Alexandra Silber's Blog, page 14
May 15, 2020
"Spectacular" Accidents I have had: a List

- age five, on stage during a camp theatre performance of Heaven Hop. A Jealous older girl tripped me during the tap break. I fell flat on my face, the audience gasped, I got right back up and kept tapping. PRO! (There is video.)
- age sixteen, an innocent scratch turned into a corneal ulcer in my right eye at summer camp. Almost lost the eye. I didn...
Published on May 15, 2020 06:00
May 10, 2020
Things I want to remember about this week 5/3 - 5/10: a list
- Two little kids in masks, looking longingly at the playground that was locked up.

- GET THIS: A CORGI *PUPPY*
- New growth on my plants
- Alec learning all about how to cook with salt. Adorable.
- Sunday, a gorgeous day by the river
- Monday, a miserable day by the river in which I kept saying “MISERY” out loud until Alec relented and agreed to go home
- A reunion of our London Indecent company for what would have been our final
performance. Ale Brider.
- Tati asleep in the middle of the bed L...
Published on May 10, 2020 06:49
May 7, 2020
WhatsOnStage Q & A: Pandemic Edition

My extremely fabulous and famous cat Tatiana Angela Lansbury Romanov, who is a great teacher in this time of self-isolation. She leads by example, you see, for Tati has been practicing social-distancing and an excessive amount of permissive self-love, every day of her fabulous life.
Tati is not a doing she is a being. In times of anxiety I will gaze over at Tati and ask: Tati, what would YOU do? And her forthright little face will silently say Why yes Hooman,...
Published on May 07, 2020 06:00
May 4, 2020
Almost-free things that bring me joy: a List

- A perfectly smooth duvet on a perfectly made bed
- [The rush of love I feel] watching Tati lounging luxuriously in the sun
- The sound of rain on the windows
- Long white pillar candles
- Spring
- Hand-written postcards and letters from friends
- The smell of a freshly cleaned apartment
- An Epsom salt bath
- Podcasts
- Tatis sweet little meow
- The smell of a fresh pot of coffee
- The majesty of a raw amethyst
- Sunlight through the leaves
-...
Published on May 04, 2020 11:22
May 3, 2020
Dressed by Jess!


SO.
When I met wardrobe professional, dresser extraordinaire, smart, cool, genius human Jess Kenyon at Chiacgo Shakespeare Theater in 2018 into 2019, I told her she needed her own TV SHOW.
Cue: PANDEMIC.
CUE: JESS MADE A SHOW! "Dressed By Jess" is a conversation with Jess herself discussing the unparalleled power of costumes and clothing: the visual storytelling, the creativity, and the collaboration. These are not just "costumes" these are the characters' clothes.
On her show Jess...
Published on May 03, 2020 17:07
May 1, 2020
On this, the First day of May: a List

Long days [of soft, painting-like] light, noted
The heart-crushing need to control my pandemic experience, relaxed
Spring, sprung
Grain-free loaves of bread, made
Values, re-assessed
Alec, adored
Tati, worshipped
Murder, She Wrote, [all of it, all twelve seasons, Im not kidding,] watched.
Hallway, living room AND kitchen, re-painted [for the first time since 2010]
Other [quite splendid] DIY, underway
It's been sixty-ish degrees Fahrenheit here in New York [on this, what feels like...
Published on May 01, 2020 04:00
April 30, 2020
Things I Want to Remember about April 2020: a List

- The Quiet. The beautiful, terrifying Quiet.
- Pink blossoms in full bloom on the corner of 33rd and Broadway, with beautiful Edison bulbs hanging inside them. It took my breath away!
- a two-hour conversation on the phone with Tyne. My beloved friend and mentor.
- An extraordinary email from Ruthy Froch, that left me reeling
- Sending and receiving postcards and letters.
- Watching Trump destroy our country and himself, being filled with anger but...
Published on April 30, 2020 08:10
"Today, Another Universe" by Jane Hirshfield

I'll simply quote her brilliant self:
"Few search-artists have served as greater agents of transmutation than Jane Hirshfield a poet of optimism and of lucidity, a champion of science and an ordained Buddhist, a poet who could write So few grains of happiness / measured against all the dark / and still the scales balance, a poet who can balance and steady us against those times when we go to sleep in one world and...
Published on April 30, 2020 04:48
April 28, 2020
Things I [genuinely] wish: a List
- That I could play any instrument with extraordinary virtuosity
- That I had said that thing to that person before it was too late
- That my colon wasnt such a jerk
- That adulthood could be slipped on and off like a tailor-made couture dress
- That I could know Tatis thoughts
- That I had my moms cheekbones [ughhhh those cheekbones]
- That I genuinely loved singing more than I actually do
- That COVID19 had an available test, vaccine, and was no longer killing people
- That watermelon was a...
Published on April 28, 2020 05:30
April 25, 2020
Things that got me through This Week, 4/19 - 4/25: a List
- Baths at night in the dark
- Gentleness
- Alllllllllll the leftover Pad Thai (we have only ordered delivery once since Quarantine began and on April 17, the one-month mark of my return from London, we celebrated by ordering pad thai for oh: perhaps a family of 10?)
- Gratitude
- Deep breaths
- This blog
- Seeing new growth on the new Chinese Money Tree I was sure I sun-scorched to death. (A metaphor?)
- Not passing a single scrap of judgment on my sleep schedule, outfit choices, or lack...
- Gentleness
- Alllllllllll the leftover Pad Thai (we have only ordered delivery once since Quarantine began and on April 17, the one-month mark of my return from London, we celebrated by ordering pad thai for oh: perhaps a family of 10?)
- Gratitude
- Deep breaths
- This blog
- Seeing new growth on the new Chinese Money Tree I was sure I sun-scorched to death. (A metaphor?)
- Not passing a single scrap of judgment on my sleep schedule, outfit choices, or lack...
Published on April 25, 2020 05:00