The pain was still the same and I was still not allowed to weight bare, so I was a regular sight hopping around uni and clattering my crutches on the sides of desks. I had more x-rays where I learnt that I was healing, and the bones were starting to knit back together. My purple cast had started to break in places making it more uncomfortable and so my cast was replaced. Being put into a new cast, I struggled just as much as before. Whilst it was lighter without the backslab, it felt just as heavy and sometimes I crashed into walls and the back of the sofa. It's so difficult to explain now what I was going through, and you're probably thinking, "It's a fracture, get over yourself!" My emotions were a jumbled mess, but I had family and friends that never failed to make me smile. I got silly GIFS, Snapchat stories and late night talks. Surprise visits with flowers and a lovely dinner out with my best friend really cheered me up.
Moon bootOn my 24th birthday, I was back to fracture clinic and although the cast came off, I was struggling to weight bare. I was told to use a walking boot for nearly three full weeks with crutches to help start me off. After three weeks, I could start weaning off it. It really put a dampner on my birthday, especially when other people thought I could go home soon. Annoying as it was, I started walking with the use of the crutches and made it around the house and even Tesco, which I hadn't been able to do before. It also meant that I could have a proper bath at last. A week or so later, I had conquered the stairs and I was able to go home to my flat, where my neighbours were really supportive. And slowly, but surely, I started to walk properly, although I still had to use my boot and lift pass for uni. I could walk around my flat, I could go shopping, I could have dinner out with my best friend again, I could get into town and the cinema - Zootropolis (2016), and Ratchet and Clank (2016) are awesome, by the way. Last Thursday at fracture clinic, I told them about the pain I was still experiencing. I initially thought it was because I was moving around, but after a good poke, the doctor sent me for two different sets of x-rays. Back in the clinic, I was told that I have suspected inflamed tendons, so more painkillers for me! I'm waiting for some appointments to come through now - I'm going to have an MRI and some proper physiotherapy to help rebuild the muscle that I've lost in my right leg. It means I'm still not allowed to get back on my skates or properly exercise (I was told that some yoga positions could make my tendons even worse). Although, that being said, I don't have to use the boot unless I'm really struggling, and I am allowed back to placement!
If being a broken bambi skater had taught me anything, it's this:
I've managed to get better and whilst some days I still struggle, I know I can get there. I have a good support network of family and friends. I've pushed myself through the pain, and I've got back on the right track with my university work and deadlines.
Seeing my teammates skate at scrims, seeing the photos, hearing about their practice sessions and triumphs makes me even more determined to get back on my skates. Yeah, I broke on skates in practice. I've been bruised from the accident - physically and mentally. But am I ready to hang up my skates? Of course not!
Yours, with eternal ink,
Zoe
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Currently reading: A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness
